I miss your heart and suddenly it hurts. The neon flashes in an instant. I'm squatting on the corner again. It turns out that our love really disappeared like this.
Winter came like this, feeling cold, and my waiting finally ended. Hi, honey, are you okay?
-vv essay
( 1)
In October, everything is bad. Squeezed underground, out of the street, suddenly found that the wallet was gone. The emerald Adi schoolbag smiled at me. What is missing is the MP4 he gave us, which is full of our favorite songs. We often listen to it with a pair of headphones.
I just received a month's living expenses in my wallet. All the cards, ID cards and library cards are gone. Mine and his, the only one.
I stood at the crossroads, at a loss, being pushed around by pedestrians. I once pressed his number with my hand. At the moment of dialing, I suddenly remembered that he was not around, and I pressed the phone in a complicated mood.
I rummaged through the phone book for a long time and found the phone number of the stupid pig. I said, man, come and pick me up. I lost my wallet. Tell him where I am. Hang up the phone. Sitting on the railing, holding the lollipop left in the bag. Waiting for the silly pig to come like a knight.
I started thinking about a lot of things. The wind blew into my eyes, but the tears never fell. On this eventful autumn day, I was lovelorn and broke. I lost my love, and I lost the only proof of love. Finally, there is no material comfort. My left chest began to ache faintly. I suddenly realized. I lost my heart. This is really exciting.
Winter is coming. The man who promised to accompany me to see the snow every year left. I just don't understand, how can someone who once loved me so much say that they don't want me if they don't want me? What about those vows? Doesn't it count? But the warmth they gave is still there. How can a person who was still sweet-talking the day before say no love?
When the silly pig came to save me, I was still indulging in those memories with decadent traces of time, like a sad fool. Silly pig stood in front of me with brewed tea and said, girl, don't be sad. Let's leave now. At that moment, I thought my Legge was back.
Rigg, I miss you.
(2)
Tokyo, new york, everywhere.
Take you to the Happy Subway.
Go for a walk and find a cinema.
I'll help you wear high heels when you are tired.
Traffic jam, power failure, even if it snows.
Spend Valentine's Day with you every day.
Starlight music and a cup of hot coffee
I just want to give you all the romantic plots.
Let me be your man
Stay awake for 24 hours.
Keep it carefully
This enthusiasm will not disappear.
No matter how the world struggles.
We hugged each other tightly.
I vaguely felt a smile.
Hide in your mouth
Let the timid you stay in the dark
There will also be a dependence.
Even if one day love will be less.
People get old.
Even if I didn't tell you, I knew it.
I will meet you again in my next life-be your man.
Jeff Chang Shin-Che Shenche's love songs spread all over the streets. My Riggs used to be like this. Changing the law is to make me happy. I remember when he chased me, my mother was conquered first.
Li Ge is the champion of our high school long-distance running, the captain of our school basketball team, a national first-class athlete and an all-around athlete. He won all sports-related awards. It's not that I haven't seen anyone practicing sports, but that he is so handsome. My skin is whiter than mine and my legs are thinner than mine. I looked down on him the first day I saw him. His beautiful face is buried every day. He always wears a red training suit when training, and then I called on our sisters to call him Spider-Man. I just can't stand him being spoiled like that by other girls. Isn't it just a cow? Isn't it handsome? As for me, I don't even want to deliver water with a little girl. At that time, in the most popular words in Xiao Si, what a big tail wolf! Every time I bury him, he laughs. I don't understand. Is this sick? Why do you laugh when you scold him?
Silly pig and Rigg are on the same team. This guy is loyal. Be polite to the little girl. Always defending Rigg. He said, girl, this boy is shy, and his character is absolutely fine. There is nothing wrong with men. No smoking, no drinking. Let me tell you a secret. Of all the shoes we trained, his is the least smelly. Don't embarrass him. After all, he has so many suitors, doesn't he? Give him some face.
But after the silly pig became my very good partner, I still hated Rigg. I hate that our English teacher doesn't even blink when he sees Rigg. I hate that he stands in line next to me, and his height is 1.88 meters. I hate that he always wears the same Adi jersey as me, and I hate that the teacher makes us sit at a table.
Brother Li sent me a message in the oldest way. He said, Wei Wei, if you don't take it to heart, I will buy you milk tea every day. At that time, "Quick Guest" had just appeared in this city. I like original milk tea very much. I struggled for a long time. Silly pig sat behind and kicked my stool and said, girl, have pity on Rigg, he will be killed by you. When I was cruel, I gritted my teeth and agreed
Silly pig also said: Girl, when we play in the future, take Li Ge with us. Otherwise, it would be pitiful for this boy to be besieged by a little girl. I was cruel and agreed again. Needless to say, I really feel safe walking with two handsome men who are so tall and powerful.
