First of all, your emotions and psychology are not healthy at the moment. There is no straight path in life, it's all up and down and running forward. Your current character has some procrastination meaning, low mood and no confidence in yourself. Everyone comes into the world, there is the value of existence, just you currently encountered a low point, the psychological some can not withstand. From your introduction, you can write, also try network marketing, able to put down the face to apply for a waiter, these are advantages. It's just that it's not going well. Now all walks of life are highly competitive, there is no easy foothold. I suggest that you first face yourself, do not underestimate yourself, according to their own abilities and strengths, to determine their own direction, not blindly looking for targets. Secondly, don't compare yourself with others, everyone's environment and conditions are different, the road is different, other people get married and have children, that's other people's business, you don't want to be anxious, you have to believe that your other half has not yet arrived, that person will appear at the right time. Third, since it is difficult to communicate with your parents, don't force them to understand you completely. You can at the right time, calmly say your thoughts and intentions, they can listen to how much even how much. At least don't let them feel that you are self-absorbed and have no goals. You have had a college education and your views and understanding of things should be no worse than others. Your character is introverted, not good at communication, which is a shortcoming you need to take the initiative to overcome. Try to contact the outside world slowly, and students and friends slowly strengthen the contact, mutual discussion, more understanding of all walks of life, to establish self-confidence. If you can't find a stable job at the moment, you can go to do some temporary positions, such as some hourly workers, kitchen assistants, etc., the least, you can also go to the food delivery, courier, etc., as long as you can pay for this hard work can be done.

All in all, the life of the bitter uncertainty of the period who have. The first thing you need to do is to adjust yourself correctly and get through it, and then you'll be able to make a good transition. The rainbow will come after the storm. I hope it can help you.