The reason for the breakup is comparable to 100 reasons for eating bamboo rats

Azhen’s window period is a bit long, which does not fit in with her character of a ‘girl who is trying to love’. Said she wanted to reinvent herself and become a lovely little woman.

Later, when she saw the video of the Huanong brothers eating bamboo rats, she felt a pain in her stomach. She swallowed silently and said coquettishly: "Shushu is such a generous lover, why should we eat rats! "After that, she ran to Sichuan and gnawed four or five rabbit heads.

Whenever she had a good meal, Azhen couldn't help but recall her ex-boyfriends.

Azhen, who was born in 1994, has boyfriends ranging in age from 1996 to 1988. Every time, she ran towards the end of time, but in the end, she ran in the wrong direction. A-Zhen comforted herself, fortunately, every relationship started well and ended well, and she felt no regrets.

Azhen fell in love early. Before she went to college, she had a boyfriend who was older than her and worked in transportation. Later, the boyfriend politely broke up with her because he was afraid of delaying her studies.

You didn’t bother me in high school, but you’re going to play this trick with me in college? Zhen turned away and left. Later, she heard that this man had a flash marriage and married the daughter of a building materials boss. The only time he was dumped by a man was that he was a scumbag. Zhen was so sad that she couldn't even cry.

Later, when I met Aqiang, I didn’t know whether it was luck or misfortune. Aqiang in 1996 was the youngest boyfriend that Zhen had ever had. She felt that in this relationship, she was like Aqiang's sister, always ahead of him in everything, and she complained in her heart that Aqiang was not enterprising.

But Aqiang is a competent boyfriend and tolerates Azhen's bad temper and unreasonable troubles, even though Aqiang has been used to them.

She was still dissatisfied. Azhen said love was too plain, so she dumped Aqiang on the grounds that she wanted to find someone she liked.

Zhen really likes the boyfriend who was born after eating chicken. She is a senior in the history department. Talking about The Golden Ping Mei is like talking about the Battle of Red Cliff. So when Zhen later heard the story of Cao Cao, she couldn’t help but think of it. Ximen Qing defeated many women and children with a small number... The educated people are really terrible.

After the senior graduated, they rented a small attic and spent a period of time without heating. When spring came, the senior went home to teach. In this long-distance relationship, Azhen carefully maintained it, but her senior's suspicion made her completely lose her patience. In this case, let's get together and part ways.

Azhen unloaded Chicken Game, a sad game where she buried her love. Later, Azhen switched to playing gold miner. She liked this kind of aiming at the target and throwing the hook to achieve something. In the game of harvest, output and harvest have reached the greatest degree of equivalence.

She indulged for a long time and met the hotel manager Okura. Our sex life was very harmonious. This is what Azhen said about this relationship.

Every relationship will have a wonderful time, but the beauty is only the process, and the final ending always brings tears. I didn’t even bother to find a reason for the breakup this time.

Azhen said, maybe I am not a good girl. She thought for a while and added, after all, I don’t smoke, drink, fight, and get tattoos....

Broken love heals faster and faster

Azhen never thought that there One day I could become a 'test girl', and I never imagined that one day I could become a mobile 'scumbag identification manual'.

Actually, A-Zhen has not met many scumbags. The worst one, A-Zhen, thinks he is dead, but everyone regards A-Zhen as a close friend, probably because she has rich experience.

So someone asked Azhen, what should I do if it’s painful to break up? Azhen frowned and gnawed off her fingernails, but she couldn't think of a perfect answer.

In fact, everyone knows in their hearts that it is nothing more than time and new love. If the time is long enough, you will get used to the pain.

After graduation, A-Zhen worked as a human resource in an e-commerce company. Except for those few days a month, she was busy paddling the rest of the time. As time went by, A-Zhen fell in love with the manager of the branch.

The straight man born in 1989 does not send flowers or gifts during the holidays. He transfers money directly through WeChat and even saves red envelopes.

A-Zhen said that every time she made a transfer that was larger than her salary, she had the illusion of being taken care of. Maybe it wasn’t an illusion, so A-Zhen corrected her position and started dating a lot. People who have mastered it are also self-taught in this regard.

On the weekends, the straight man drove a car and took Azhen to look for delicious food in the mountains and rivers. He couldn’t remember Azhen’s birthday and menstrual period, but he would always make sure that Azhen couldn’t be angry afterwards. Red envelope.

