I seem to be caught in a strange circle. Every time I work with a boss, I will work hard from small scale to improvement, and then turn around later, which will take three or four years. When I was in the third and fourth grades, I was very uncomfortable and bored.

I feel that they are going to abandon me and even marginalize me. I know it's not like this in my heart, but I just can't get out when I get in.

They talked to me many times and gradually ignored me. I feel like I'm coming to an end.

There is a word that appears several times, and that is "jump". They said I jumped. I just can't figure it out and can't catch it. Is that so? I doubt it.

Also said to have a sense of ownership, this and that.

I may really have a problem. This problem is difficult to solve, you can't turn it out.

To say my present state, if I use one word, then the word is "jump".

I can use one word to describe my work status, that is "struggling", because I am a salesperson, fighting in the front line of the market all day. I sell labor-intensive products with fierce competition, and users often win the bid at the lowest price. In daily work, to make a business and earn a little profit depends on the spirit and wisdom of hard work. Some projects rely on their own strength and brand awareness to win the bid, and they are as nervous as walking a tightrope when bidding. A few days and nights' work will be wasted if you are not careful, even if there is a 99% hope of not winning the bid. Many times, we will capsize in this million miles, and the joy after winning the bid is not over yet. Next, quality clearance, delivery clearance and account clearance are all processes that our sales staff must go through. After a year of hard work, we have achieved remarkable sales results and won the praise of the leaders. How many people can know our efforts behind the glamorous achievements?

Don't let the cows eat grass as long as they run away. I think this sentence can best reflect my current working condition. I'm in a small business. Just like setting up a stall, I also sell takeout. So this is rather tiring. I usually go shopping at eight or nine in the morning, and then I have been preparing. It starts selling around eleven o'clock, but it's not ready yet. I'm afraid we are the hungriest meal preparers, because when the guests want to eat, it's also the time for us to eat, but we can only endure it until one or two o'clock in the afternoon when no one is around, and then everyone will make something to eat by themselves. After eating, we will continue to prepare some unprepared meals to meet the peak of dinner. Besides, we won't have dinner until eight or nine. When business is good, we only take turns to eat at different times, sometimes when the takeaway platform is closed.

So how full is the whole day? After dinner, we haven't got off work yet, and there are follow-ups. We want to sell it at 1: 00 a.m. (that is, the delivery time of Meituan is until 1: 00 a.m.). At this time, if there are no guests in the physical store, we will slowly close the stall, about two o'clock, and then go home to wash and go to bed at almost three o'clock. If there are still guests in the physical store at one o'clock in the morning, we can close the stall at about three o'clock. Therefore, I must rest after four o'clock. So I feel that my work status is really too full. As long as the cows run away and don't eat grass, it's not an exaggeration, but there will be gains from paying. At least my full life didn't waste time.

So far, the working status is:

Is it a low-key grounding gas before bringing grandchildren?

Besides, I have a second job. In my spare time, I build a poetry group, take a group of people, run an electronic magazine, and have an editorial heart, although I don't make money. But very serious, busy until after midnight, very tired but very happy. Ha ha ha ha ha. Don't say that. Talking too much is all tears?