It's time to test after nine years of hard study in the cold window. I'm afraid that I will be precipitated like carbon dioxide mixed with oxygen and then filtered out. In fact, I have worked hard and made progress. I am also studying hard, hoping that more green plants can absorb me, and the bright sunshine will make me useful and influential to mankind. But in fact, I am stupid and want to make everything around me better, but it always backfires. I am helpless and helpless. Maybe it will be more comfortable to cry, but it can only represent my vulnerability. Let's hold back.
The cold in recent days has been bothering me, making me listless and unwilling to eat. Mom saw that I hadn't eaten well for several days, and this morning she fried my favorite eggs for me. Looking at the oily fried eggs, I felt sick and only drank a glass of milk. "How to also don't eat? How can I do that? " Mother scolded. "Mom, that's too tired. I don't want to eat it." I left impatiently and answered, went back to my room and closed the door. Strange, my mother always nags at ordinary times. Why is it so quiet today? So I quietly opened the door and looked at my mother secretly. I saw my mother alone with her head down, chewing the egg slowly, and a few drops of water fell, and I didn't know whether it was sweat or tears. I feel sorry for my mother. I shouldn't have done that. Even if I don't feel well, I should have finished eating that egg. Don't hurt your mother even if you are wronged again. I am so embarrassed that I want to cry, because of myself and because of my mother.
I really want to cry ...
Comment: I can't help crying after reading this article. A student who has some difficulties in learning is so strong, but so helpless. Facing the senior high school entrance examination, my mood is extremely complicated. Looking at my mother, I have placed infinite hope on my daughter; Thinking of myself may disappoint my mother and make me feel very sorry for my mother. This is really a sad story.
The article shows the anguish and helplessness of the struggling students under the exam-oriented education. The little author said what he wanted to say from the bottom of his heart and expressed his true feelings, so it was very touching.
I really want to cry
My last puppy was the most pitiful one. I gave it away, and I really wanted to cry.
That little dog named Feifei is my unique pet and plays with me every day. On Friday, at 12 noon, my father's manager called: "Comrade Yao Youdu, the factory is going to tear down this place to stop people living. Therefore, the factory has divided two rooms and pressed an iron gate for free. The handling of furniture is paid by the company. " Dad said, "But it is inconvenient for my daughter to go to school." "The company doesn't care!" The manager said. Dad listened and agreed helplessly. "Move on Saturday." The manager said again. "All right!" Dad said sadly. Then dad hung up the phone.
At five o'clock on Saturday afternoon, a moving company car came. The staff moved the furniture onto the car within twenty-five minutes, and we reluctantly got on the car. When I called Feifei to get on the car, Feifei didn't move at all. I saw it, jumped out of the car and hugged Feifei to get on the car, but Feifei struggled on me. I couldn't help it, so I had to put Feifei down and got on the car. The car started, followed by Feifei. Finally, Feifei was lying on the ground. I watched in the car and really wanted to cry with my mouth open.
On Sunday, my father and I went back to our original home, and I was very at ease and happy when I saw the lively and lovely appearance of Feifei still here. Suddenly, my father said in my ear, "Feifei regards this place as home. Anyway, you can't let it live here forever!" Besides, nobody cares. Give it to your friend! " After listening to it, I couldn't say anything, so I had to agree. Later, I gave it to a good friend who lives in Heyuan Community. At that time, I wanted to cry.
I really want to cry
Wang Ting has no choice but to be wronged. Loneliness always affects my mood. It's so uncomfortable to hold it in my heart. I really want to cry, release all these troubles ... and make myself happy.
It's time to test after nine years of hard study in the cold window. I'm afraid that I will be precipitated like carbon dioxide mixed with oxygen and then filtered out. In fact, I have worked hard and made progress. I am also studying hard, hoping that more green plants can absorb me, and the bright sunshine will make me useful and influential to mankind. But in fact, I am stupid and want to make everything around me better, but it always backfires. I am helpless and helpless. Maybe it will be more comfortable to cry, but it can only represent my vulnerability. Let's hold back.
The cold in recent days has been bothering me, making me listless and unwilling to eat. Mom saw that I hadn't eaten well for several days, and this morning she fried my favorite eggs for me. Looking at the oily fried eggs, I felt sick and only drank a glass of milk. "How to also don't eat? How can I do that? " Mother scolded. "Mom, that's too tired. I don't want to eat it." I left impatiently and answered, went back to my room and closed the door. Strange, my mother always nags at ordinary times. Why is it so quiet today? So I quietly opened the door and looked at my mother secretly. I saw my mother alone with her head down, chewing the egg slowly, and a few drops of water fell, and I didn't know whether it was sweat or tears. I feel sorry for my mother. I shouldn't have done that. Even if I don't feel well, I should have finished eating that egg. Don't hurt your mother even if you are wronged again. I am so embarrassed that I want to cry, because of myself and because of my mother.
