Life is precious. How can you say suicide when you are so extravagant? How many people who died because of accidents or diseases are eager to live. What are IQ and EQ? As long as you are alive, there is hope and possibility.
I can understand you saying that your IQ is not enough to learn anything. My sister used to study very poorly. It can even be said that she can't compare with our other brothers and sisters in many things. She also felt inferior, and even felt that she was just mentally ill, just like you. But I always trusted my sister. I think she likes talking very much, so I think that's her skill. Now my sister is learning to be a broadcast host, and she has been praised a lot. Actually, you can. You are inferior to others in some respects, but you must have your own strengths, as long as you can find them.
Moreover, the problem of emotional intelligence is simpler, and emotional intelligence can be exercised completely. I didn't communicate with people much before. Most of the students in a class of three years have never said a word. They usually go home after school instead of going out to play with their classmates. Life is really closed. But fortunately, I met a friend. She is very sociable. Being with her for a long time has improved my personality. It is very easy to deal with others now, and it is easy to make friends. In fact, all this stems from my own desire to change my dull personality, so I am trying to learn from my good friends. I really hated myself in high school, and I think you can understand how I feel. So, as long as you want to change, it's really not difficult. Contact more cheerful people and learn more from them ~
Finally, this is not a question about your IQ, EQ or physical inferiority. To adjust your mentality, don't mind a lot of things. In fact, there are many good people in the world. No one will really despise you if you have nothing to do. Sometimes, you just think too much, communicate with others more and smile at everyone. Others will treat you well, you are cheerful and kind, and everyone will like you!
You see, now many friends are comforting you and helping you solve problems ~ believe in yourself and feel the concern of relatives and friends around you, and you will find yourself really happy! Even if you have nothing, at least there are them!
Come on!