That day, she pulled me into her fs group. As a fs, it seems that something should be done. Then I remembered the character Tian Fang in the novel, and she left a deep impression on me. Let's talk about my feelings about this role first.
Because there is no computer in other places, it is inconvenient to extract and find relevant paragraphs. If there is any mistake or omission, please correct me, especially the author Han Hai.
First of all, Tian Fang's appearance
Tian Fang is a girl with a red face, big eyes and deep double eyelids.
"She is not tall and has two full white doves on her chest. When she climbed up and down, the white pigeons moved around with their rounded hips. Her arms and thighs are strong and flexible, and there are some freckles on her nose. But she has white teeth, one by one neatly arranged. This row of teeth steals the mirror instantly, which will make people forget the other five senses on her face. "
From the outside, although she looks plain, she looks healthy and beautiful.
But now it is covered by clothes.
The author is not satisfied with the appearance under the cover of her clothes, just as we are not satisfied with only seeing the appearance of the characters, the author also describes Tian Fang's "body".
After examining Tian Fang's body through the eyes of the characters in the works, she felt that in the bathroom, Lv Jia and the girl in the upper berth looked at Tian Fang not far away, but they gave birth to an indescribable sense of superiority. What is the sense of superiority? It turns out that in their eyes, Tian Fang's body has experienced love relationships-especially those established by men and women. Because they think that "since junior high school, most well-developed girls have experienced relationships with men and women early."
Whether girls who have developed well since junior high school have experienced male H and female A does not need textual research. What needs textual research is why did the author write this paragraph? I think the author not only gave Tian Fang a "signal" about the body, but also gave the reader another signal, that is, the other girls in Hotan's bathroom have never experienced the relationship between men and women, and they are still Chu's women. "They think they should be good goods waiting for evaluation in the world. Tian Fang didn't cherish her bargain earlier. " Among these female college students, there is a general awareness of protecting their "uncultivated Chu women's land".
Some of our "guardians" or adults often condemn the girls in junior and senior high schools now, thinking that they are a generation without sexual morality, and it seems that they can "sleep at once" at an extremely young age. The author disagrees with this irresponsible statement.
Second, Tian Fang's love
1, Tian Fang and Xu Kai
Tian Fang fell in love before coming to school. Her boyfriend's name is Xu Kai.
Soso's height 1.9 meters, "mighty", but his eyes are narrow and squint. "The nose is small and crooked, and the mouth is crooked with a mouthful of buckteeth." Obviously, this is not worthy of Tian Fang. Not only that, his expression is "grinning like a Cheshire cat." He smiled, and the girls were so sad that they wanted to cry. "Such a person who can hardly attract all girls is Tian Fang's boyfriend.
But Tian Fang is very gentle with soso. They are beside the stone lion in Lugou Bridge. "In full view, Tian Fang sat on soso's lap, patting his ass gently, and they laughed together." It can be seen that Tian Fang's aesthetic standards and requirements for the opposite sex are very low. Because of this, Tian Fang's requirements for men in universities are not high. This foreshadowed her later affair with Miss Zhao, and also gave us a basic understanding of Tian Fang. The idea is that although Tian Fang was born in the countryside, she has basically got rid of the shackles of feudal thought in the old countryside. She is not conservative, shy or shy in sexual consciousness. At the same time, readers can see that she and soso had substantial xing behavior.
2. With Teacher Zhao
Tian Fang likes dancing, not national dance, but international dance. International dancers are a group of old men and women who have retired from school. This reminds people of the square dance of Chinese aunts and grandfathers in China, who never tire of it and get carried away.
Few young students took part in the school, but Tian Fang did. Why did she attend? The author didn't say, but there must be the author's intention:
First of all, Tian Fang has never danced before, so she finds it fresh and interesting. This kind of square dance-like grade is in line with Tian Fang's own grade. If Tian Fang likes ballet, it doesn't match.
Secondly, dancing gave her a sense of value.
This sense of value is that she has command and eye-catching "points".
The so-called command means that she can command Miss Zhao. The author's description is very clear:
"He (Mr. Zhao) looks like a spring breeze, and the gray and black cap can't cover the gray sideburns. However, he stands straight, not like an old man, but more like a precocious young college student.
