(1) I first met

I met Dan in 2112. About twenty years old, short hair, big eyes and enchanting makeup. A full face of childishness just can't bear the story behind her, and I can tell at a glance that she is not a good girl.

At that time, Dan lived with a man in his thirties, and lived next to the room rented by my best friend and me. Occasionally, we meet her in the corridor. She either runs away with the puppy in her loose pajamas, or walks away with the man's arm in a fashionable dress and heavy makeup. She smiles at us every time we meet, and we also smile politely.

One day, my best friend and I were cooking in the corridor and chatting in our hometown dialect, when Dan's voice suddenly appeared around us: "Are the two sisters from southern Shaanxi? Me too. " This is the first time to listen to her, and her voice is very beautiful, and it is also very embarrassing. Although she is a fellow villager, she has not narrowed the distance between us, and then she occasionally meets to say hello.

About a month later, when I came back from work and was opening the door with my key, Dan came out of her room. "Sister, I cooked rice porridge like our hometown today. Let's eat it together." I quickly said, "No. Thank you! " "Oh, I'm alone at home today. My boyfriend doesn't like this kind of porridge. I can't help it if I eat it alone. I thought you should like it, too, and I cooked a big pot for you to eat together after work." There was a begging look in her eyes, and I didn't know how to refuse at once. Speaking from the bottom of my heart, I always feel that she is out of place with us little girls who grew up with traditional education and just came out of school. Although she is a fellow villager, we don't want to get too close to her, so I said that we will go there together when our best friend comes back.

this is the first time we have entered Dan's room. A big bed, a wardrobe and a dresser occupy most of the room. Furniture such as coffee table and sofa are placed near the door, and electrical appliances such as TV and washing machine are placed against the wall. The room was untidy, and the bed was full of clothes she had left behind. The rice porridge is very authentic, and the four side dishes are particularly delicious, which makes me hard to believe that this dish is actually made by Dan. Hearing our praise, Dan proudly said, "I'm also a restaurant owner. It's not a piece of cake to order this food." I asked her, "Is your family a restaurant?" "Not my home, it's me. I opened it with my ex-boyfriend. " I was a little surprised by her answer. I had no idea that the little girl had the experience of opening a restaurant. From then on, when Dan saw us, he would always take the initiative to come over and talk to us, and occasionally he would come to our room to sit for a while.

one weekend, my best friend and I cooked lunch in the corridor. Dan stuck his head out through the crack of the door. "What are the sisters cooking? I was awakened by the smell in my sleep. Can I eat?" "Yes, yes, get up and eat together." We greeted politely. A few minutes later, Dan got dressed and came out. "I'll go downstairs and be right back." Not long after, I saw Dan coming back with some food bags, and I could smell a burst of fragrance from a distance. "I bought roast duck and cold dishes, and a few steamed buns. Let's eat together." On the way to dinner, my girlfriend gently asked Dan, "I've seen you running away after work recently. Do you go out to play at night?" "Which have to play, I went to work, selling red wine in disco. My boyfriend is gone, and I have to support myself. " "You had a fight, right? Don't be sad, he will come back after he is angry in a few days, "I said softly." "I won't be sad, this a few months with him, I don't lose, almost also spent him more than ten thousand dollars. He bought all the furniture and appliances in my house, as well as this leather coat, and gave me 1,111 yuan for living expenses every month, which is more than what you earn at work, right? " At that time, my best friend and I didn't know how to answer the phone, so we let Dan go on. "Before him, I have been with five men, so I don't care about one more. Wait, I will find another one with more money in a few days. " Looking at Dan's indifferent face, we know that all persuasion is in vain. We are from two circles, and we can't connect with each other. We just don't understand why Dan is like this.

one day soon, Dan's birthday, the three of us got together again. After a few glasses of beer, everyone talked more, talking about family, talking about the past and talking about the future. It was this gathering that I learned Dan's story, which not only satisfied our curiosity, but also deeply shocked us.

(II) The Story of Dan

Before the age of thirteen, Dan, like all happy little girls, lived a carefree life and enjoyed the love of his family. Grandpa was a big landlord with two wives in the old society, and his father was an only son, and she and her brother were the treasures of the whole family. With excellent family genes, my father began to contract the land in the village to cultivate seedlings in the early 1991 s. After three or four years, he made a profit and became the first family in the village to live in a building. Needless to say, Dan has been the envy of his companions since he was a child.

however, a great event happened in this year, which changed Dan's fate dramatically. In the early summer of that year, Dan made an appointment with two little sisters to take the field path home after school. There are large tracts of rape flowers on both sides of the path, and they are like three small butterflies active in the field, running and jumping, so happy. After a while, the three men's bodies and faces were covered with yellow rape pollen. In order to avoid being scolded by their parents, they were going to wash in the canal water next to them and then go home.

