Although the economic conditions at home are not very good, which leads to her sensitivity, she has not shown any special inferiority because she has been living in her own small world.
However, all this changed subtly at the moment when she stepped into Huanhuan's home and got in close contact with Huanhuan's life.
Huanhuan's home is bright and spacious, clean and beautiful. Huanhuan has its own independent bedroom and many toys. Even Huanhuan ate out with her, and the two spent hundreds of dollars.
The contact with Huanhuan's family caused great waves in Mi Tao's heart. If she thought she was relatively happy before, now she feels that her home is so narrow and her life is full of so many difficulties against the backdrop of Huanhuan. She doesn't have everything Huanhuan has.
Compared with Huanhuan, Mi Tao's mentality gradually began to be unbalanced, and she was no longer considerate of her parents as before. In the past, when her parents discussed the cost of her training class, she would say, "I won't go", but now she shouted to her parents, "Why doesn't Xia Huanhuan need to be sensible, and Zi You doesn't need to be sensible? Why should I always be sensible? Why are you so useless?"
Xia Huanhuan's life is like opening a door to a new world for Mi Tao, whose inner impact is no less than Granny Liu's entry into the Grand View Garden. Originally, Mi Tao was an intelligent and precocious child, and her heart was more delicate than other children. Her happy life undoubtedly made her feel inferior to a peak.
Tian Yulan said: If a person has never tasted the sweetness, his life will pass like this, but if he gets a little good, he wants to seize it desperately.
This is probably a true portrayal of Mi Tao's heart when he was close to Xia Huanhuan's life.
Mi Tao is like a child in a variety show of "metamorphosis" more than ten years ago. His name is Gao Zhanxi.
Gao Zhanxi was born in a poor peasant family in Qinghai. There are three brothers and sisters in his family. He is the second, his brother works outside, and his father is blind. The family's income depends on the harvest of the banker at home. Gao Zhanxi began to do farm work for his family at an early age, and he is a very hard-working child.
In 2006, he was selected to participate in a "life exchange" program, and came to a big city for the first time to get in touch with the world outside the barren mountain village. The world is as gorgeous as a dream, which brings him comfort, warmth and relaxation.
At first, because of the strong contrast, he complained about his dilemma. In an interview, he said, "I blame my father, why not make more money?" My family is too poor to buy me something to eat. "
He quickly adapted to the life in the city, lingering, and even didn't want to go back to his home.
However, when he knew that his father had been injured and the crops at home were still waiting to be harvested, he did not hesitate at all, and asked to go home before the end of the program. He said to "parents in the city": The wheat at home is ripe, and I want to go home to work.
As soon as he returned to his rural home, he took off the new shoes bought by his parents in the city and put on his old cloth shoes to do farm work in the field, as if his trip to the city had become a long time ago.
Although Gao Zhanxi was dissatisfied with his fate at the beginning, he soon adjusted himself, because he knew that only by studying hard and being admitted to the university could he win the life he wanted.
Mi Tao's state is the same as when Gao Zhanxi first came into contact with city life. They are depressed, they feel inferior, and they blame their parents for not giving them a good life.
But this emotional outburst will be a turning point for Mi Tao, and "self-reconstruction" after the conflict will give her a stronger "upward" motivation.
When they realize that such complaints are useless, and that only hard work can change their destiny, their hearts open their wings and they are ready to soar.
Later, through his own efforts, Gao Zhanxi was admitted to the national defense students of Hunan Normal University with the first grade in science in Qinghai Province. He walked out of the mountain and realized his ideal.
Mi Tao, a precocious and intelligent child, later understood the painstaking efforts of her parents and accepted the reality. She understood that people can get what they want by relying on their own strength and working hard.
Qipa said that Li Fu once said in Seoul that strong weeds can grow in hard rocks, but confident flowers can't bloom in soap bubbles.
Mi Tao's life may be like that grass. Although there is no fertile soil, she still tries to chase and get close to the light. The beautiful soap bubble that I saw at Huanhuan's house will gradually dissipate with the passage of time, and I can't find the confidence that Mi Tao wants, because Mi Tao is Mi Tao, she won't be Xia Huanhuan, she will become the person she wants to be.
The doctor who touched everyone because of the thank-you letter of his doctoral thesis, his life was even more difficult than that of Mi Tao, but he never gave up the hope of life and the belief of struggle. Because he knows that the key to fate is in his own hands. Although the process of getting it will be accompanied by a lot of hardships, it is also a gift. Dostoevsky once said that there is only one thing that scares me, and that is that I don't deserve to suffer.
Life has given him physical hardships, but it has made his soul tougher and stronger.
He said: along the way, the belief is very simple. Read the book and then go out, and live your life in vain. The ideal is not great. I just wish I would be over half a year old and still be a teenager when I return. I hope I can get to know the world again and live up to the hardships I have suffered in my life. In the end, if you can do something to make others' lives better, you will earn money in your life. "
Roman Roland said that there is only one kind of heroism in this world, that is, to love life after recognizing the truth of life.
Although they are poor in material life, doctors from Chinese Academy of Sciences, Gao Zhanxi and Mi Tao have never been "poor" in their hearts. Only when their hearts are not poor can they know that the future can be expected.
And the power of life is not to see hope from difficulties, to summon up courage to face life and control your future?
Life is so vast, and the road we have to take is also vast.
May every Mi Tao and Gao Zhanxi be able to chase the light all the way in the journey of life until they become a light.