Tian Fang hurried downstairs step by step, and Mr. Zhao was even more imposing, like a diligent person who was determined to win. He easily dusted the car seat again and smiled: "Come on up." Tian Fang, not annoyed or angry, raised his foot and took one leg forward, and then took the other leg forward, sitting on the Mazar in the car bucket and urging: "Let's go!" ? "
Before describing Tian Fang's participation in dancing, the author has a passage worth remembering. She wrote: "University is a small society. Everyone who comes to a mixed society wants to find their own position. The student union and the TV station are Lu Jia's positions. Tian Fang is also looking for his place. Where can she be placed? "
Where is it? Born in the countryside, he is not outstanding in appearance, with average academic performance and poor family background. She is eager to find a conspicuous position. She can sit in the car of Mr. Zhao, a retired professor, and instruct this person to "adjust the handlebar of the car, lift the pedal on his foot, and pedal hard with both feet." The 60-year-old teacher Zhao hunched his head high from the front of the gray brick house with his "Hua" on his back, stepping on the steps of hope and beauty. The wheel ran over the crisp dead leaves and gradually disappeared at the end of the road. "
This command fully meets the needs of Tian Fang, who has a "point" of feeling good about herself.
In addition, subconsciously, she hopes to associate with men with knowledge and status, and hopes to be caressed and close by men. When dancing, "Miss Zhao's hand not only held her waist, but also carried her shoulder and even twisted her face to face.
Lv Jia asked Tian Fang, "How can you let an old man grope around?" ? Tian Fang doesn't care about defense. He is honest, don't worry. "
Besides, she has an advantage.
We have a joke that says, "A delicious woman should be fooled." It means don't be greedy and cheap.
Tian Fang's contact with teacher Zhao Can not only satisfied her vanity, but also took advantage of it. She used the meal card given to her by Teacher Zhao. The author wrote that all the students felt terrible when eating in the canteen. Only Tian Fang thinks that "the food in the canteen is delicious", which accords with Tian Fang's identity and lays the foundation for "there is no such thing as a free lunch". Miss Zhao's generosity to Tian Fang is just a covet of Tian Fang's femininity.
But Tian Fang still has a sense of self-protection.
Whether he wants to be caressed by a man or satisfy his vanity, Tian Fang still has a sense of self-protection when he encounters substantial sexual assault.
When Miss Zhao made a "substantial" move, she escaped from Miss Zhao's house and said angrily to Lv Jia, "This old man took advantage of me."
When Lv Jiajian believed that it was an old man, and the trembling dancing old man was not a threat. Tian Fang said, "He has great strength and often pretends. He touched it and was kissed by him. " Tian Fang retorted with a depressed face, "I slapped him."
3. Tian Fang and Xiao Shuo
Tian Fang made friends with Xiao Shuo of the National People's University of China. Xiao Shuo is obviously more popular than soso and richer than soso. He gave her something and a white checkerboard shoulder bag with a high imitation of LV. Xiao Shuo invited Tian Fang to have dinner with her classmates, and Tian Fang's position among the classmates improved.
"XiaoShuoYan frequently bring food and small materials to the girl, hair neatly, meticulous, hair perm hair gel after plumes of stereotypes, radiant. He is talkative and his voice is a little hoarse, but when he opens his mouth, he usually ends a topic. He speaks very ordinary and has no sense of humor. When he is happy alone in his laughter, the girls in the dormitory secretly laugh and eat and drink. "
From the point of view of knowledge, he and Zhao Ke are a good match, but they are much closer than soso and, a retired teacher. She obviously got spiritual and love satisfaction from Xiao Shuo. The author describes: "Tian Fang's face looks as rosy as rouge, and her nails are still very long. She wore dark red nail polish and Kou Dan with three fingers. From time to time, she fiddled with the shiny necklace around her neck, and the heart-shaped pendant with complicated decoration was embedded in the plump ravine of Tian Fang. The beauty of a girl is like a flower that blooms enthusiastically in May. "
Compared with soso, Xiao Shuo gave Tian Fang Xu Kai vanity satisfaction. But there is still regret, that is, Xiao Shuo said by Tian Fang, "That aspect is not good ... soso knows a lot and is very comfortable."
The contradiction between love, love, physiological needs and life needs is always intertwined, which is inevitable for college students.