I really want to cry ...
Comment: I can't help crying after reading this article. A student who has some difficulties in learning is so strong, but so helpless. Facing the senior high school entrance examination, my mood is extremely complicated. Looking at my mother, I have placed infinite hope on my daughter; Thinking of myself may disappoint my mother and make me feel very sorry for my mother. This is really a sad story.
The article shows the anguish and helplessness of the struggling students under the exam-oriented education. The little author said what he wanted to say from the bottom of his heart and expressed his true feelings, so it was very touching.
I really want to cry
"Ah, wow ...". I really want to have such a good cry. Why? This reason has to be started from the beginning!
I have been an innocent and lively child since I was a child. The melon seeds in the head are not very clever. Last year, there were only a few simple textbooks in my schoolbag, but with the rise of my grade, my schoolbag became a big fat man like eating growth pills. I trudged forward step by step with a heavy schoolbag on my back.
Year after year passed, and in a blink of an eye, I became a student facing primary school graduation. The burden on my family was heavier than a thousand pounds of heavy stones. I was just climbing a mountain, climbing it very hard. The final exam is coming. Every day, besides finishing the homework assigned by the teacher, I have to do the papers left by my mother. I can't sleep until eleven or twelve o'clock every night. In the morning, I have to get up at five o'clock to recite those annoying texts and make up my mind. My head is about to explode. Think about it. How big is my head? Children get nine to ten hours' sleep every day. Am I too late? Teachers, parents, I know that your kindness to me is to lay a good foundation for me to go to society, but can we bear it? Have you given your life for us? We have our own ideas. We are not three-year-olds anymore. We know and understand.
Teachers and parents, please give us some time to play! Lighten the burden on our household! Can you do that? I shouted here: "Give us freedom! Let's go to nature to appreciate the gift of God and visit the beautiful scenery. " I know that you are eager to have a successful child, but you know what? We are like birds in a cage all day, without freedom. How eager we are to fly to the blue sky and fly freely in the sky, we are eager, we are eager ...
I really want to cry, how much I want to burst into tears, and express all the pain in my heart by crying, I think, I think … Let us be free! Give us a world of our own! Who can know the pain inside me? Who can forgive/only myself!
"Wow ..." I really want to cry!
I really want to cry
In the dead of night, I also fell asleep early ...
In my dream, I came to a prairie, surrounded by endless grass, which made people feel particularly comfortable, and several white clouds floated leisurely in the sky. I was walking on the grassland, and from time to time, the cries of several deer came to my ears. I searched for the sound and came near the deer. I saw them drinking and playing by the stream in droves. I walked slowly forward, and when they saw me, they were not afraid, but seemed to welcome me. I gently touched the soft hair on the deer, so happy!
While I was playing with the deer, a deafening gunshot sounded, which disturbed my good interest. The deer quickly lined up, and Qi Xin ran in the same direction and disappeared. At this moment, I have been hiding behind a bush, shivering all over. Two bad guys came here and shouted:
"If you have the guts, get out!" A short and thin man said to another, "Brother, we are going to settle this group of deer!"! Their skins are worth a lot of money! " As he spoke, he showed a sinister and cunning gaffes. I was so angry when I heard this, I thought: It's outrageous that they dare to do bad things under my nose. I have to teach them a lesson! If I let them succeed, I'm really sorry for those lovely deer. Thinking, thinking, then quietly behind them. They secretly searched for the deer, walked for a while, and then stopped to have a rest. I'm exhausted and sweaty. Suddenly, the deer barked again, and I looked up and looked forward. Ah! It turned out that the deer were standing in front, ready to fight to the death with two bad guys. I thought: how come, they are not equal to death! When the two bad guys saw this situation, they laughed proudly. My heart was full of fire, but it was full of fear and fear. Such a complicated mood made me hesitate for a long time. A bad guy picked up a shotgun and prepared to fire at the deer they were going to attack. Say it's late, then it's fast I quickly jumped on a bad guy from behind with a light and agile skill and stopped him. When another man saw this, he pointed his gun at me and said fiercely, "Death! You also go to the west with these deer babies! " After that, he aimed a few shots at the deer, and the "clicking" bullets poured on the deer and fell to the ground one by one. I was so scared that I couldn't cry. When the gun was aimed at me, I immediately shouted, "Ah ..."