Our brothers play ball together, hang out in Internet cafes and watch beautiful women together. Everyone on their sports team calls us the Three Musketeers. I whistle first when I see a beautiful woman. Then silly pig and Rigg patted me on the head and said, girl, stop whistling, it's worse than you. Wait until you meet someone better looking than you. These guys always fool me. It was not Rigg who was besieged again, but me. I finally know how terrible a woman's jealousy is.
When Rigg confessed to me, it caused a sensation. Holding such a big bouquet of roses. Everyone looked at him on the way to school. I also asked him, buddy, who is this beautiful flower for? Which nun do you like? Forgive me, my mouth always hurts so much. Rigg gave me a strange smile. Then when I came down from the podium at recess, I was unprepared and handed the flowers to me. The playground was boiling at that time. I can neither go in nor come back. At that time, I hated it like a knife. Dead Riggs, even revenge can't be so bad! I grabbed the flowers and ran back. Murder in full view.
After Rigg came back, he stood at the door of the class and dared not enter the classroom for a long time. Until you hear me yelling, Rigg, get your ass in here. He came in nervously. I pulled the stool, I said you sit down, and he passively sat down with Nuo Nuo. I smiled at him and he sat down. I said, Rigg, can you do something? You've been practicing sports for so many years that you eat it? The silly pig sitting behind us is going crazy with laughter. I raised my leg and said, Rigg, get up quickly. That guy jumped up at once Smile apologetically, Vivian. Everything else is fine. I'm afraid you'll be angry. I said, Rigg, don't be so tasteless in the future. Lily gifts are very popular recently. He breathed a sigh of relief. Go ahead, as long as you are not angry. Then I glanced at the silly pig, and the boy stopped laughing. Honey, I donated my new Nike kettle to arrange flowers for me.
I've always regarded this flower delivery as a joke, and I don't know if I'm pushing my luck. Follow me home every day. Stand downstairs in my house early in the morning and wait for me to go to school. It was very cold in winter at that time. He is always as stiff as a monkey's ass. Later, my mother couldn't watch it in the morning exercise. Yelling at me to get up every day, telling me to go to school with others quickly. And told me it was a sin to let a handsome guy get cold. That boy Rigg pretended to be a gentleman and said it's okay, aunt, waiting for a beautiful woman will cost you. If he is still alive, tell my mother about his weight loss experience and his glorious history, and my mother will be moved by him and have no opinion. She also said that if she were my age, she would definitely choose Li Ge as her boyfriend. If she takes it out, it will be cool and dignified. Silly pig also joined Rigg's family and friends. He said, girl, this kid Rigg is timid. He took a fancy to you before you scolded him. I have a hard time with you every day, for fear that you will have a bad impression on him. He doesn't care how other little girls chase him. It is not easy.
Rigg also seized the opportunity to do well. My desk is always full of delicious food. He knows that I don't eat with paper towels and always don't wipe my mouth. I always stuff my clothes and schoolbags with wet wipes. It is very convenient to use. He thinks about many small details more carefully than I do. It is false to say that you are not moved. But there seems to be something missing. Always make up your mind to say I do.
Until he lost the game in the city. Sitting alone on the sidelines moping. I don't know why I'm unhappy to see him. Then I took a dog's tail, and I said, handsome boy, I'll give you a grass. Not difficult. Oh, good boy. He gave me a forced smile. I know it was the first game he lost. Silly pig also came to comfort him, Rigg. It's okay. Relax. Come on, kid, it's almost over the line. What are you looking at in the stands? Legg talked for a long time, saying that the girl was standing too high for fear that she would fall. Suddenly, I felt my heart softened. Such an important game is to see if I am safe. I finally put my hand in Rigg's hand.
Rigg really loves me. Forgive my little wayward and irritable temper. Play with me patiently. I didn't want to leave during the computer class from the first floor to the fifth floor of the school, so he carried me behind my back. Memorize it for me after class. He takes me with him wherever he goes. Don't let go of my hand when you go out on the street. Be the first to protect my ears when it thunders. Because I love beauty and don't wear a hat in winter, he has been covering my ears and my hands are frostbitten. I'm not allowed to miss any of his games. He always buys a bag of delicious food, puts me in the stands, and then walks away safely. After winning the game, he was the first to hug me and was sweating all over. He called me baby, and he said, I am his pride. When I am busy, I will patiently accompany me to the bookstore. Help me find the latest novels and buy the most difficult exercises. He squatted on the ground, helped me find one by one, and helped me look at one exercise after another. I'm getting impatient.
