I have been exposed to depression, and I took more than 100 sleeping pills at one time!

Kara Wai mentioned: "I have been begging in the street since I was a child. From the age of 3 to 13, I stayed in Wan Chai for ten years."

Carina Lau said he couldn't believe it. Kara Wai talked about his feelings of begging for ten years: "The reason why my personality is so strong is because I am afraid to go back to that time."

She added: "I'm afraid of being poor and having no place in this world."

When referring to bad reviews, Kara Wai said: "Because I care about bad reviews, I have to get rid of them through my own efforts." Kara Wai's understanding of herself is profound and sober, which is closely related to her unique life experience.

Someone said, "The life of an old artist is a wonderful movie." Indeed, life is not only the length, but also the depth and thickness.

The interview also mentioned that Kara Wai claimed that because others thought she was ugly and didn't know what to do, she began to hate everyone and gradually developed depression.

Later, her illness became more and more serious, and even all the mirrors in the house had to be covered with towels. Then the family who lived with her didn't know where she was, because she locked herself up and didn't make any noise, just hoping that her family didn't know where she was.

At that time, I didn't eat or drink every day, still crying and giving up on myself. Finally, I even did something stupid and took more than 100 sleeping pills.

Kara Wai's experience really makes people worry about her. It's so sad.

I'm afraid Kara Wai's depression is not only caused by his rough life experience. After all, he has been begging in the street since he was a child, and the pain of life after dinner will not fall so easily.

But the departure of a person really makes Kara Wai hard to let go and unhappy.

That is Kara Wai's brother: Hui Tianci.

To say the name Hui Tianci may be unfamiliar to many people.

But when it comes to "Ximen Chuixue", everyone will know!

Ximen Chuixue, a little red in the Central Plains, Fu Hongxue and other classic figures are all vivid under the leading role of Hui Tianci.

Hui Tianci, who has worked hard in Hong Kong film for 40 years, is one of the most influential stars. Once comparable to Jackie Chan.

However, his life was very bad, his career was frustrated, his marriage suffered misfortune, and he finally died in tragedy, which was regrettable.

After entering the entertainment circle, Hui Tianci can only play some walk-on roles, or a background board without lines.

But even so, he persisted for ten years. It can be seen that he is a hard worker. If there are no accidents, we can certainly make a difference today.

After such a long walk-on life, Hui Tianci finally reached a small peak in his life for the first time.

Hui Tianci is 27 years old. Because of his excellent appearance, he was invited to appear in The Legend of the Condor Heroes, and then he appeared in Kill the Wolf and Lu Xiaofeng.

With excellent technology and cool appearance, Hui Tianci has been loved by many girls, and has become a professional in the eyes of the public.

In these works, Hui Tianci's "Ximen Chuixue" can be said to be the most impressive character.

Often hanging Weiya or various dangerous action movies is very easy to leave harm to the body.

Hui Tianci was seriously injured while filming that year. His background vertebra was broken and the doctor repaired it with his pelvis.

Since then, Hui Tianci's martial arts career seems to be blocked, because he can't do most dangerous moves.

Kara Wai felt that there was no way for his brother to go on like this, so he suggested that Hui Tianci try his luck in Beijing.

Hui Tianci also listened to her sister's advice, went to Beijing to find a way, and really met an opportunity to be a leading actor.

But because of long-term decadence, Hui Tianci became very fat. At that time, in his fifties, he began to lose weight crazily in order to appear in this play.

A month later, Kara Wai received a photo of his brother, and Hui Tianci lost 60 pounds directly.

After losing so much weight in just one month, Kara Wai couldn't help worrying that before the film started, the crew couldn't contact Hui Tianci, no one answered the phone and no one responded.

When I found Hui Tianci's house, the door was locked and there was no sound.

Finally opened the door, Hui Tianci sat on the sofa, facing the TV, with his mobile phone beside him. He has been dead for a long time at the age of 55.

