I bought back the 305 that we were not together. Didn’t we agree that we would go to Taimali to watch the first light of the millennium together?

You were absent.

We missed the touch of the first ray of sunshine that came to us only once in our lifetime in 2000.

Then, we missed the fish road in Yangmingshan and the rhododendrons in spring, the egg-snow skating rink and the waves on the north coast in summer, the happy Valentine's Day with roses in full bloom and candles lit, and the maple leaves in Owanda in autumn.

, but also missed your smile.

When I was walking on the road that day, I saw you wearing the loose diamond that I gave you on my first Valentine's Day, and I was very excited.

Do you know how much a boy like me, who has never been in a jewelry store in his life, struggled for the first time: I don’t know your exact height, your preferences, your neck size, but I keep looking for and

A saleslady who looks similar to you.

I picked a diamond necklace and asked her to put it on. I wondered if the height of the diamond hanging down when you put it on would be right at the position of my heartbeat. In this way, when we hug, the diamond can remember your body temperature at the same time.

, my heartbeat conveys our unspoken feelings.

Later, I watched a movie alone, and I couldn't forget what the hero said to the girl: If you believe in God, all coincidences are coincidences; if you don't believe in God, all coincidences are just coincidences.

You and I were in the same class in elementary school and the same junior high school, and then we were admitted to the same high school and university by chance.

In the beginning, two strangers who were sitting far apart turned into lovers after graduating from college. Is this an accident or a coincidence?

If God destined us to spend childhood and experience youth together, why would it be willing to let you leave me a week before the year 2000, causing us to miss the most important and beautiful beginning of our lives?

I have become accustomed to eating alone, walking alone on the streets of Taipei we once walked together, talking to myself, traveling alone, and missing you alone.

I know that yesterday, you called me crying and told me that the diamond fell off. I know that my habit of being alone has to change again.

I opened my bank account full. After we broke up, I used the money I should have spent to treat you to dinner every day, to pay for your car to see the sunrise, to watch the movie Titanic, and to buy you birthday gifts and Valentine's Day bouquets.

The money, the money for air tickets and accommodation for your trip...all help you stay in it first.

I used the money to buy a love diamond necklace with the same carat and exactly the same length. I wanted to buy it back for the 305 days we were not together, including the missed sunrise.

I said, the necklace is here with me, come back and get it.