The steps of the artificial canal are relatively narrow. The two friends rushed to wash their faces. They were playing with water while washing, while Dan stood on the slope not far from them and waited anxiously. Suddenly, she saw one of her friends slipped and fell into the canal. The other friend quickly reached out and pulled, but unexpectedly she was pulled into the canal. Dan was stunned by everything in front of her. She wanted to call someone, but there were all vegetable fields and no people around. Early summer is rainy season, and the water in the canal is almost two or three meters deep. In a moment, the figures of two partners disappeared in front of Dan ... Dan rushed back to his home without washing the pollen. When his mother was not at home, Dan quickly slipped into his room on the second floor. All this was so sudden that she didn't know whether to tell her family or not. She didn't know whether it was true or a dream ... < P > When Dan woke up, she found her mother standing beside her bed. It was her mother who turned on the light in the room and woke her up. "So you are at home, we are looking for you in the village. I heard from my classmates that you left with Honghong and Juanjuan. They haven't come back yet. Do you know where they went? " After listening to his mother's question, Dan couldn't help it any longer, crying and telling his mother what had happened. Two hours later, the bodies of two friends were found. Although Dan narrowly escaped his life, in the following days, people filled their yard with wreaths every day, and they asked Dan to pay for their children's lives. During that time, Dan really wished that she had left with her two little friends ...

Dan was sent to his uncle's house in other places by his parents. Although she was often awakened by nightmares, she finally finished the junior high school course calmly. Under the arrangement of his father, Dan went to a vocational secondary school in the city to study. Although it has been several years, the two little friends often appear in her mind. She has no intention to study at all. I heard that the outside world is wonderful and she really wants to go out and have a look.

Dan is in love with a young man in his twenties named Fan. Just after the New Year, Dan came to Xi 'an with the tuition fee given by his family. With the help of Fan's good friend Ayong, they rented a private house in the village and settled down. When they first tasted love, they enjoyed the sweetness of love to the fullest and lived a life like a fairy companion. In order to make a living, Dan, who is only 16 years old and has gone out to look for a job, is waiting for Fan's return at home except to soak in Internet cafes. Every man with a great sense of responsibility takes care of her, preparing breakfast for her before going to work every day, and selling vegetables and cooking, washing clothes and mopping the floor after work at night. In the face of such a gentle and simple Fan, Dan once thought about spending his life with him.

On that day, Fan, who came home from work early, opened the door and found Dan sitting in Ayong's arms. Two former good friends fought. Dan knew that she was wrong, because emptiness and boredom entangled her with Ayong, who was looking for a job recently. During this time, Ayong filled her inner loneliness and emptiness, but she lost everything forever. One morning, Fan left 1111 yuan and a letter and went back to his hometown with simple luggage.

A few days later, Ayong moved in. Dan didn't really want to be with Ayong. In the following days, they quarreled and finally parted ways. Dan stayed alone in Xi 'an, without friends. It was said that it was easy to make money in Guangzhou's factories. She used her last few hundred dollars to sell a train ticket to the south ...

On the train, Dan began to befriend all kinds of people. Finally, she found a man who looked good and understood what he said, and got off at Guangzhou Station. During the train ride, she got acquainted with this person. After getting off the train, Dan told the eldest brother that he had no place to go, hoping to help him find a job. With the help of this man, Dan soon started working in an electronics factory, and his life has been on the right track since then.

at the age of 18, Dan met the man who almost married her. The life of electronics factory is always busy and full, and it is tiring to be tired. It is also a lot of fun to live and work with peers. Bin is Dan's hometown, a very clever boy, who was only 19 years old at that time and had been working in Guangzhou with his father for two years. At a gathering of fellow villagers, Dan and Bin met. Bin is the kind of sunny boy who is very popular with girls. He fell in love with Dan at first sight, and soon they became lovers. Later, under the leadership of Bin's father, the two young people began to make plans for the future. The three of them rented a booth at the food stall in front of the factory and started a catering business. Business is not hot, but every time I hear the working girls calling her "the boss's wife", Dan is extremely happy. At least she has a goal in life.

