When my classmates cry, I will comfort them because they are my classmates; When my friend cries, I will comfort him, because I don't want my friend to be unhappy; When my younger brother cries, I will only stand by him silently, waiting for him to cry, drinking with him and being crazy with him. So people are strange creatures, and I am one of them, so I am also strange. This is based on Jane's logical reasoning. Jane's logic is also very strange. I will ask him what I don't understand, and he can always give me a vivid metaphor. Although these metaphors are a little too vivid.
I once asked Jane what happiness is. Jane told me that if you don't have paper when you go to the toilet and someone gives it to you, you should be happy. I said I understand, so happiness is toilet paper.
I hate going to places I don't know, because it takes me a lot of energy to get familiar with it. In contrast, I hate interacting with strange creatures more, because I have been familiar with this strange creature for far longer than I have been familiar with strange places. I feel lazy. In ancient times, I thought beggars and emperors were the most suitable occupations for me. But the image of the former seems unsightly, while the latter has to associate with many same-sex and opposite-sex creatures, so I refused them. But in many cases, I still dream about my ancient career, because it is much more comfortable than facing a fake smile. So I often stare blankly, which seems to be a sign of laziness. I will try my best to lose my weight, so that I can walk more easily. To this end, I often throw cigarettes, money and other things into the table. But I still feel heavy, I comfort myself: maybe the gravity of the earth will be a little bigger occasionally. Such self-deception comfort is more like a semi-stupid performance.
As a result, the day was spent thinking and smoking. After a long time, I found that I had to smoke less. After all, excessive consumption makes it difficult to solve the problem of food and clothing. Unfortunately, in my long association with cigarettes, I still can't tell the gender. .......
Time passed quietly and we were all very busy. The night is getting dark, and the charming neon lights decorate the noisy city better and more charming, so that everyone can't help saying, "This city is really nice and beautiful", crossing the busy road and walking through the noisy streets, explaining the ordinary work life, looking for a job, quitting and being confused.
After working for four or five years, I am a little tired physically and mentally. Looking at this strange city, strange streets and strangers, I finally realized two words-helplessness, walking through street after street and passing through tall buildings.
Everyone is running for their own career, busy, busy, of course, this has become a word on our lips. We often ask ourselves, are we really busy? Don't you have time? Busier than people in the landlord period? Don't! So where did all our time go?
Our time is occupied by the same soap operas, our time is occupied by mobile phones that no one can replace, our time is occupied by various games, and our time is occupied by imaginative virtual networks. Of course, we are very busy.
When we are busy with these so-called "businesses", do we really want to ignore people we shouldn't, forget what we really should do, and how long has it been since we went out with her or called our friends and relatives? Being a stranger alone in a foreign land, every time I miss my loved ones, my parents, relatives and friends at home are the ones I care about and miss most. Internet, mobile phones, games and soap operas can't give us warmth, affection and friendship.
People always walk on the edge of gain and loss, and live in the whirlpool of desire. How many people can really be satisfied with happiness, or perfunctorily comfort themselves with the scars rubbed by reality, because desire makes us self-motivated, at the same time, because desire also makes us scarred and exhausted. I know whether Apple 4s wants Apple 5-6 ... to earn 65,438+0,000, and whether it wants to earn 65,438+0,000,000. If there are not enough people, they will swallow elephants.
In this disturbing society, we can only cherish what belongs to us, forget what we have lost and seize what we have.
When I was eighteen, there was always someone in the world. When a group of children wrote down their dreams of becoming stars and gourmets, she said she wanted to take pictures. When others wanted to be scientists, she wrote about psychology, and the primary school teacher encouraged her to say so. So she began to study books on psychology. She never watches cartoons, except Tom and Jerry before primary school. She doesn't think this is the lack of childhood, because her childhood was obtained by doing other things. In primary school, she had strong self-control. She won't take the initiative to buy snacks, and she won't emphasize what she must get, relying on the strength of others. While others were playing games, she sat quietly in the tree and looked at the fields. When others praise her, she always habitually says nothing, nothing else. When others are fed up with hiding under the air conditioner in hot summer, she wants to go to the camphor tree to bathe in sunshine, warm wind and cicadas. She likes to praise nature every day because she sincerely appreciates and likes nature. She thinks it is a kind of happiness to be awakened by birds or flowers, so she stays for an afternoon and a summer vacation. She will make an appointment with her partner to watch the meteor shower at midnight. Even if she is hunting in the cold wind in her pajamas, the signal is a flashlight. She was so naive that she thought she could do this forever, and she always thought she could. She is so maverick.
She never likes reading textbooks, so she doesn't read textbooks because she doesn't like textbooks, and she won't change because of anything, but she also likes reading books and leans against the bed to read books every night. Her first remuneration appeared in the third grade, and her first essay was recognized in the first volume of the fifth grade. Her composition revealed her feelings everywhere. In the first grade, the math teacher affirmed her math ability, not her grades. He said, "Once you start learning math, be careful, it will get out of control." In the second grade, her writing style was complicated and uncertain. However, her efforts were questioned in the third grade. The science teacher said, "Why do you study hard, but you didn't do well in the exam", while the Chinese teacher rightly said, "Diligent people always get more". So she began to study hard, not because she began to like textbooks. All this is only because she is strong, her world has never been questioned, and because from then on, she was involved in it and inevitably had to enter this era with scores, talents and eloquence as the criteria.
She is reckless, and she tries to be like everyone else, because this is a society, and society needs to see the commonness in you, so that it won't think you are an alien. But she still firmly loves society. She thinks that in society, she should comfort others when they are lost and hide herself when they are proud. She practiced in this way, walked through everyone's life, and may not leave any traces in the end. Even if there are no dancers, it's no big deal. Because she thinks that if everyone doesn't care about each other, what a suffocating world it will be, and the existence of human beings will be meaningless; Even if you can't get sunshine, at least let others feel warm. But she was surprised to find how satisfied you are when others are happy for you. She began to act like an ordinary person, trying to stifle her absurd ideas, such as how to use the last cell image in the eyes of the deceased to provide clear pictures and images for solving crimes. She began to wear fashionable clothes to avoid mocking eyes, and sometimes she silently thanked the school uniform. But she will also change into white clothes and black pants when she is relaxed and happy. The secular vision made her start studying, studying exams and learning communication. Her composition is gradually developing in the direction that the marking teacher wants. Occasionally, her math study began to be frightened. She always indulges herself in the face of great pressure, and then easily buys herself a flower. She is still so romantic, which is probably the only thing that hasn't changed. She soothed her soul and promised that people who love her in the future can play freely without changing their world. Because she became rational.
Her idols, Jay Chou and Zhou, have gone through hardships and passed through the world so freely that she can.
She has strong sympathy for the world. She saw lonely and untidy beggars in the street, but it was just sympathy. Otherwise, the conversation of the day may become "Look at that little girl, I guess there is something wrong there" and "This fake beggar can be seen at a glance, and this person is really stupid". She didn't know who was stupid, but she gave up her choice again because of secular vision. She thought, she should be stupid, too, because she is so uncertain. Her heart is still maverick, but her behavior has become popular and against her will.
She thanked the teacher she met and gave her advice or comfort when she was confused. She sincerely misses her old friend, and she can still be trusted regardless of the enemy. Take a walk together when you are old.
In the blink of an eye, the joy of the first half was not in vain, and the glitz of the second half was settled.
She is still clumsy, still ignorant and stumbling.