Walking under the starry sky late at night, there are no stars in the sky, it is gray, the cold wind is blowing on my cheeks, every note in the music is playing sadness, the candy in my mouth cannot cover up the bitterness in my heart, there are signs around me

Listening to Hui's laughter on the radio, Mina's silent concern for me, all these scenes were deeply imprinted in my heart, and I held back my tears to prevent them from falling easily.

Dear friend, please forgive me for not being able to express my sadness like I do. I just choose to listen to music and use music to vent my sadness.

Because I liked silence at that time, without laughter I would think about many things and understand many things.

The moment I parted from you, the suppressed sadness could no longer be silenced. The tears that had been suppressed for a long time slipped out of my eyes, spreading unscrupulously on my face. All kinds of worries broke out at that moment. They could no longer disappear as long as I smiled.

The pressure of study, the worries of life, the confusion about the future, the helplessness of realizing dreams, all kinds of emotions that I don’t know how to express.

It turns out that I am not as ambitious as I thought. Without expectations, there will be no disappointment. It is because I expect too much and ask for too much. The world in my eyes is very beautiful, but the reality is not as beautiful and simple as I think.

I like to fight for food with Ruonan and Mina, because that is very happy. In my memory, Ruonan and I fight for a bucket of noodles, and we fight for the meat in Mina's bowl. We were noisy because of the same topic, and we were fighting over food in the cafeteria.

Sitting in my seat, commenting on the actors in the TV series, guessing the ending of the story, complaining about the perversion of the school... I know that all of this will never happen again after graduation, so I cherish it doubly. One day we will grow up, and these

will be our memories.

Meeting you in this life is my greatest luck. I am protected and cared for by you, and you will lead me towards the light when I feel lost.

The most fearful thing is separation, separation between two places.

Although there is always a banquet in the world, watching the time on the blackboard decrease little by little, I have an indescribable feeling in my heart. I want to escape from this low-pressure life quickly, because I will know the result after I successfully escape.

The words that can comfort me right now should be "There are close friends in the sea, and we are like neighbors even as far as the end of the world."

Today Chen Lei said that she will stay in Changchun for college because her mother is here.

I stared at that sentence and thought about it for a long time, and I was very moved.

Thinking of myself, I have always wanted to go out and enjoy the world.

But I neglected that there were two pairs of eyes at home that were full of worry all the time. You said that you wanted me to stay in Changchun. My simple personality is not suitable for life outside, but I didn't listen.

That's how selfish I am.

The outside world lacks the sense of security you gave me, your concern, your warm smile, and the power to resolve my sadness.

In the past, I ignored your hard work and only thought about having fun. I was so ignorant that I became angry because of my dislike for your concern.

Now you often talk about "I won't say anything, I don't care..." It turns out that everything is not your fault, it's all me, it's all me, it's really all me. I should have hurt you many times unintentionally

But why do you still love and care for such a child in every possible way?

I don’t dare to make any more promises, I just hope that you can live a healthy and happy life forever. I will pass on my happiness to you and the people around you, so that my happiness can resolve your fatigue. I know that you want to see me most.

Whatever, I will try my best to realize it, because then you will no longer be tired, you will be more proud and more happy, and I will also start the starting point for realizing the dream in my heart.

Let me always be by your side and accumulate enough strength to protect you.

Be strong and unhurried. After two people have been together for a long time, they will inevitably complain that you have changed. Maybe we have not changed, we are just getting closer and closer to the real each other.

Sometimes, when you give up on someone, it's not because you don't care anymore, but because you realize they don't care anymore.

Only now do I understand that a person can be so sad without emotions, words, or expressions.

If one day, what makes you heartbeat can no longer move you, what makes you angry can no longer irritate you, and what makes you sad can no longer make you cry, you will know what this time and this life have given you, and what are you doing for it?

Growth, what you pay for.

If one day you ask me, "Can we stay together until we grow old together?"

My answer to you is "If you can, I can."

I asked Buddha: What should you do if you meet someone you can love, but you are afraid that you can’t grasp it?

Buddha said: How much love should be left in the world to welcome the thousands of changes in the world, and do happy things with lovers, regardless of whether it is a calamity or fate.

I asked Buddha: Why are there so many regrets in the world?

Buddha said: This is a whirling world, whirling is regretful, and without regrets, no matter how much happiness I give you, you will not experience happiness.

Life is like a dream, gatherings, separations and separations, mornings like spring flowers withering, how often we get together, how often we separate, fate comes and goes as you please.

In the blink of an eye, her black hair and black hair looked back indifferently, with a few vicissitudes of life in her heart.

I shed tears alone.

People's hearts generally don't die from big things, but from small disappointments that become fatal.