You are not a toad, just like she is not a swan. She will always remember your kindness to her, and she is very happy to have your company during this time. She cares about you as a friend, but she has a bad temper and sometimes she can't express herself well. I think it should have something to do with her past experience, so don't blame her for what she did wrong. Forgive her. You are an important confidant of her, but it has nothing to do with love, isn't it? This is what she should bear. She cares about you, so she is responsible for you. She can't promise you anything casually, because she cares about you very much. In her heart, you have always been a gift from God, so that she can feel warm in such a distant south and such a cold world society. Believe in herself. All things must come to an end, and everything will come to an end, including our loved ones. Nothing will really last forever. Just keep this most real feeling in your heart. I believe you are a bosom friend that she will never forget. I think she is reluctant to leave you. Hello, she is good, all of you are good, and time can sometimes tell everything and change everything. One year, ten years later, if you think about it, it is the most precious thing to remember the feeling of that year, right? Be happy, this is what she wants to see. When she misses her, look up at the stars in the sky. They are blessing you:)