You only noticed her funny and funny, but didn't see her inferiority and sadness.

She is the arrogant Hua Fei in The Queen of the Palace, the Fung Wong-Nui fan Mei Sheng in Ode to Joy, and the "funny" second sister who tries her best to show her careless image in TV variety shows.

Her, Rulu.

Pragmatic, rigorous and dedicated:

If you don't know how to use "Jin Qiao" in the performance, you can't play for a week, and everyone in the cast avoids her.

At the age of 6, he was selected to participate in TV sketch shooting, entered Zhengzhou Children's Art Troupe at the age of 7, and entered Henan Children's Art Troupe at the age of 8. In the same year, the TV series "The Pendant Queen" starring it was broadcast nationwide.

Rulu's experience is somewhat similar to that of a child star who plays Qiong Yao's romantic drama.

However, this child star, after a TV series became a hit, soon fell silent. Few people mention it now.

The difference is that in the next 20 years, Rulu never stopped in the film and television circle.

According to the author's rough statistics, from 199 1 to 20 1 1, Rulu appeared in 28 TV series.

In 28 plays in 20 years, Rulu is mostly an insignificant little role. Sometimes, he is not even a supporting role.

However, it is undeniable that these small roles have become a whetstone for Rulu to hone his acting skills.

After ten years of grinding a sword, the frost blade has not been rubbed.

After Hua Fei, according to the consideration of ordinary people, Rulu should continue to shoot similar themes, or take the idol route quickly, so as to consolidate his fan value and realize it quickly.

But unexpectedly, she took over "An Arrow on the String" and "The Old Farmer".

One is Lei Ju, and the other is muck.

This makes many people feel sorry.

Just like the athlete at the front end of the runway slows down and expands his chest when he approaches the finish line. Can't understand.

Rulu said that it's not that he can't pick a play, but that he doesn't pick a play at all.

"I didn't set a framework for myself and told myself what I had to have, a good team, a considered distribution and broadcasting platform ... I never thought about it."

For Jiang Xin, the happiness of being an actor only stops at filming itself. Other things are beyond my ability. Just let nature take its course, don't force it.

Rulu, who said "Don't insist", is uncompromising in performance.

The director shouted "Yes",

However, she thinks that her performance is not in place and she has to do it again.

Because she is so serious, all the directors she has worked with call her "two stubborn children who are disobedient."

In the TV series "The Cuckoo in Danger", these "two stubborn children" played a paranoid who deliberately destroyed other people's families.

Rulu thinks this is the most tiring role he has ever played.

When filming, the crew colleagues saw Rulu and avoided him.

Because everyone thinks that when Rulu is not filming, his eyes are the same as those in front of the camera, and it's scary to wait for a while.

After returning home, she locked herself in her room and refused to come out for a long time, like a mental derangement.

This state has been going on for a week. At one time, my parents were so scared that they even took Rulu to see a psychiatrist.

Until now, "devotion" is still the only way for Rulu to face the role.

"You have to live in someone else's world, and you have to capture the things in her life these days." She often says that.

Therefore, the tears and cries of "Hua Fei" before her death have become the sadness that many people can't let go.

With these efforts, think about the "Miss Numbers" and "Mr Letters" that have appeared in recent years.

Then, Rulu's fame and popularity seem so natural.

We often envy the dazzling aura of successful people, but seldom pay attention to the efforts and hardships behind their obscurity.

Inferiority, sensitivity and regret:

That thin diploma in Chinese opera has become a permanent pain point in Rulu's heart.

Rulu has mentioned many times on different occasions that it is a great regret in her life that she has no professional experience in a famous university.

While filming bigfoot Ma Huanghou, Tang Guoqiang and Lv Liping, who played Zhu Yuanzhang and his wife, chatted with Rulu.

They told her that if she wanted to have a better development, she had to go to college.

But Zhou Xiaowen, the director of the play, holds the opposite opinion.

He believes that we should act in learning, act in middle school and produce true knowledge in practice.

Rulu didn't offend any party.

First of all, she listened to the opinions of the emperor and queen and entered the department of Chinese opera performance. The result failed.

Disappointed, Rulu felt that filming could not only make money, but also be a process of accumulating experience. Why not?

So she listened to the director's words again, gave up the college entrance examination and concentrated on filming.

However, it turns out that this is the decision that Rulu regrets most in his life.

Until now, when Rulu saw the graduates of Nortel, Chinese Opera and Shanghai Opera leaving the campus, he always felt a sense of inferiority.

During the interview, the actors will introduce their graduate schools to each other.

The casting director will ask her about her education and major on the phone.

At this time, Rulu is always very sensitive and tangled. Sometimes I say something impulsive.

Fortunately, now she doesn't have to worry about a diploma.

But Rulu still wants to study.

"I really lack that theoretical knowledge", she has a calm judgment on herself.

Consciously face your own shortcomings, don't underestimate yourself, and don't deliberately avoid it.

This is the outstanding feature of Rulu.

