First, it shows that you feel inferior. You should be more confident and let yourself shine. Just because we don't talk doesn't mean we're stupid. If we are laughed at by others, it doesn't mean that we are worse than others. We have our happiness.

Second, finding out what you don't understand shows that you are smart and have the motivation to learn, which is much stronger than those who play word games. You should have your own ideas.

Third, people always make fun of you, which shows that you are not a stingy person and should be more mature than the average person.

Fourth, talk less and do more, which is the best policy.

Going our own way and improving our quality is our best way out! I wish you happiness.