At the end of that year, Dan and his boyfriend and father were ready to go back to their hometown. After three years out, Dan has never contacted his family. She thinks it's time to go home and have a look, and casually discuss the marriage with Bin. When Dan's taxi stopped in front of his yard, his mother and grandmother were sitting in the yard having breakfast, and the courtyard door was open. When Dan shouted "Mom", his mother turned her head slightly, and then buried her head to continue eating. Suddenly, she suddenly turned her head and looked at the gate, and then stumbled out. Then, the three of them cried ... < P > In the following days, there were an endless stream of guests at home, all of whom came to see Dan. In recent years, my family has not heard from Dan, and they all think that she is dead. I heard that there is a Jane Doe, and my father even went to see it. This Spring Festival is the happiest festival that Dan has had in recent years. It is not only cared for by the whole family, but also accompanied by a handsome boyfriend. After the relatives get together, the next step is to consider the marriage of Dan and Bin. When my parents heard the place name of Bin's hometown, they just shook their heads anxiously. It turned out that it was a famous hinterland. Later, my father suggested that Dan and Bin should work first, and when they are a little older, he can lead Bin to do business, and then buy a house near the county before getting married. Bin's family also agreed to this proposal.

After the Spring Festival, two people came to Xi 'an to start looking for jobs. It is still difficult to find a suitable job in a strange city. Later, Dan worked as a waiter in a restaurant, and Bin worked as a salesman in a small advertising company, and life finally settled down. Who knows that it didn't take long for the stable days. Bin's company closed down, and the boss disappeared. The company owed employees three months' salary and also beat Shui Piao. During this time, the living expenses were all supported by Dan's meager salary, which undoubtedly added insult to injury to this small family. Bin, who was usually optimistic and cheerful, once became depressed. With Dan's encouragement, Bin finally pulled himself together and began to look for a job again.

On this day, Dan and Bin said that a salesman who supplied red wine to their restaurant wanted her to go to a disco to sell red wine. I heard that it was easier to sell red wine in the disco and the commission was particularly high. She wanted to try it. But Bin didn't want Dan to work in that place, so Dan didn't insist and continued to work as a waiter in the restaurant. With the extension of Bin's job search time, Dan couldn't stand this kind of poor life any more. She felt that her future hopes were so slim that she finally took advantage of her holiday to carry Bin to the disco to try it. Dan is talkative, lively and cheerful, and easily sells three bottles of red wine. The inflated self-confidence makes Dan unable to bear it any longer. She resolutely quit the restaurant company and devoted herself to the red wine sales in disco.

Every time Dan comes home in the middle of the night smelling of alcohol, what she gets is not Bin's care and care, but endless noise. On the one hand, Dan's increasing income, on the other hand, Bin couldn't find a job for a long time, and the two of them were endlessly noisy. Finally, one day, Bin left a letter and left the rental house ... When Dan saw this letter, she went crazy all over the world looking for Bin. Dan learned from Bin's parents that only one person left for Guangzhou, but he didn't leave any contact information for his family. After half a year's waiting and searching, I finally couldn't wait for Bin's return. She never wanted to give up Bin, she just wanted to make their life better in the future. In the past two years, getting along with each other day and night can't compete with the necessities of life and mutual suspicion, which makes Dan heartbroken.

There is a man and his friend in a disco who take care of Dan's business. Every time they take the initiative to consume Dan's red wine. Because that man always has a cool look like Ekin Cheng's gangster, Dan always calls him "Brother Jian", and he readily agrees. In the past six months, Brother Jian has been pursuing Dan fiercely or insipid, but Dan didn't take him to heart and kept a distance from him because he was still thinking about Bin. On this day, when Dan failed to inquire about Bin again, she poured a lot of red wine into her stomach. When Brother Jian sent him home drunk, Dan let him stay ... < P > The days with Brother Jian made Dan feel both novel and colorful. Brother Jian took her to various places all day, or disappeared in front of her for three or four days in a row. For such a man, Dan actually feels very excited. She doesn't think about what their future is. She just wants to enjoy the present happiness. However, two months later, in the middle of the night, a siren pierced the night sky, and Brother Jian was taken away under Dan's bed ... < P > Over the next six months, two men moved into Dan's room one after another. Dan said that she has no feelings. Since Bin left, she has understood everything. Who have you been with? Why bother to make yourself so hard? Even if Bin came back to find her now, she wouldn't want him.

? (3) Not the ending < P > When we learned Dan's story, we didn't reject her as much as before. My best friend and I often advise Dan to cherish himself and find someone who really treats her seriously. After all, the days ahead are still very long. We didn't see a man in her room again in those months, and watched Dan gradually lead a normal life. We were also sincerely happy for her.

It was a sunny afternoon, and my best friend and I were talking.