But another Ruan Qing did not expect that day Saturday afternoon, their boyfriend's mother made a phone call over, everything has changed ......
The general content of the phone call is that Zhang Yujie's mother felt that Ruan love hindered the development of Zhang Yujie because of Ruan Qing, Zhang Yujie chose to stay in the country and give up the opportunity to go abroad for further study. The call was about Ruan Qing's mother feeling that Zhang Yujie's development was hindered by the fact that Zhang Yujie chose to stay at home and gave up the opportunity to study abroad because of Ruan Qing. Zhang Yujie is a single parent family, he has never been very concerned about his mother's thoughts, his mother let him leave Ruan Qing ...... that Zhang Yujie will ...... will he leave himself. Zhang Yujie's mom also said, I hope you do not tell this thing to him to hear, I hope you can leave him by yourself. After hanging up the phone, Ruan Qing inexplicably have a sense of disempowerment, they have made eight years of boyfriend, as much as his mother said to break up. Ruan Qing heart can not help but feel funny ...... left the pantry, Ruan Qing cleaned up and cleaned up his face, walked to the desk, and continued to complete the afternoon work. High-intensity work, so that Ruan Qing temporarily forget, noon are unpleasant, to the evening, Ruan Qing returned to the apartment, received a call from his boyfriend. Although the two are in the same city, but a south and a north, the company in different places, they are close to each first rented an apartment, are said to wait for the work to stabilize, in the purchase of a large set of houses, with large floor-to-ceiling windows, live together and then raise a dog, a good life.
"Baby, today the company gave me a bonus, later I will money to your account, you look at what you want to buy, last time that bag you said you like, I also think it's pretty good, want to buy it, your boyfriend I do not lack of money. Although now can not give you too much, but will definitely will give you the best."
"Yu Jie, are you hiding something from me?"
Zhang Yujie froze, "What's wrong, baby, why are you suddenly asking this?"
For this matter of Zhang Yujie's mom calling over. Ruan Qing, felt very tired, but looked at his boyfriend has always been to live together as a goal and work for it Ruan Qing wanted to ask to the edge of the mouth words, but also swallowed back into the mouth. One shouldn't doubt an eight year relationship, the reason why her boyfriend didn't tell her must have his reasons. They are all for their own future and each other's future *** with efforts, Zhang Yujie mom's words, although like a thorn in the heart of Ruan Qing, but look at their boyfriend so progressive appearance, for their own sake, Ruan Qing, thinking which there is what is not suitable ah? Try to work hard, good together, ordinary life in this life is not good? Thinking about Ruan Qing also did not tell his boyfriend's mom to call him.
After hanging up the phone, Ruan Qing went to sleep. But Zhang Yujie's side has a problem. Ever since he had turned down the opportunity to further his education overseas, his own mom had always thought that Ruan Qing was the one who had blocked his path. This made Zhang Yujie feel very distressed, and he knew that his mom would do everything she could to make Ruan Qing leave him, and just today, his mom called again, telling Zhang Yujie to find a chance to tell Ruan Qing to get rid of him. These things Zhang Yujie naturally will not talk to Ruan Qing, he thinks that these family matters should not affect the eight years of feelings between himself and his girlfriend, he also does not think that he will because of such a small thing to break the eight years of love. It wasn't like Zhang Yujie hadn't talked to his own mom about these issues, he had said that he wanted to work harder because of Ruan Ai to get the opportunity to further his education in such a good company now. Also because of Ruan love want to work harder, so that she has a good home, but these compared to the opportunities for further study abroad, in his mother's eyes are not worth mentioning, it seems that it is really all Ruan Qing's fault, to let Zhang Yujie stay in the country, and did not go out of the country such a good opportunity for development.
Ruan Qing thinks she is not a sticky person, she is very understanding, understand the big picture, know the weight, never outside the boyfriend to lose face, and never make things difficult for the boyfriend. She knows that there are some things that she can get by herself and does not try to force others. The reason why Zhang Yujie likes Ruan Qing is also because of this, she knows enough, knows the big picture, knows the big picture. But this was also the point where Zhang Yujie wanted to change Ruan Qing. He hoped that she could be a little more capricious with herself, like a little kid, trying to express herself, relying on herself. They are both working hard for each other, but a month has passed since the phone call, in this month, they have not seen each other once in person except for chatting on WeChat and the occasional video, which makes Ruan Qing, who is naturally insecure, feel powerless, and gradually makes her feel low self-esteem once again. Boyfriend family conditions are superior, but they are a gradual working with their own strength, slowly save money girl. Boyfriend in order to accommodate themselves, often go to some cheap restaurants and eat fast food, boyfriend efforts to pull in the distance between himself and his, so that they will not have so much inferiority complex, but Ruan Qing also know that some times the inferiority complex in the bones, how to erase can not be wiped away.