As for the cause of death, Kara Wai only said to the outside world that he died because he didn't eat or exercise for a month and lost too much weight.

Upon examination, Hui Tianci has been dead for 9 days.

It became an indelible pain in Kara Wai's heart.

It also indirectly catalyzed her depression that year.

Someone once commented on Kara Wai's life:

At the age of 3, he went to the streets to beg for food; 17 years old, making movies; Became a film queen at the age of 22; 33 years old, nobody cares; At the age of 40, he committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills. At the age of 44, I came back to life. At the age of 50, I got the golden elephant. At the age of 57, I became the winner of the Golden Award and the Golden Horse Award. Now I'm alone.

She once said, "My life is someone else's second life."

Hundreds of words, full of stories.

Yes, Kara Wai used to be a very big family. He was originally a descendant of Zhenghuang Banner in Manchuria, and his surname was Ye Hena Rush.

It is the fate of a golden branch and a jade leaf, but it was born at an inopportune time. The political situation in the Mainland was turbulent, and the family with sensitive identity had to immigrate to Hong Kong. When I first arrived, my father was cheated and almost went bankrupt.

Forced to make a living, she began to beg with her mother at the age of three.

Such a decade is a lingering childhood trauma, but in Kara Wai's eyes, it is tantamount to an innocent happiness.

Kara Wai said that before she was 1 1 years old, she was used to seeing all kinds of human beings, the world was cold, and her words were full of helplessness.

But the next conversation made her gradually burst into tears. At that time, an American mixed-race sailor came to her every day to buy chewing gum. One day, the sailor asked her how to say "I love you" in Cantonese. It was this confession that made her realize that love and money can be separated.

To her surprise, the American boy went to Vietnam the day after his confession. The difference is that for decades, there has been no news of the boy, and no letter has been sent. Similarly, in these decades, she tried her best to find him, but after such a long time, it was not easy to find a boy she had met in the vast sea of people.

1974, 14 years old, she was attracted by Zhang Che, the great director, and was able to play Mu Nianci, the second female in Shaw's Jin Yong drama The Legend of the Condor Heroes.

After 1979, under the cultivation of famous directors such as Liu Jialiang, relying on three points of talent and seven points of diligence, she soon became Xiao's master, and even was accepted as the only adopted daughter by Zhang Che.

1982 can be regarded as the brightest year in Kara Wai. Won the best actress in the first Hong Kong Academy Awards with Elder.

That year, Kara Wai was only 22 years old-

After that, Kara Wai was still active in the front line of Hong Kong drama actresses, and also performed many well-known works. For example, the hero policeman in Lady Enforcers-

For example, Wen Zhijuan in "Twist the Mixed Army"-

It is said that as early as the film "Swindling", there were no special effects techniques and no stuntmen available.

An action scene needs to jump from the fourth floor, and the protective measures are not in place, but Kara Wai jumps when he says so, and with a bang, two bones in his leg are broken.

After that, I filmed the upper part of the fighting scene very hard with the crew in my arms, and didn't go to the hospital until the filming was finished.

In the mid-1990s, Hong Kong's literary romantic films became popular, and pure action films that were in the limelight in the past began to enter a trough.

At that time, Kara Wai was almost in an awkward position without film. Even if he's acting, he's a walk-on for No.2 and No.3, or even a dispensable walk-on.

The great man who used to call the shots is now a small role that nobody cares about. The bigger the gap, the more stubborn and stubborn the authorities are.

So, she was depressed for a month without makeup and went out to take a shower!

Difficult Kara Wai finally went to the extreme of swallowing medicine and committing suicide. Fortunately, she was found by her sister and rescued in time. Kara Wai woke up, saw his parents' old faces, and suddenly regretted it. "I feel selfish ... if I really leave, I will kill many people."

After 9 months of treatment, Kara Wai gradually recovered, but she was in no hurry to come back. Instead, study, partner with friends and slowly adjust your mentality.

