1.
Happy families are always alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.
Secret love seems to be the same. When you were the youngest, you secretly let someone go. At first, they were all similar, but each had its own ending.
Lin Jun is my high school classmate. Of course I know him because he is my classmate.
He is handsome in the sunshine, tall and thin, and loves to wear a white shirt, much like the hero on TV. He has a pair of beautiful hands. He often wears that silver-white watch, which makes his hands look better.
I have been in his class since I was divided into arts and sciences in high school. Our first conversation was on an autumn afternoon.
After school in the afternoon, I habitually fly back to the dormitory to take a shower, wash clothes and eat, and then go to the classroom around 6 pm. He is early, too.
That day, I arrived at the classroom early and wanted to fill it with water (there was no water dispenser at that time, and all the boiling water in the class was brought by boys), but there was no boiling water yet. I went back to my seat and read Youth Digest.
At this time, he arrived, wearing a white T-shirt, a black coat and a pair of dark blue jeans. His hair was not completely tidied up and there were some small drops of water at the ends of his hair. He is very handsome.
It's just me and him in the empty classroom. Suddenly a word rang out in the classroom: "Why do you come so early every day?"
His words lit up my youth.
I suddenly looked up and found that his lips were moving slightly.
I was so stupid that I didn't know what to do at the moment. At this moment, my heart is full of joy, tension, anxiety and excitement.
Finally, I replied softly in a mosquito-like voice, "You are early, too."
Then, then, no then.
The classroom fell silent again. He stood up, picked up two buckets and left. He paused and walked out of the classroom, then disappeared at the corner of the door.
I really regretted it at that time. How can I say that? I was angry that I interrupted our conversation.
Want to continue to open the topic, I dare not; I don't dare to carry water with him and leave him alone; I want to wait for him to come back and say it's not your turn to carry water today. I'm afraid to mention it again. I'm hopeless.
I just found out how happy and distressed it is to secretly love someone. We always pay attention to everything about him, all his hobbies, his little habits and tricks.
The picture comes from the internet.
I always hoped that he could bypass such a large group of classmates and take a look at me. And I always pretend not to look at him. In fact, Yu Guang has seen Qian Qian a million times.
I have a crush on someone, and my whole body is looking at you except my eyes.
2.
He is very kind, very kind, very kind.
We had military training in our sophomore year. At that time, he was the sports committee member of our class, so when there were no instructors around, he shouted the password.
Sometimes, I see him fascinated. He shouted left and I turned right. Suddenly he disagreed with the class. I'm so scared, I'll adjust my direction at once. He frowned and did not punish me. I kept training as if nothing had happened.
The instructor was drinking water and didn't see it. I took a deep breath.
It was a little hot, and a girl in the next class fainted (we were trained by an instructor in two classes, not far apart)
None of the boys in their class took it back to the school doctor's office. Then, I saw him unswervingly walk to the girl's side, squeeze through the crowd, bend down and pick her up. Walked to the infirmary, followed by two girls in her class. I'm not angry because he is holding another girl, but I think he is really a man.
Everyone has a bright spot, and his bright spot is exactly the part that attracts me.
3.
He likes playing basketball very much. Every weekend afternoon, he plays basketball. Wherever I go, I dare not look at him. I'm just pretending to pass by, stop for a minute. I was afraid that others would read my mind, especially the girls in my class, so I pretended not to care.
There is a basketball game in grade, and he will definitely participate. He hardly takes a rest and always steps on those beautiful basketball shoes. His shooting is really handsome. I followed the girls in the class and kept shouting come on, of course, it was the slogan in the class. I dare not call him by his name directly, because I am afraid that my little mind will be seen through.
His shooting posture is very handsome. After the shooting, he seemed to look at my side. Our eyes collided, and I immediately turned my head and he continued to run.
I don't care whether our class wins or loses. I only care whether he is tired after running. If I say so, it seems that I have no class spirit, but that's what I mean.
The picture comes from the internet.
His red uniform was wet with sweat, but he still looked so hard that other students seemed to run away, and he remained consistent. It is said that when he was in junior high school, he was trained as a sports student. No wonder he is so strong.
When we like a person, we will find that he always has so many excellent qualities. Even the rules and regulations in some places will be changed. This is the power of feelings.
4.
At the end of graduation, there is a lot of information to fill in the class. At that time, he went home and his deskmate didn't help me write. I pretended to be calm and filled it out for me.
When writing about his height, weight, hobbies and so on, I was both nervous and sweet. When I tried to write his name, I felt suffocated and my hands became very shaky. His name was read in my mind by Qian Qian a million times, and I also wrote Qian Qian a million times in my diary. But at that moment, I didn't know whether it was because so many people knew why I helped him write materials or because of myself. I wrote askew and took a deep breath after writing. In fact, I am really afraid that my long-hidden feelings will be known to them.
I don't know how I spent the self-study that night. All I can think about is what to do if he finds me later. Even if I look at him, my face will turn red. When he passes my position, my breathing will become tense. I have a crush on a very abrasive leprechaun. I don't want him by my side all the time, but when he is by my side, I don't know what to do.
I will always be excited about his every move and depressed about his troubles. No matter where he is, I can always take his place quickly. Standing in the crowd, he is ordinary to others. For me, his body attracts my attention like light. His light lit up my whole youth.
5.
He drank some wine at the dinner party after graduation. I'm a little worried about him, but I dare not do anything that seems to care about him.
At ktv, he sang "Be Your Man". Seeing his hot and lonely eyes, he always felt that something was going to happen.
He is still so handsome. After singing, he retreated to his original position, looked at me, picked up his mobile phone, and didn't know what he was writing.
He came over and said he had something to say to me. I followed him out in the surprise of my classmate next to me. I saw the boos of the boys around him. My face turned red and my steps became heavy.
His face is a little red, too, probably because of drinking. I hung my head, and he seemed a little embarrassed.
Then, he slowly took out his mobile phone, as if he had opened a piece of paper and put it in my hand. My heart pounded when he grabbed my hand. This is the first time he touched my hand, and the feeling is really beyond expression.
So I read a long paragraph written to me on his mobile phone:
Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? I like you. I come to the classroom so early every night just to get water quickly. I'm afraid you have no water to drink. You have two cups, which will be filled every time. It is customary to drink them all a few minutes before going to school. And the last military training, you made a mistake, and I was thinking, why are you so stupid, regardless of left and right, but I didn't let you out, and I can't bear to let you suffer from the instructor. Every time after school, I always like to walk past your seat, because I want to be closer to you. Sometimes, I always feel that you like me, too, because our eyes will always meet, but when I want to attract your attention, you are indifferent, so before the college entrance examination, I asked for leave to go home. I want to forget you and stop thinking about you. I thought it would be better not to see you again, but I miss you more. I heard from my deskmate that you helped me write the college entrance examination materials. I was really happy and went back to school immediately. When I saw you, I had great motivation in an instant. Would you like to be my girlfriend? I was afraid that I would be incoherent when I told you orally, so I wrote it on my mobile phone. )
At that time, my mind was a little confused, maybe it was a sudden inexplicable joy, maybe I couldn't adapt at the moment. I said, "I want to think about it."
6.
Later, we were still not together. I didn't promise him. I didn't do well in the exam. I can't get into a good university. I'm afraid that one day, when we are together, we still can't hold on.
Perhaps, I also want to leave the most beautiful appearance in my memory for this period of time. We have never experienced a quarrel or found each other's shortcomings. He is still the most beautiful person in my eyes.
Unrequited love, you could have been in two of a kind, but sometimes, when you are not together, the ending is actually very good. Now I'm happy and I know he's fine. That's enough.