The whole movie runs through the phrase "I was born alive, I'm sorry".
There is another translation: I was born a man, and I'm sorry.
The life of pine nuts is undoubtedly sad and regrettable.
She longs for love, but she will never get it.
When she was young, she got a smile from her father by being funny. So that when she grew up, she thought she could get attention by doing so.
The process of her growing up is to constantly lose herself and put herself very low to please others, even if they are not good people in the secular sense.
She has no ability to distinguish, no ability to love, no knowledge of her own preciousness, and no love for herself. Finally, I went to a dead end.
But when she was young, she was also looking forward to a glittering future with hope.