In fact, Miss Jie thinks that Kara Wai's ups and downs in her life are closely related to her ups and downs and fruitless love.

Many years ago, it was rumored that Kara Wai fell in love with a famous director in the circle and was old enough to be her father.

But later she learned that this person not only has a family, but also has a beautiful girl in the circle outside to be a confidante.

The absurd drama of falling in love with the four corners ended with a beautiful girl winning and marrying the director.

Later, I dated a second-tier actor younger than myself, but it didn't last long. After all, the gap is too big to pass in a hurry.

Later, I fell in love with a wealthy businessman engaged in the catering industry. They have the same economic foundation, the same hobbies, and they are sweet for a while. I just didn't expect that he had a wife, but she chose to commit suicide because of this.

After the news was exposed, Kara Wai was caught in the whirlpool of public opinion, and everyone had to break up.

It is said that she later had a real boyfriend, because Kara Wai published a sexy photo album. In a rage, she broke up angrily.

I don't know whether Tao Tao's love story, which is unbearable, is true or not, or whether it is just an unfounded rumor. However, Kara Wai's four love affairs ended fruitlessly, which is confusing and sighing.

When out of emotional turmoil, out of the abyss of depression, Kara Wai finally returned to the screen. After that, I received many film contracts, horror films, costume films, thrillers and even literary films. Anyway, whenever there is a play, I won't be picky.

Most of them are really bad movies.

At the same time, Xu Anhua is planning to shoot "Ghost World" and called to ask her if she would like to play her mother in the play, which is a supporting role. Kara Wai asked: Why did you seek me? Do you trust me? Xu Anhua said: I have always had confidence in you.

It can be said that Xu Anhua really saved Kara Wai and brought a second watershed to her life.

Then in 2009, she starred in a quietly released horror ethics film "demons".

This movie even made her sweep the Golden Horse and Golden Elephant with a double gold medal. With an almost life-like performance mode, a mother who dotes on and even controls her son to mental deformity is portrayed in her bones.

20 14 The role of Yang Feng in Zombies lets us see Kara Wai in a different state again.

She changed Yang Feng from the earliest gentleness and elegance to the madness after being scared crazy, and then to the desire for revenge after her only son was killed. This series of changes naturally and smoothly appeared in front of the audience. In the Hong Kong film "The Old Play Bone of Modern People", I didn't lose others, and I won the Oscar Award for Best Supporting Actress in my arms.

In 20 17, she lost all her leading edge. In "Luck is Me", she challenged an old and forgetful female singer, and won the Best Actress in the 20 17 Golden Award in a late state.

Two days ago, at the 38th Hong Kong Film Awards ceremony, Sister Hong won the best supporting actress for Trish again!

So far, Kara Wai has won 14 awards at home and abroad.

From the peak of career to the trough of life; I'm afraid that the word "legend" can't be used to describe Kara Wai people from their tenacious struggle against depression, ups and downs, and glory again.

But having said that, I have to mention one thing. In fact, whether it is a good film or a bad film, it will not cover up Kara Wai's increasingly precipitated acting skills. Without quantitative change, where is qualitative change?

She has entered the realm of clouds in the sky and water in the bottle. The award is well deserved. If you don't win the prize, it doesn't matter.

As she said, it is also a happy thing to have the opportunity to grow old slowly.

In the past three years, six works have appeared-three movies and three TV plays.

Kara Wai has a kind of toughness in his bones. She can always survive in despair and then continue to love the world with stars in her eyes.

Kara Wai once said like a little girl, "When I was forty years old, I was still thinking that if that sailor came back to me, I would definitely ask him in tears. If he proposes, I will marry him without hesitation! "

If her story is made into a movie, Miss Sister must go to see it, because in this stereotyped entertainment circle, it is difficult to see her stubbornness and tenacity in the eyes of a small flower.