There is always a kind of person who lives alone because of inferiority complex. Inferiority is not only because of other people's eyes and words, but also because of their inner weakness and self-abandonment. They close themselves in the world of inferiority. People with low self-esteem can come out completely. The value of everyone is not how much money they have, but a kind of happiness from the heart. Don't give up the smile on your face, never give up happiness and love of life. Have a positive attitude towards life. As long as we live, we will live better!
Lao Kun is a famous' honest man'. More than ten years ago, my wife was seriously ill and there was no money at home. Lao Kun didn't go out to borrow some money to treat his wife. Thinking of his father-in-law's contemptuous expression, he didn't go to his father-in-law's house to borrow money. The old man forced his sick wife to stay at home and her wife died. The old man couldn't stand such a blow and committed suicide. The only way for him to express his sadness is to take all the sleeping pills at home, which may be the bravest move in his life. Let the neighbors find out that they are saved, and the old man becomes more silent and dull. Since then, the old man has never spoken to anyone, and he can unconsciously feel everyone's discrimination and ridicule. In fact, he doesn't look up at people himself, and his back is getting more and more hunched. The old man always thinks that someone will whisper after passing by. I never talk to people, so loneliness has always been with the elderly, and it is always with me, and loneliness slowly penetrates into my bones. Every time I think about my wife's dying eyes, my heart hurts. The old man often sees his wife with long braids appear at the door. The old man often talks to himself with a smile on his face. My son is used to it. My son knows that his father is talking to his mother!
The old man has two acres of dry land. He has been planting it for several years, not because the food price is too low to sell. Either it's drought, it needs sprinkler irrigation, or it can't make money. The old man feels timid, helpless, flexible, glib, and ... just like my husband said,' This wretched man has no ambition'. The old man lives by raising some ducks and geese, selling eggs to supplement his family and selling vegetables in a small vegetable garden. Now the old man is only in his fifties, but he looks like an old man in his sixties. Gray hair is always different in length, and it takes him a long time to get a haircut to save money; The stripes on my forehead are like three V's, and my brow is always wrinkled, like a knot that I can never untie in my heart; I can't open my eyes, half open, as if I don't want to look up at people; My face is always unshaven, and the wrinkles on my face are like apples withered by frost. That wrinkle is full of vicissitudes of life and a face of Republic of China coolies. The old man's hands are covered with calluses and black cracks. He washes his hands every day, but in the cracks, the hard dead skin is always black and can't be washed off. The old man will never see new clothes because he never buys new clothes.
One day, the old man specially found a suit to wear. This is the eighth time that Lao Kun has come to the office. I want to go to the civil affairs office and ask him personally if his subsistence allowance has been approved. The security guard wouldn't let the old man go up: "I won't go up this time, the province has already come to lead." Go back! When the leader comes down for a while, I will be scolded again. " (Inspirational story www.lizhi 123.net) The old man turned and came to the office canteen. His niece cooks here. The happiest thing for the old man is to eat some leftovers from the office canteen. Every time the old man comes, he will take some home to satisfy his hunger. Because old people never buy meat. The niece said, "Eat and leave!" Did you see that Toyota bully? The leader will drive to pick up the provincial leader later. "The old man didn't know that the car was worth more than one million yuan, but he just felt that the food in the office was too extravagant and wasteful. Old wilting can't eat such rich food in his life. I vaguely feel that every time the civil affairs staff say something, they are pale and powerless: "The funds are tight and there are no places yet." ... "The old man went home around the road with leftovers. He was afraid of "humiliating" foreign leaders in front of provincial leaders. He kindly thought: It is not easy for provincial leaders to visit! I don't know how long it will be before I come back.
Not long after Lao Kun got home, the door was full of cars. In addition to' Toyota overbearing', there were many luxury cars he had never seen before. The old man is very stupid. What happened? The site leader drove to me! No way! No way. Old Withers hurried out to meet them and blew away the creaking chickens, ducks and geese in the yard. Looking up, I saw a leader holding a middle-aged man, as if he were a young intellectual "Little Wang Hao" who had come here to go to the countryside. With a big smile on the old man's expressionless face,' Little Wang Hao' hugged the old man: "Ouch! My brother! How are you? " Old painfully subconsciously dodge, old painfully suddenly feel very dirty, before cleaning. What is the unspeakable taste in the old man's heart? I can't say all these years of bitterness and suffering, I can't blame anyone, I can't blame myself. Old wither with a wry smile: "good, good, good! Everything is fine! " The on-site leader looked envious: "This is Vice Governor Wang. Before you enter the office, you must come to see your brother! Hahaha! Brother, you are so blessed! " After entering the room, the director was dumbfounded at first sight. The room is empty, only a black and white TV set. Who will watch black and white TV now? But the house is clean. The old man quickly wiped the kang with his hand and asked everyone to sit down. Governor Wang asked the old man, "If you have any difficulties, tell the director that the old man is my savior. I think he saved me from the water. " On the fat head of the field, the sparse hair was full of sweat, and he sincerely said, "Old brother, tell me if you have any difficulties!" " The old man's voice was very low and timid: "I want to do subsistence allowances, I have been there several times …" I nervously looked at the face of the person in charge at the scene. The sweat of Tian's leader flowed to chubby cheeks, red and white, and nodded and promised to let the old man go to the office to go through the minimum living security procedures tomorrow. Governor Wang gradually got to know the old man. He looked at Lao Wang happily and then came back to visit himself. For an instant, he felt like he was dreaming. ...
After that, it was like a different person. The old man feels that his waist is straight and his spirit is much better. The old man took the initiative to strike up a conversation with everyone and felt that everyone liked him very much. Old people will take the initiative to visit their homes. As long as someone asks about saving people, the old people will tell stories with great interest. Although he talks about it again and again, he always talks about it with relish. From then on, whoever works in the village is a guest. The old man's home was crowded from then on ... The old horse painfully found that he could have lived better. ...