It was not until 2020 that I saw "The East Palace" and became the heroine Peng Xiaoran, and I began to pay attention to Conan Gray and Bili because of some songs. However, I didn't particularly care about them on the powder later. I couldn't even say I liked them after a long time, but the song list still had traces. At that time, I was still wondering if I was so obsessed with TFBOYS that I ignored others.
Later, 2021.1.11I came into contact with the second generation group. For many first-generation powders, the second generation is an unpleasant existence. I am also like this, looking at them with colored glasses, resisting, shielding and blackening. That's the way rice circles are. It's a mess. Big pink collar with rhythm, throwing a lot of malicious links over, starting to assign tasks and instill brainwashing packages. Over time, when I think of the second generation, all my impressions are bad. It's funny to think about it now. I'd rather trust others than get to know them myself.
I met He Junlin here in the second generation. It was the first time that the name "He Junlin" appeared in front of me. I went upstairs because of Wenxuan, but I was always attracted by him. Although he is always on the outside, as the staff said, he is a natural idol, so it's hard not to be noticed. I began to get to know him slowly, and went through Weibo and archaeological materials. The deeper I got to know him, the more I liked him. Here in the second generation, I gave all my likes to Xiaohe. I felt very guilty about my behavior before, because I also had a good impression on my teammates, so I never dared to like him too much. But then I realized that all the good feelings for the group originated from "love me, love my dog". Then it began to turn from a group to a rain, and now it is completely powder-only.
One thing that is really good about the cultivation department is that all their growth can be traced. I am like an outsider, greedy for the life of He Junlin, which I have never participated in before. There are many materials, and I have been reading them for a long time. Watching him rob the self-evaluation, he talked like a little chatterbox and shared his life with fans who didn't include me at the beginning. When I watch it, I often think, what am I doing at this time? Oh, I'm in Grade One, Grade Three, and I'm in Grade One. I'm playing a list for my classmates. Year after year, He Junlin grew up in places I didn't pay attention to. I have never seen him sweat in the practice room at the age of twelve or thirteen; I haven't seen his progress on every stage; I don't know when the octopus fever on his face disappeared. I'm not here for every practice, change and grievance. Looking through the materials is like talking to him at that time. The conversation is separated by five years. I look back and he moves forward. Children grow up quietly, and the latecomers enjoy the success, enjoying him who has become excellent after suffering now. There are also vacancies to make up for, and self-blame is overwhelming.
? I began to do my best to do data, shooting, anti-gang and propaganda for him. My strength was very small, but the accumulated water became a river. I didn't participate in the pain and regret of his growth before, so add me on the way to protect He Junlin from growing up.