"Guess the Train" is a controversial British movie - some say it's "drug-inducing". There are no bitter patriarchal figures in it, no moral conflicts, no end-of-the-century trials, but rather a zero-point-of-view account of a group of such young people in a dark apartment, where you clearly see how the drugs are dissolved, heated up, snorted, and they do the AI stripping, the nudity, the orgasms, and all of a sudden you are brought closer to him, straight on, straight on! Maybe you're worried about your homeroom teacher suddenly appearing behind your back and accusing you, while they're enjoying a kind of anarchy in the world of bliss. They do drugs, they are promiscuous, they are violent, they rob, there is no concealment of depravity at all, a very grey life, which in the director's black humor becomes as unspeakable as weird beans. You can just say to them: no! See them as deviants. You can also be full of understanding and pay attention to them, because they do what you don't - rebel completely!

"The world is changing, the music is changing, the drugs are changing, and you can't run away from heroin for too long!" Guess Train's youth will eventually end. How did our youth end? Not yet? Are you still choosing not to?

Colleagues said that after the day of his twentieth birthday began to feel old, as a standard, I have long lost my youth for a long time. But I always feel like I'm still green. I can't figure out if I'm stubborn and naive or if I'm just being transparent. Every day I wake up and hear, time outside knocking on my window, I seem to owe some debt, although the bill swept into the drawer, out of sight, but inside I know, can not be relied upon ......

"Choose life, choose a job, choose a career, choose a family, choose the abominable big color TV. Choose a washing machine, a car, a laser disc player, choose health, low cholesterol and dental insurance, choose a mortgage on your building, choose your friends, choose suits, civilian clothes and luggage, choose installments and three-piece suits, choose to tune in to a boring game show and snack while you watch ...... Choose your future, choose life ...... Too many choices, what you choose, I choose not to choose."

I must live higher than my parents, choose not to choose the life they gave me; I don't want to get married for the sake of marriage, choose not to choose the partner who appears around me at the right time; I don't want to wink and smile at those who think they're right because of a few hundred bucks a month, choose not to choose the job, the world norm is hypocrisy and shamelessness, then I choose not to choose the norm of the life - -If there is a reason for decadence, this is it.

Then one day you realize that even if you refuse, you give up, the world is still mindless existence, and you are abandoned, will not change your failure because you do not recognize, as Ricky, you have to betray again, betray the life of rebellion, back to the right way, to go to accept the false, accept the ordinary, you can not not choose, because you can not be forever youthful, you can not not grow up, only the death of the You can't not choose, because you can't be forever young, you can't not grow up, only the dead, only the forever eighteen. To be alive is to choose - to choose life, to choose a job, to choose a career, to choose a family, to choose the abomination of a big color TV, to choose a washing machine, a car, a laser disc player, to choose health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance, to choose a mortgage on a building, to choose your friends, to choose suits, civilian clothes, and baggage, to choose installments and three-piece suits. Choose to tune in to boring game shows and snack while watching ...... Choose your future, choose life - categorized as being accepted, affirmed by this society!

The meaning of youth is a frittering away, a denial,

and the process of mellowing out is a pragmatism, a correction.

Negation of negation but not affirmation, life is not math

Betrayal of betrayal is not return, everything changes, including conclusions.

Because everything changes, all doubt has meaning

After all doubt people find their truth, maybe not truth but approximation.

Truth gives peace, doesn't it? Like the grave. Everyone runs to it.