Every time I see Rigg, he smiles, and his eyes are smiling. He said, baby, you make me happy. He will often find my beauty and often praise me and say, honey, you are beautiful again. He said, honey, don't worry. Give me your heart. I will take good care of him. I trust Rigg unconditionally. All the love letters he received were given to me first, and he always asked me to answer the phone calls of strangers first. I know, he is afraid of my anger and misunderstanding. He gave me all the tolerance. I think I love Rigg, too. Although I always quarrel with him, hang up on him.
On the first anniversary, we took a photo of Zhang greatly. Circle happy expressions with those small boxes. One edition per person. I always feel that there will be a lot of time to take pictures in the future. But in the end, I found there was so little time.
Go through spring, summer, autumn and winter together. With Rigg, I began to be not afraid of the cold. I began to like winter. I like that when it snows, the two of us wear thick cotton-padded clothes and wrap ourselves like zongzi, walking in the sun and eating Sugar-Coated Berry. Running hand in hand in the snow Think about it and feel happy. Spring came, and I stood on the court clutching his clothes and playing with him, listening to people cheering for him. The sunshine fell on me, and the sweetness in my heart splashed down bit by bit. In summer, we wear hip-hop clothes to play street basketball with others, go to the river to see the children, play skateboarding, walk on the river bridge and have a barbecue together. He always makes me happy in different ways. In autumn, he will take me to the botanical garden and take many photos of me. It's all posted in our blog. He also writes disgusting love letters. When I was tired, I lifted my high heels and stayed up for 24 hours. Give me fancy shoelaces and help me choose beautiful clothes. This is why I fell in love with Four Seasons Hotel and Riggs.
For three years in high school, we have been a model couple in that high school. From senior year to junior year, there is nothing to envy. Even our young teacher secretly told us that you must get along well. Because we are all his best students. Li Ge and Silly Pig were both sent to key universities in Beijing because of their excellent health. I worked hard for a long time by relying on my IQ and Rigg's threats and inducements, and finally entered a school with them. On the day we got the notice, all three of us were in tears, which was really not easy. Then we unanimously decided to drink together and then watch beautiful women together. Now, when I go back to my alma mater, I will hear the teacher educating the children. Whoever is taller will fall in love and be admitted to Beijing together. Perfect match. So far, they are fine. Tell you, puppy love is not a problem, the key is your study. When Rigg and I went back, I couldn't help laughing. Now besides bitterness, there is sadness.
(3)
At first, I only believed that what was great was feelings.
Finally, I can't see clearly. It is fate that is tough.
You still choose to go back.
He broke your heart, but you won't wake up.
You said that love is a dream.
I can only repay you with the happiness I borrowed from you.
Want to stay but can't stay is the most lonely.
I didn't finish my tender feelings, leaving only songs.
One second before my heart was broken, I hugged each other silently.
Send you a bitter farewell with your heartbeat.
It turns out that love is capricious and should not be considered too much.
Love is not clever or not, only willing or not.
I will never see or hear the farewell song-Farewell Song.
I began to like Shin band after love, even after death. Rigg saved his living expenses for a long time so that we could go to their concert. The shock of the mind. Rigg is still very popular in college. Silly pig is also chased by many girls. They entered the student union, and people called them Shuangxiong. But I don't want to talk in a new environment. I often get lost in the huge campus and can't find the teaching building for class. Rigg and silly pig always give me a backpack and take me to class. You see, I went to the classroom, then made a copy of my class schedule and picked me up after class. Our classes are always different, so Riggs and Silly Pig take turns skipping classes to pick me up. The consumption in Beijing is always high. Riegel always buys me all kinds of beautiful clothes with the prize money from competitions. He said he liked my beauty.
College students are always a little more complicated. My books are often lost or torn. No matter how good my proposal for the reception was, it was turned down. Finally, I know that sometimes it is useless to rely solely on strength. Riegel is getting busier and busier, and I no longer pester him to accompany me. He bought me many lollipops, which made me eat candy when I was unhappy. Tell me, baby, you like dogs so much. When spring comes, let's get a dog that belongs to us. Tell me, when you have time, you must take a photo sticker of Beijing and see what's different.