First of all, I have to say that I am also a chef, and just a general chef, I have had the same situation as you, just like you said this paragraph. And in the chef's road I also tried to do other industries, my cultural level is not high, good work I can not do ah! I had to go back to being a chef again. Chef this job is more free more free (of course, only with the same work almost the same work to compare, can not be compared with the civil service those senior workers work). When you first contact this industry may have adapted to the industry, adapted to the chef this work habits. Many people are so the first job is very easy to let him stay in this line of work for a long time, it is difficult to integrate into other industries. Especially chefs like this, to be honest, many chefs are lazy, because chefs work a lot of extra time will make you become lazy. When you get into the habit of contacting other jobs encountered all kinds of difficulties, think back may still feel chef is more relaxed, this is what I think. For example, inside the factory work more than 10 hours a day, sometimes more than that, and 10 hours are busy. Unlike a chef even if it's 10 hours a day, how many hours are really working? I think you feel the same way. If you want to change your career, you have to make up your mind, not just any mind, like quitting smoking. Actually, every job is the same. There are all the pressures of work, worries, etc. etc. 。。。。。。 People want to live without trouble, the main thing is still their own mentality, the mentality of the work, the mentality of interaction with others, etc. etc.. You said your character is double, I am similar to you. A moment of happiness and a moment of sadness. In short, like your current mood is still mainly rely on their own, people live is to work, there are worries, there are happy things, there are sad and so on. 。。。。 Everyone is like that.