/Doctors of the Healthy World Group You have been away for more than 0/00 days, but I still can't help looking for you. After all, this has been a habit for more than ten thousand days. How can I quit in a short time? But in fact, you don't seem to have gone anywhere, because you are everywhere in the house, and your photos and documents are still there. Every morning, I will still gently shout to you: "get up!" When eating, my brother Hao Zhen will also call out, "Dad, it's time to eat! "Our mother and son still start around you every day. Recently, I have often seen the little things we used to get along with. People often ask me, "What impression did Dr. Lin leave on you at that time? I've thought it over. At that time, you were informal and sloppy, and you had been on dialysis for three years. Compared with others around me, your little R (resident) has the emptiest pocket, the most ordinary appearance and the most ordinary family background. But with you, I am very comfortable. I don't have to pretend to have a small appetite and eat very little in front of you to keep elegant. I am seven or eight centimeters taller than you, but you never care, and you won't forbid me to wear my favorite high heels; Every time I see me, people are still seven or eight feet apart, and my hands are eager to catch me. I am more confident and upright than all the men I know. You always make me feel so important and beautiful. Do you still remember those years when you transferred to Kaohsiung Chang Gung Memorial Hall? We live in a dormitory near the hospital, and my brother Hong Zhen has been born. At that time, your morning clinic often saw seven or eight o'clock in the evening, and there was no time to eat in the middle; As long as you feel a little depressed, I will call you at the clinic with Hongzhen. As soon as you saw our mother and son, you immediately cheered up and continued to read the patient patiently and carefully. You said I could calm your mood. Later, you went on TV, earnestly preached food safety, raised public awareness and gained social trust. A friend joked: "Dr. Lin came out to replace the voters, but Jenny can't wear miniskirts and shorts any more, or the votes of moralists may run away." "But you smiled and said," I just like her. I'd rather not vote! We are the two most suitable people in the world. Maybe we are not perfect together, but we are lucky to find each other. Choose again, and I will still choose you. However, it is too short to be naive to have more than 10 thousand of you. One day, my brother hugged me and said, "Mom, there is a big stone in my heart. Only when I hug you can I move it slightly. " Actually, I'm not? How hard I tried to let go of your hand when you left. I have been trained in nursing, and I know the importance of those medical instrument data. If I continue to hold you, it will only make you feel worse and won't let us get you back. But in order to appease those children who can't accept the loss of their father immediately, I accepted the request of the hospital to install Yeke membrane for you. Seeing too much infusion and water, your whole body is swollen, and the face lying in bed is not my favorite one, which hurts me. Finally, I told myself that you have been sticking to medical ethics all your life, and you absolutely don't want to waste unnecessary medical resources! So I decided to let the hospital dehydrate you to make you feel better. What remains in our memory at last is your serene appearance and the most handsome face in my heart. The younger brother looks at you and says, "Dad, you are asleep!" " This makes us feel relaxed and calm. After you left, I made a written decision on palliative care and life-sustaining treatment, and I also told the children my choice. If one day, they want to let go of my hand, I hope they don't have too much struggle. I also told this story to my dialysis friend who has been our friend for many years. Everyone can accept and respond. I'm sure you will support me. But life without you is sometimes hard. I woke up in a daze. I know I must do my duty as a mother, but apart from my duty, where is my life hope? What should I live for every day? Until one day, I saw an online movie saying, "You were at the scene during the melamine storm;" You are ... Dr. Lin, the conscience of Taiwan Province Province and the pride of the people of Taiwan Province Province. It's good to have you in Taiwan Province Province. I suddenly woke up. I can't live up to the public's love. I want to live an active life and continue your mission to this society. Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? Dr. Lin's health association is already in preparation. After you left, the food safety problems in Taiwan Province Province surged. I'm glad you didn't see it. You lost a lot of anger and sadness. There is a lot of work to be done at present, and I will always try to continue your thoughts and career, which is the best cure for me. And I still wear miniskirts and high heels every day. As you wish, if there is a public welfare speech or activity that needs to promote food safety, I will try my best to run around; Keep your distance from all the interest groups you care about most. I will always be beautiful for you. -To my late husband, Dr. Lin Liang Jie. This article is published under the authorization of Anning Foundation.