Shortly after landing, my father died. She was weak from childhood and soon fell ill. Mother didn't
I sent her to my uncle's house in Dazhou, Sichuan. After hospital examination, Meng Jie got severe pneumonia complicated with pus.
Swelling, although saved by rescue, but the right lung necrosis.
Since then, my uncle has adopted this little girl from a bad business. She calls her uncle "Dad" and her aunt "Lao"
Mom ". Every member of this family cares about Meng Jie. She takes many kinds of medicine every day, on her own.
In other words, it means "eat in buckets". In this way, she lived "barrel by barrel" to 12 years old.
1996 In the summer, my brother, who was studying in other places, went home to see the teacher of his alma mater. When he came back, he was caught in a thunderstorm.
My brother called home for an umbrella. When Meng Jie knew this, he rushed into the downpour with an umbrella. I didn't expect this.
The second rain actually pushed Meng Jie to the brink of death. That night, she kept coughing and vomited blood when she coughed.
You will faint when you cough. Her family immediately sent her to Chengdu for rescue, and her right lung was completely removed and turned into one.
Completely disabled.
At that time, Meng Jie was already in junior high school in Dazhou No.1 Middle School, and she fully understood what was going on. She is also in one place.
I learned my life story by accident. At first, she was desperate and sad for a long time. After a long time, she put
Life is too light. She knew she wouldn't live long. It's too quiet. Under the care of her mother,
Most of the time wandering in the sea of books.
Meng Jie only went to school for half a day, but his grades were surprisingly good, not for anything else, but for "dad is old."
Mom "does not live up to expectations, does not live up to their parenting." As for going to college, she said, "I am a mayfly.
If you can't pass the physical examination, what else can you talk about? "This kind of congenital deficiency often makes her unable to let go for a long time.
Standing on the balcony, the eyes of bitterness are always wet.
Especially after the results of routine inspection in Chengdu on August 5th, 2002, Meng Jie became more silent.
Yes Her chronic disease affected her heart. She knew that "that day" was coming. She heard that life was declining.
The passage of time.
Mom and dad are going to send her to Beijing for treatment, but she strongly disagrees. "Why are you so stubborn? for
What refused to treat the disease? ""Mom "asked." If you force me to heal again, I will die! "The family all dare not say anything.
In fact, everyone understands Meng Jie's good intentions: she doesn't want to give this family any more trouble.
In the last few days of her life, Meng Jie couldn't go to school, so she had to stay at home.
Light is as long as the horizon.
My brother loves my sister very much, and Meng Jie's illness is the biggest pain in his heart. Every time he goes home on holiday, he dares not face it.
For my sister's sad eyes. My sister is so talented and caring, but she has no future-her.
I'm dying.
He wants to do something for his sister to make her forget her illness and death. On September 4, 2002, my brother used his summer vacation to play.
The worker earned money to buy a computer for Meng Jie. He told his sister, "There is a colorful world here. You can go in.
Go and have a look. "
What a melancholy flower, a sentimental person.
Meng Jie became a netizen. Maybe it's fate. The first time she went online, she clicked on the voice network of Bihai Yinsha.
Come to the famous "Voice of American Literature" recitation hall. There are many reciting artists and lovers here, and there are also
Many writers and poets also have columns here. Meng Jie fell in love with this place and liked the Confucianism here.
Elegant and free atmosphere.
Meng Jie met Tang Lei by chance. At that time, Tang Lei had graduated from Shandong Institute of Building Materials Industry.
, assigned to work in Shenzhen Water Group. He uses his spare time to compose and perform music, and he is a netizen.
An influential online singer. One day in June 2006, 1, 10, he inadvertently came to "American literature"
"Sound", casually took a screen name "falling snow flying flowers" and went in. As it happens, Meng Jie is inside, and his screen name is "Immediately".
Got her attention. Meng Jie thought "Falling Snow and Flying Flowers" was beautiful, and immediately praised: "Your name is so poetic.
Meaning! Lightweight and free and easy, meaning detachment! "
Tang Lei was born proud. He may be trying to test her, deliberately asking "why? Where is the poetic expression?
Where is lightness? Where is morality? "
Meng Jie explained with a smile: "There is a saying in the Song Dynasty that snow is like plum blossoms, and plum blossoms are like snow, which is both strange and strange.
The word "absolute". From the perspective of flat-level poetry, falling snow and flying flowers are flat-level, and the pronunciation is clear and clear.
It can shock people and look good! Literally, this name is thought-provoking and friendly! "
Tang Lei suddenly froze, half a day back to god. He naturally understands that there are many "experts" on the Internet, but like
Meng Jie never analyzed his pen name like this. He looked at Meng Jie and wanted to scream.
Ok, but I can't find the right word.
Meng Jie "spoke" again: "I like this feeling very much-such a sad and beautiful situation. Flying snowflake one
Hold it in your hand, and when you want to look carefully, it will turn into a drop of water. It makes people feel palpitation and heartbreak. "
From then on, Meng Jie and Tang Lei became friends who talked about everything.
Once, Meng Jie and Tang Lei chatted and talked about her favorite flowers. She said she likes lilacs best, but
Tang Lei doesn't think so. Meng Jie told him that this is a purple flower, which is very beautiful and symbolizes love. rotate
That is, Tang Lei said, "Why not give yourself a screen name, just call it Lilac."
This sentence suddenly awakened Meng Jie. In her life, there is often a dream, which will appear in the dream.
A beautiful little white horse has been calling her. Little white horse running all the way, passing by this world, in
At sunset, I bravely walked to the west, and my final destination was a cemetery full of lilacs. This makes the "clove" this.
The name suddenly took on a bitter meaning. She likes the name very much.
Since then, Meng Jie has become a lilac with beautiful sadness in the online world.
Lilacs became an expectation in Tang Lei's heart. He came almost as soon as he had time. "