Azhen can't help but compare these people with Aqiang, and finds that none of these people are as good as Aqiang. So Azhen always misses Aqiang on nights with or without stars.

Just when A-Zhen thought she was going to end her love life and get married, the branch manager was transferred back to the headquarters. He left without A-Zhen. After eating Haidilao, they broke up. , Azhen was very sad, so she packed Haidilao and went home to eat.

Is the straight man a scumbag?

A-Zhen shook her head and said with a greasy mouth: "He didn't hurt me."

Stuffed a piece of duck intestine and said: "He should be who my mother said. The kind of person who is very suitable for marriage, everything is OK, maybe the time is not right." Azhen shrugged, pretending to be regretful.

I asked her, are you sad?

Azhen said without hesitation, of course, how could she not be sad after being broken up in love? She grabbed the 'little bit' milk tea on the table, took a sip, and then fought hard for Haidilao.

"Oh, it turns out the packaged food is not delicious." Azhen said at last.

We won’t eat the old lady

A senior from the history department came to Azhen and said that he missed eating chicken with Azhen every moment.

But A-Zhen no longer eats chicken. Now she is so skilled that no one has even placed an order to play with her. The senior heard that A-Zhen is now playing gold miner and they haven’t spoken to each other for a long time. A-Zhen feels that they There is... a generation gap.

The senior taught in a school in his hometown. He asked Azhen if she would like to come to his city and live with him.

A-Zhen hesitated for the first time. She didn’t say yes or no. She was ambiguous about whether it was near or far. In this uncertain relationship, A-Zhen always thought she had control. initiative.

After maintaining the status quo for a week, A-Zhen looked through Weibo, which had been unblocked for a long time. Turning to a photo taken in May 2017, there was a girl I didn’t recognize.

It has to be said that women’s investigative abilities in this area are comparable to Detective Conan. Through the comments below, Azhen found the girl’s Weibo.

Naked show of affection, the latest news was last night’s group photo in the cinema, but last night the senior said good night to her clearly and gently.

A-Zhen instantly felt as if she had eaten a fly. She felt like she had been cheated on, but she couldn’t tell who was cheating on whom.

I remembered that my senior said that he hoped to go to his city. This is going to be a "Previous" show. Are we all sleeping on the same bed and fighting against landlords?

Azhen was amused by herself. She was also glad that in her trial love life, she finally had an ex who could be called a scumbag. In the future, she would have the confidence to speak as a close sister. After all, practice is the key. It is the only criterion for testing truth.

Later, the senior invited Azhen to have a video chat, but Azhen refused and completely broke off the ambiguous relationship.

When Azhen was talking about breaking up, she suddenly remembered a sentence she once read. Being in an uncertain relationship means that you can disappear from your world at any time. Azhen tested this with practical actions. sentence.

The senior sent more than a dozen question marks in succession, asking her why. Azhen really wanted to throw the Weibo photo in the senior’s face, but Azhen didn’t. After all, we are all adults. Azhen thought about it. I want to say: "Because good girls never look back."

The subsequent blacklisting means that we will never have contact with each other until we die.

Azhen wrote this sentence in her diary, I hate all people who can leave at any time and uncertain relationships.

People who feel tired but not in love often feel confident.

Azhen has not been in love for a long time, but she has a few good ones, but they are all just ambiguous. Now Azhen is trapped in a relationship she hates. She said it didn't matter whether it was good or bad, it was more comfortable this way.

I guess she failed to meet a better man than Aqiang.

That summer, A-Zhen and A-Qiang went to Hainan. I don’t know whether it was a date or a chance encounter. They came back with a tan. Everyone sighed, and after going round and round, they finally returned to the starting point. .

But the fact is that the two did not reconcile.

Azhen sighed, feeling so tired.

Everyone deserves it.

I asked her why she didn’t reconcile with Aqiang.

A-Zhen hid her banter, stared into the void and said, I am afraid that in the end... I will hurt him again

Maybe A-Qiang is not afraid of being hurt. I didn’t say this, outsider How do you know that the insiders are hesitant?

Azhen is already 24 years old, and 22-year-old Aqiang stands in Azhen’s shadow.

Later, Azhen would still miss Aqiang on nights with or without stars.