I got up from bed at once and found it was a dream. Although it is fake, I still have to tell everyone: "I! Really want to cry! Animals are our friends, don't harm them! "
I really want to give up
Pu Cunxin once said, "Persistence and abandonment are both realms." It is difficult to persist, and it is easy to give up; Persistence is very tired, but giving up is very easy; Sometimes, if you are strong and reluctant, you really want to give up.
Last Friday in physical education class, it was the second test of 800 meters this semester. A week's gale cooled down, which made me inevitably add some clothes on this day. That afternoon, the sunshine was very strong, and the direct sunlight made me a little sweaty in preparation activities. I can't help wondering: "Can you still run down today? Even if you can run down, you will definitely fail. " Suddenly, teacher Yang's "running on the runway" broke my thinking. I stood in the front position, waiting for the whistle. "Shh-"all the students ran out of the starting line like arrows. I started very fast and ran in the first place. After a lap, I obviously couldn't eat this speed. I tried to have a rest, so I took a small step and slowed down. At this time, the students behind caught up with me one by one, surpassing me, and I quickly accelerated my pace and kept up with them. At that time, the wind was against the wind. Although it blew away my sweltering heat, it was like an illusory but real wall, blocking me. Later, when I finished the second lap, I had "spared no effort". Sweat stuck my pants and legs tightly, and I could feel sweat running on my head. My legs are rooted and I can't pull them out. At that time, I wanted to stop for a walk and let the wind blow away the sweat before continuing to run. I seem to have been able to feel relaxed and happy when walking. Even the oncoming strong wind seemed to say, "Stop! Take a break! " I gradually slowed down, but at this moment, I suddenly heard Teacher Yang say, "Speed up! Speed up! Don't go, jump and jump! " Finally, under the urging of the teacher, I still ran, even if there was much resistance and even if there was much greed, I still overcame it. Later, I gradually surpassed those students who were faster than me. I didn't give up what I wanted to give up, and the persistence I wanted to give up didn't give up me! Although I still failed to run to the first place, I passed, and it was several seconds faster than it. Finally, my persistence gave me glory and affirmation.
There are many "I really want to give up" in life, and finally people's consciousness will always be biased towards giving up. Therefore, when we hesitate to choose between persistence and abandonment, we should persist in what we have, persist in what is beneficial, persist in instinct, and give up what we don't belong to and shouldn't have, but we must never give up what we can't stand. Goethe said: "When I can't persist, I will think of the strong endurance of the earth. The earth keeps running every day, and it has to do more movement around the sun every year. What am I still thinking about doing now? I also want to learn from the spirit of the earth. " Yes, think about Goethe and the earth. What are our difficulties?
Sometimes, I really want to grow up.
"I don't want to, I don't want to grow up. When I grow up, there will be no flowers in the world …" You must have heard the song "Don't want to grow up" by S, H and E, but I always want to grow up to be an adult overnight. Why? Listen to me slowly:
Once, I went shopping with my mother. When I saw the food on the food counter, I began to feel dazzled. I was drooled by the food. I told my mother my thoughts, but my mother said, "Eating potato chips will make you fat; Eating too much candy is harmful to teeth; Jelly must not be eaten. Last time I read a report that a child choked to death because of eating jelly ... "I obeyed my mother's words ― I didn't buy any snacks, so I had to" go through the door and munch ". In my eyes, I seem to see potato chips waving at me, candy making faces at me, and jelly as if to say to me, "Come and eat me, don't you like eating me very much?" Alas! I can't help it. Who told me I'm not an adult? If I were an adult, I would have my own salary, and I would definitely go to the mall to buy many snacks I like.
Another time, I went to my father's office to play. When I approached my father's computer, I was ready to have a big game. But just as I was about to turn on the computer, an uncle said loudly, "Whose child is this?" Get out quickly. What if you lose the important files in this computer? " I was very unconvinced after hearing this, thinking: If I were an adult, I would have my own computer and play as I want!
I really want to, I really want to grow up, and when I grow up, there will be no constraints. This is my heart, and it is also the way I want to express myself most, but maybe after many years, when I grow up, I no longer have the idea of being a teenager.
(3)
Sometimes I really want to be willful.
Sometimes, I really want to be willful.
Clever I have never been so rebellious, obedient I have always been 100% obedient to mom and dad. But I am not quiet or active, and I want to rebel. My childhood was almost never particularly relaxed, but I was never particularly nervous. Always learn to draw and learn the piano.
