Zhang Dai, word, Shu people. When I was young, I was a playboy. I like lively places, live in beautiful houses, like beautiful maids and beautiful teenagers, like wearing bright and gorgeous clothes, often eating delicious food, riding horses, decorating my home with gorgeous lights, watching fireworks, singing operas, singing, learning about antiques, raising flowers and birds, drinking tea and playing chess. I am fascinated by poetry and reading, and I am very busy. At the age of 50, the country broke (Ming Dynasty) and lived in seclusion in the mountains to escape the war. There is only a rotten bed, a broken coffee table, a broken bronze tripod, a piano that can't play, some worn-out books and an inkstone with one side missing. Wear linen and eat vegetarian food, often without food. Think about twenty years ago, it was like two worlds.

I often tell myself that I can't solve seven problems: in the past, I used to be a public servant, but now I have been demoted from a noble family to a beggar, which is one of the incomprehensible things; The industry is not as good as middle-class families, but they yearn for a luxurious life. There are many developed shortcuts in the world, and they are willing to live alone in Shan Ye, so poverty and wealth are incomprehensible. I went to the battlefield when I was a student, but when I was a general, I did things like writing articles, which made the civil and military confused and incomprehensible. Even drinking with the jade emperor from the upper level is not humble, and living with beggars from the lower level is not proud, so chaotic and condescending that it is incomprehensible; When you are weak, others can spit in your face and let it do it by itself. When you are strong, you can go to the enemy camp alone. This difference between strength and weakness is incomprehensible. It is unreasonable for you to live behind others when competing for profits and fame, and to let others lead when watching the game. The sixth is incomprehensible; Gambling and dice, no matter what the result is, when you boil water and taste tea, you can taste whether you use Weihe River or Hezi River. It is incomprehensible to use wisdom and stupidity in the wrong place like this. I can't understand these seven things myself Do you still want others to understand them? Therefore, it is ok to be called rich or poor; It is ok to be called a wise man or a fool; People who are called upright can be called weak people; It's okay to be called a hardworking person or a lazy person. Learning liberal arts, martial arts, etiquette, writing articles, seeking immortals and buddhas, learning farm work and planting flowers all failed, and letting others call him the black sheep, waste, stubborn person, stupid scholar, sleepy man and old ghost all became a thing of the past.

At first, Zhang Dai was called Zongzi, and people called him Shigong, so he became Shigong. He is the author of Shi Kui Shu, Zhang's Genealogy, Yi Lie Zhuan, nirvana in fire, Ming Yi, Yi Yi Yong, Shique, Four Books Meet, Dream Memories, Talking about Bell, Long Valley Knot and so on. The son of Lu Fan's wife, Ding You, Ming Wanli, was born on August 25th. When I was young, I suffered from phlegm for many times and was raised by my grandmother, Mrs. Matthew, for ten years. My great-grandfather, Duke Yungu, was an official in Guangdong and Guangxi, and he had many Niuhuang pills (up to tens of thousands) of collectors' property. I/kloc-learned to climb on the ground when I was 0/8 years old, and I recovered after taking this medicine. When I was six years old, my grandfather Yu Ruogong took me to Hangzhou. I met Mr. Meigong riding a reindeer. When he was traveling in Qiantang, he said to his grandfather, "I heard that your grandson is good at poetry and prose." I should interview him today. " He pointed to the photo of Li Bai riding a whale on the screen and said, "Taibai rides a whale and quarries for jathyapple by the river." I replied, "Mei Gong crosses Lutai, and there is autumn wind in Qiantang County." Mr. Mei Gong laughed, got up and jumped down, and said, "Where can I find such a smart and handsome man?" (Of course) it is my little friend. " He hoped that I would try to write more articles, but I didn't expect to achieve anything.

One year after Shen Jia, I relaxed, lost my mind, unable to seek death and maintain my life. I have white hair and still live in this world. I'm afraid that one day I will die suddenly and rot like a plant, because I think the ancients such as Wang Ji, Tao Qian and Xu Wei all wrote their own epitaphs, so I will follow their example and write one. I just want to start thinking, but I don't think I'm very good at writing and writing, so I pick up and put down my pen again and again. Even so, just talking about my hobbies can be recorded. I once built my own tomb in Jitou Mountain, Wang Xiang. My friend Li Yanzhai wrote on the title of this cave tomb: "Alas, the Amin Dynasty wrote the tomb of Zhang Changgong, a scholar of Tao An." Luan, a man with noble interests, has a grave near the grave where he is leaving, so I chose the cemetery in Xiangzi. My age is seventy years old, and his date of death and burial is unknown, so I won't record it for the time being. The epitaph reads: "? Shi Chong, the richest man in Jin Dynasty, once competed with Wang Kai, Yang Xian and others for wealth. The unreasonable Bian He dedicated Jing Yu to the King of Chu. Lian Po, an old man, fought against Qin in Zhuolu. Sima Qian established the Historical Bureau under the guise of Sima Qian. Su Dongpo was delicious, Boyi and Shu Qi starved to death in shouyangshan. Dr. Barrish, how could he betray his talent? Learn Tao Qian for nothing and enjoy Mei Fu for nothing. Only by finding a hermit like Zheng Sixiao, a savage from the Three Kingdoms, can I know the feelings I can't reveal.

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