In this month, Zhang Yujie's mother came to their city, living in Zhang Yujie's home, every day non-stop brainwashing of him, said Ruan Qing hindered his path, said Zhang Yujie because she gave up their future, said because of Ruan love this vixen, Zhang Yujie became unlike the self, no longer the previous thing will be thinking about the first to rush forward, and work hard for the child. A month since Zhang Yujie did not waver a little, has been thinking about how to prove to their own mother to see, let her know that he and Ruan Qing is serious, because of Ruan Qing, Zhang Yujie became better.
But on the morning of the next day, Zhang Yujie did not see his mother inside the home, he thought his mother may be like the usual go to the market to buy some vegetables, in the downstairs with other aunts to talk about it. But what he didn't know was that his own mother had found Ruan Qing's company and was making a scene in the lobby.......
"Where is Ruan Qing? Where is Ruan Qing? Make that vixen come down to see me!!!" Li Fang was at the front desk yelling at the receptionist, saying anything to make Ruan Qing come down to see her. Ruan Qing, who hadn't slept well last night, was already tired from work today, and when she received a call from the receptionist saying that someone was looking for her and had been yelling and screaming, Ruan Qing thought to herself, "Who is it? How can they come to find themselves at this point? Do not know what aunt ah, how will someone in the company made a fuss to find their own it? It is difficult not to be ...... in the heart of Ruan love already have an answer, but she did not dare to think about it, also do not dare to confirm, she only had to hastily put down the hands of the work, the front desk to go ...
"Ruan Qing sister, you finally came, it is her, she has been looking for You, or scolded you vixen, you be careful, go over to see what she is going to say, don't be hurt by her ......"
Ruan Qing recognized Zhang Yujie's mother at a glance, eight years, Zhang Yujie's mother has not changed at all, the maintenance is still so good, and the vixen in his mouth, Ruan Qing and knew that the person she was looking for was herself. Ruan Qing took a deep breath, stepped on high heels to Li Fang walk up "Auntie hello, I am ......"
"Snap!"
The words have not yet fallen, a loud slap sound fell on Ruan Qing's face swollen, clearly visible slap marks fell on Ruan Qing's face.
"You little vixen, I've given you a month to leave my son, if it wasn't for you, how come he hasn't left the country for further studies until now? It's all because you hindered him, if he doesn't develop well, can you afford to pay the responsibility?" Li Fang spoke without mercy, directly talking about Ruan Qing in front of everyone. Ruan Qing's heart was very aggrieved, her eyes were already full of tears, but she gritted her teeth and looked at Li Fang with determination. Just now, when Zhang Yujie's mom came to make trouble, a colleague had already informed Ruan Qing's boyfriend, that is, Zhang Yujie. When Zhang Yujie arrived he saw the side of his mom beating Ruan Qing.
"Mom, how can you hit someone? No matter what, you can't hit Ruan Ai?" Zhang Yujie hurriedly protected Ruan Qing behind himself and looked at his mother with a serious face.
"At this point in time, you're still defending this little vixen, if it wasn't for her, how could you possibly be living in a place that's only this tiny bit big right now? You should be furthering your education abroad by now, you should be able to earn more money, have better treatment, better places to meet better people by now, it's all because of this little vixen that's holding you back, it's all because of her, don't stop me, I'm going to teach her a lesson today and make her leave you." Li Fang pushed Zhang Yujie and kept trying to grab Ruan Qing who was behind Zhang Yujie.
"Enough! Don't make a scene here, go back and talk about it, now in public, you don't mind the shame, enough, stop it!" Zhang Yujie protected Ruan Qing with a hand, not letting his mother hurt his beloved girl.
After a row the company's messages flew up, Zhang Yujie sent his own mother to the car, took Ruan Qing to take an afternoon off, went to the hospital to check the face.
After getting in the car, Zhang Yujie carefully put a seat belt on Ruan Qing. The car was very quiet, Ruan Qing could even hear her own breathing and heartbeat. Zhang Yujie helplessly said
"Baby, I'm sorry, I hid it from you, I didn't tell you before the family prepared for me to go abroad for further study, I thought as long as I refused this matter would be over, but I didn't think that it would still make you suffer, I'm sorry." Ruan Qing didn't say anything and nodded her head, just expressing her understanding, but she felt that there was a place in her heart that gradually started to feel numb.
"Yu Jie, can you take me somewhere?" Ruan Qing said softly to Zhang Yujie with her hand propped up on her chin, looking out the car window.
"Okay, where do you want to go?"
"A school."