I am looking forward to it. I don't know what another Rulu will be like after being nourished by the ivory tower scenery.

Let's wait and see.

Casual, natural, natural:

She doesn't beat around the bush and is not afraid of offending people. She is a "mudslide" in the entertainment circle.

Rulu, born in Urumqi, is straightforward, bold and careless.

The first time I had dinner with Han Hong, I looked up and saw some leftovers in some plates on the table.

Rulu, who put down his chopsticks, poured all the leftovers into the bowl with a wave of his hand.

That's Han Hong, the big sister in the entertainment circle.

At that time, Rulu was just a minor celebrity actor.

Not cautious, but spontaneous.

Unexpectedly, Rulu's move made Han Hong shine at the moment and feel at home.

Since then, the two have become "girlfriends".

Han Hong said, "If Zhao Wei is the second, Rulu is the second. Such people are more precious than pandas in the circle.

She has always been outspoken and offended many people, but I like her simplicity and directness.

Whether she is right or wrong, I will stand by and watch her side, because she is Rulu. "

In my opinion,

This is the best evaluation of Rulu.

Behind the simplicity and directness is a stubborn persistence.

In 2005, Rulu went for an interview with a large film crew.

As soon as I entered the room, I saw two deputy directors smiling at one of the photos: "This girl is good!" " There was a hint of contempt in his expression.

This seems to be a normal thing in the entertainment industry.

Hidden rules are everywhere.

But Rulu doesn't like these moves.

"What are you doing in choosing actors? Too much! " She turned and rushed out of the room. ...

The director is the food and clothing parents of the actors. Which actor dares to direct the director like this?

But Rulu did it.

Because in her opinion, such a person is not worthy of being a director at all.

Later, Rulu's friends worried about the tension and begged again and again.

The other party finally let go and let her play female number two.

However, there is one condition, that is, you should take a kickback on the remuneration and "take it out"

This is actually a hidden rule in the circle, and everyone knows it.

But without saying anything, Rulu took out his mobile phone and sent a rather impolite message.

Then resolutely pull the other party into the blacklist of the address book.

Such a person might as well forget the Jianghu.

You know, at that time, Rulu just borrowed money to buy a house in Beijing and was on the verge of economic collapse.

A few days ago, at a charity party, Rulu shared a song with other "four beauties" in Ode to Joy.

Sensitive reporters captured the subtle interaction between several people.

Rulu turned to look at Tamia Liu from time to time, but the other side turned a blind eye.

Olivia is the whole cold face.

In this way, the relationship between the lively "five beauties" in the play is also complicated.

However, Rulu does not agree with this. In her view, harmony is good, and differences are scattered, which is extremely normal. There is no need to go to great lengths to maintain an inherently unreliable interpersonal relationship.

In Weibo, she said, "My friends always ask me why I am stupid and happy every day. Think about things in simplicity, think about friends in simplicity, and think about life in simplicity, and happiness will become black and simple! "

Thoroughly, unfortunately, not everyone can treat people and things like Rulu.

The entertainment circle is too fake.

Rulu is so real.

May her true colors remain forever.

Love to eat, funny, competitive:

Not deliberately operating, but gained a high popularity.

Rulu's love for food is well known in the circle.

At the fattest time, it reached 130 Jin, which was called "strong" by friends around.

It is also a big deal to gain ten pounds on others when dating.

But Rulu seems to be very happy and thinks that he has taken a big advantage.

He also told reporters: "The most enjoyable thing about this drama is that I can eat happily!"

The reporters froze: what star is this? It's like I haven't eaten it.

Good food can't live up to. This is Rulu's consistent attitude.

Eating can relieve her stress and bring happiness.

Just because he couldn't keep his mouth shut, Rulu was once dismissed as a "fat man" by fans.

This seems to be a very dangerous thing for actresses whose careers are on the rise.

However, Rulu took the initiative to say in front of the media that he was only "slightly fat" and was "responsible for his weight".

In the face of skinny Lu Yu, she blurted out:

"Losing weight makes me unhappy. Let me eat! "

I heard that, Lu Yu's expression at that time was wonderful.

How many actresses in the circle are not thin for beauty?

Rulu said that the last thing I want to do is to lose weight.

"I am me, a different variety" and "a happy high imitation that combines wisdom and beauty"

This is the most frequently used sentence in Rulu Weibo.

Rulu in the photo is staring and grinning, and looks like an alpaca on the other side of the puzzle.

I have been spitting, and the "roast whole sheep" in the script has been searched all over the filming scene without a trace.

All kinds of funny photos and videos.

Looking at her Weibo, I can laugh out loud.

I can't help wondering, are you in the wrong place?

I'm tired of those so-called affected gods, fiddling, taking small steps and grinning.

Looking back at Rulu, why don't people like it?

This is Rulu who dares to love, hate, say and do.

She makes the entertainment circle more lively and less noisy and hypocritical.

This is real beauty.

No need to ponder, no need to hide.

Laughter and tears, sadness and joy.

Are extremely precious existence.