4. Tian Fang and Lao Gu
What does GuGu do? It's the boss Tian Fang said he had a big company. Tian Fang thinks he speaks humorously, which is much more interesting than Xiao Shuo. Moreover, Gu also wants to introduce her to his unit for internship, so that she can have an indicator of staying in Beijing.
Such a good thing, such a person Tian Fang is naturally willing to have a close relationship with him, even though he is an old man. But this old man is much more attractive than Miss Zhao, soso and Xiao Shuo.
From Xu Kai to Miss Zhao, to Xiao Shuo, and then to Gu Gu, Tian Fang has different attitudes and needs for them. Tian Fang's thought changed obviously during his college years, from simplicity to satisfying vanity for a while and then to some benefit.
Even when it was an ectopic pregnancy, she couldn't tell who planted it.
Third, Tian Fang is a female college student who has suffered a lot.
Tian Fang suffered a lot. I have never been warm at home. Her parents are cold to her, and so are her brothers and sisters. The attitude of the family made her feel that "I am the only poor person in my family."
When she learned that she was pregnant, her mother asked her to abort. In order to "wash your dirty linen in public", her mother joined her father and asked her father, who had been a barefoot doctor, to perform curettage for her. She took off her pants in front of her parents. "Lying on the simple operating table, she took off her outer pants and underwear one by one according to her mother's instructions, bent her knees, lifted her hips and hugged her knees, and let her father do curettage for herself."
At this time, we can feel Tian Fang's humiliation, and at the same time, we can also feel the author's inner angry cry.
At school, she often suffers from discrimination. Because its body seems to have experienced the relationship between men and women very early; Because she had to use the glass bottle with purple potion when she left home, her mother said without a doubt, "Wash the washbasin every day and rinse it with water."
The students despise Tian Fang from the heart. When you fall in love with soso, your classmates will think that Xu Kai is ugly and stupid. Close to Miss Zhao, students will think that she is too cheap and hopeless. When you fall in love with Xiao Shuo, the students will think that Xiao Shuo is much better than Xu Kai and Miss Zhao, but he is just a boy who only knows how to please all the girls, and everyone can "eat and drink for free". Have a relationship with Gu, ectopic pregnancy bleeding, hospitalization is in urgent need of payment. Lv Jia had no money on her card, so she tried her best to inform Gu to go to the hospital. Goo goo gave Lv Jia a business card and left without looking back. It seems that he gave this card, and since then he has nothing to do with Tian Fang.
Earlier, Mr. Zhao, who was laughed at by his classmates, failed to invade Tian Fang, but he still wanted the money for his meal card in Tian Fang.
After Tian Fang was discharged from hospital after miscarriage, Xu Kai, Xiaoshuo and Gu never contacted her again. She "became a single person."
Fourth, after the pain, I cried with pain but wanted to live.
Tian Fang graduated and found a job through her own efforts. "She became mature and gorgeous. Because she met more men than all the other girls in the dormitory combined. Men have benefited a lot from her study, more than any public and professional courses. "
This is the author's portrayal of Tian Fang and the history of Tian Fang's growth.
Why does the author describe the image of a female college student from the countryside? That's because it was not easy to produce a college student in the countryside in the past, and it was even more difficult to produce a female college student.
There is a difference between rural areas and cities. In addition to the differences in economic conditions, environment, knowledge and ideology, there are also differences in the way men and women get along. Relatively speaking, the countryside is more conservative and has a stronger feudal consciousness.
With the progress of the times and the implementation of urbanization policy, the difference between rural areas and cities is gradually narrowing. There is no doubt that the image of Tian Fang represents a new generation of rural people who have narrowed the gap between urban and rural areas. From this perspective, this work has a very positive significance.
The author created a typical image for us, a female college student born in the countryside. She has brains, greed and pursuit, but she is not cunning, easy to satisfy, easy to be moved and easy to be cheated.
985 female college students mixed up, and it was not easy for them to "mix up". They experienced hardships and tasted humiliation. They completed this college journey with tears, blood, death, crying, sacrifice and struggle.
Society is still ahead, how should they face it?
Therefore, I still want to say it again. The calligraphy teacher created a lively Tian Fang and wrote a good work, which will make people sigh, learn from it and be full of sympathy and praise!
Move south
Kunming on the afternoon of July 13, 2022.