I looked at the Gundam model in the center of the window for a long time, and I felt indescribable joy in my heart. I believe I will have it soon. However, my mother is holding a thick "masterpiece" in her hand. She said, "Only by reading good books can you grow up and play whatever you want." So, I bid farewell to the window, took over the "masterpiece" and left reluctantly. As if something had been lost in my heart, I knew that it was the innocence that a child should have, but now it was tightly grasped by a pair of invisible big hands.
At that time, I didn't know what a masterpiece was, except that everything my mother gave me was good. I don't know what the so-called "masterpiece" is and how good the writing is. All this is just because I have little knowledge and don't know the goods.
Finally, I went to primary school. I thought primary school would be very fun, just like kindergarten. But the reality has to make me accept it. It's really painful.
"I'm sorry." I looked apologetically at my deskmate who had to "move". The air contains suffocating elements, and there is a strange silence. She left silently, and the gradually smaller figure was branded on my mind, which was very sad, but-"sitting with a poor student will affect your study. You'd better change a good student for you, and I'll go to find your teacher Wang." Mom's words still ring in my ears. My heart twitched. Can't I have a precious friendship? I am speechless.
It's another winter vacation, and I'm in grade three. I hesitate between "music training class" and "math training class". I love music-playing the piano, but I know that learning is also very important. I am not a gifted child who is blessed by God. I always need twice as much diligence and sweat as others to get excellent grades. I hesitated. Mom, I'm sorry, just let me be willful once! So, I stepped into the "music training class" as I wished. My mother was just silent, and then she entered the room in a muffled voice. The heavy door closing made me hesitate. Did I do something wrong?
I finally got through primary school, and went to my dream junior high school. I thought: I should be very happy with my new classmates in a new environment.
One summer vacation before junior high school, I had a whim to practice singing. I never found my singing voice so beautiful. I was satisfied with the applause of my brother and sister. I think my mother will understand. But the reality is so cruel. One morning, my mother whispered to my father, "If this child had signed up for the' Mathematics Training Course', his study would certainly not have fallen behind." These words happened to be heard by me when I got up, and my heart seemed to be pierced by an arrow, and my blood ached. When I handed my mother the certificate of piano band 8, my mother gave me a complicated look and left silently. A gust of wind blew away the awards, dispersed the dripping tears and broke my heart. I just wanted to pick it up, but no one wanted it. What's the use of asking for it?
In my sleep, Gundam model smiled and waved to me; My long-lost deskmate shook my hand and whispered "long time no see"; I confidently show my voice to my relatives and friends in the karaoke room ...
I know the road ahead is bumpy, but I still want to go on, in my own way, no longer a doll at the mercy of others, I have to face the ups and downs of life myself!
The morning sun shines into the Woods, and the naughty dew blooms a small flower on the ground. I open my arms and breathe the free air. Freedom is really good! Sometimes, I really want to be willful.
(D) Sometimes I really want to ask myself
Sometimes I really want to ask myself how far the ideal is from reality, 1 year, 1 year or1light-year. And many times I will choose the last answer in hesitation. Is it 1 light year? I don't think anyone can give me a definite answer. I am an idealist, and I always feel that if I want to do it, there will be no obstacles. Probably the reason why I always like watching Korean dramas and Hong Kong and Taiwan dramas. But every time I wait for something to be done, I will look back and giggle at my original simplicity. Laugh at my naivety, laugh at my innocence.
Recently, I watched several Hong Kong and Taiwan dramas, all of which were romantic and ideal. Love at the Corner is my favorite movie, but what makes me feel sorry is that there are only 7 episodes in which Piggy plays Qin Lang and Big S plays a darling daughter Yu Xinlei, but her family goes bankrupt for various reasons. Qin Lang and she accidentally bumped into each other at a corner, and their long love history began at the moment of bumping. There is no lack of romance in the ups and downs, and it is really an idealistic TV series. After reading it, I thought of her and me. In an instant, something gushed from my heart, and that was happiness. I finally experienced happiness.
Really, I once thought that I would spend my life with her in such a dull way, thinking nothing and pursuing nothing. As long as I can hold her every day and sit in front of the TV with peace of mind. But now I know that it's just my personal dream. Last night, we will become a treasure for a schoolbag. I think that's love? So fragile? Even a schoolbag can easily break my dream. Will there be many schoolbags or things bigger than schoolbags in the future? I don't want to think about it any more. Last night, it was last night that I tasted the pain of my heart dripping with blood. I cried all night. I don't even know when I fell asleep crying, but it was about 2 or 3 o'clock. I don't want to think about it anymore, because I'm tired, and my heart is really tired of crying. I don't know if that wound can be leveled. But people, like breathing, can't stop, not for a second. That kind of pain can only be faded by time. I hope the ideal will be near us.