Pingkuang's 35-year life has a strong sense of inferiority, and he has never had any extravagant demands for love. However, she has made up her mind to die alone. At this time, a beautiful woman like Li appeared, which almost met all the aesthetic standards of a programmer for the opposite sex.
His first reaction was not how lucky he was, but to seize the opportunity given by God. But fear, he thinks such a beautiful thing will not happen to him, he doesn't deserve it. Therefore, although I intend to move, once a little thing happens, it will make him want to alienate, because "in order to avoid the end, he can only refuse to start everything."
Shili may be because the actor is gakki, which makes everyone feel that Shili is such a perfect woman. However, the perfect one is gakki. Her performance is really chestnut, but it's actually ordinary, at least not as good as gakki's.
Then, why does Shili have feelings for Pingkuang? In fact, having such a person is easy to have feelings for the people around her, but as long as the person with feelings is still around, then this feeling will be very strong. Besides, in fact, Pingkuang accords with Shili's preference for the opposite sex. The first time I went to the house to clean, I felt calm and logical, because the boss's division of labor was not clear, which made her very happy. She is looking forward to such a job and such a boss. Moreover, at the same time, I also saw that Pingkuang was polite to others but kept people away. However, after seeing the cold flat mine, he caught a cold because the flat mine stayed up late to work overtime. I didn't want to trouble others' Pingkuang, and I didn't intend to trouble Shili. I just sent a request after Shili's short message and felt Pingkuang's fragility.
The opposite sex who meets his own mate selection criteria even sees his tough side and fragile side at the same time, just like gakki said outside the door, it's so cute.
From this perspective, it is natural and reasonable that Shili and Pingkuang have emotional lines. There is a key point mentioned in the play, probably that oneself is very important to others, and being needed by others is the driving force for a person to live.
It can be said that this argument may be the most critical point of the whole play. Whether it is Shili or Pingkuang, they are so entangled because they are not sure of their importance in each other's hearts. Ping Kuang has obviously fallen, but he is afraid that he is not worth having, and that he is not doing it because he likes him. So although I occasionally get closer, I realize that I have returned to my previous cold state. Shi fell in love with Pingkuang deeply, but after her efforts, she didn't get a response. She wanted to know whether Pingkuang had a good impression on her. After all, she is obviously a girl, but Pingkuang is still the same as before, even if she hugged on Tuesday, it seems so far-fetched.
However, without Shi Li's efforts, Pingkuang would not have kissed Gaji subconsciously on the tram returning from the hot spring trip, nor would he have made up his mind to change his former self after Shi Li's "running away from home", let alone tell Shi Li again in the tangle of failed marriage proposal.
Love is the result of inferiority complex, but courage really gives inferiority complex. Perhaps under the impact of the current concept of love, many people will think that such love is not true. But only in this way can it be called love.