A school is their two **** the same college, in freshman into the freshman day, the two of them show each other the heart. From ambiguity, from brothers who called each other brothers became lovers. They had also once said that if they were to break up, they would also have a sense of ceremony, returning to the University of A to say goodbye to their fond memories of the past. The car was suddenly quiet once again, Zhang Yujie incredibly looked at Ruan Qing and said
"Are you serious ...... you really want to?"
"Well...I think well, these eight years, I am also tired." Ruan Qing held back the tears in her eyes and looked at the sunlight outside the car window...today's weather, it really seems like the day they confessed their feelings ah.
After getting out of the car, they held hands and walked on the school's boulevard, each still remembering things from the past. Without realizing it, they walked to the place where they once started.
"Do you really want to?" Zhang Yujie, looking at the girl in front of him. These eight years she did not seem to have changed, but it seems to have changed again. He felt that they really seemed to be getting farther and farther away from each other, as if he had really lost her himself.
"Well, think about it" Ruan Qing raised her head with red eyes and looked at the man in front of her. It seems, just yesterday they just confessed to each other, he is still the same boy, and she is still the same girl, they can be reckless, regardless of the consequences, regardless of the future, regardless of the future, happy to talk about love, they are also still them, but they are no longer them.
Ruan Qing and Zhang Yujie, looking at each other, their eyes are red. Eight years of feelings, from when began to fade it ......
In fact, a month ago, Zhang Yujie's mom's phone call is like an antidote to wake up, Ruan Qing himself. Over the years, Ruan Qing knows the distance between her and Zhang Yujie. His family is wealthy, while Ruan Qing's own is just a poor peasant household. Ruan Qing came to the big city to study hard, to live on borrowed time in other people's homes, to watch other people's faces, which is why she understands why she knows what's important and why she knows what's important. She meets the best boy in her life, on whom she spends her youthful years. Zhang Yujie is like the sun, he has a good superior conditions, will always make the bones of the inferiority complex Ruan Qing feel far away from him, so that she can not catch him. Ruan Qing felt that she was content to stay by his side for the past eight years, she knew that she couldn't hold this boy back any longer, she knew that it was time for her to let go of him, she knew that if there was a chance, maybe they would meet again, but at least for now, it was time for them to part ways. Zhang Yujie knew that he tried hard to make his girlfriend's life a little better, hoping to eliminate the inferiority complex in her bones. But he also knew that he had failed to do so, and had even allowed his own mother to humiliate her and hurt her, and he knew that he had let his girl down, and he also knew that he had lost her.
Zhang Yujie reached out and hugged the girl in front of him slightly crying and said
"After the separation you must remember to eat on time, your stomach is not good must eat breakfast, and do not eat too spicy things at night, I'm not there must take good care of themselves. Qingqing ...... you must be separated from me?"
"Yu Jie maybe Auntie is right, it's me who delayed your development, maybe without me, you should now be the big boss of some company, right? Haha...I will definitely take care of myself, you should also take care of yourself ...... I am too low self-esteem, I know I am not worthy of you, I am also working hard, trying hard to want to develop for us in the future, but it seems like there is really no way to erase the distance between us. Auntie is right, I've held you back, you should go abroad to develop, you should have a better future, instead of staying by my side, just a small white-collar worker in a company."
"Yu Jie, I'm sorry, for your own sake, and for my sake, let's break up..."
Ruan Qing held back, tears back to embrace Zhang Yujie, and painfully said these words.
Break up ...... What a cruel three words. Zhang Yujie loosened the embrace of Ruan Qing's hand turned to leave.
Soon after, Ruan Qing left the company, he went to do the self-media development, traveling around, shooting videos, writing copy ... and Zhang Yujie? He went abroad, Ruan Qing in the circle of friends to see that he is now living a good life, living in a foreign country on the beach, with large floor-to-ceiling windows, but also raised a golden retriever. Every time I see Ruan Qing will always be in a low mood. Seeing his life is good, and will start to feel that maybe he was right to leave, he has a better life, he should be happy and happy for her.
Three years later, A school celebration. Ruan Qing was invited back to the school as an alumnus to shoot a promotional video for the school. Now Ruan Qing is living a good life, he has a small single apartment, life is self-sufficient, very leisurely. After receiving the invitation, she agreed without saying a word.
Back to school, looking at the energetic students, Ruan Qing can not help but recall how he was when he first enrolled in school. I was also ignorant at that time, excited, sunny, to the university all things are full of yearning for their own side, there is a him. How to think of him again... Ruan Qing hammered her head in annoyance. I don't know how he is now, Ruan Qing opened the WeChat circle of friends, clicked on Zhang Yujie's avatar, his last circle of friends is still stuck in the last month, that is he just learned to surf at the beach to take a video. Ruan Qing looked at him, his nose could not help but sour, gently sighed.
"What's wrong, why are you looking at my video and sighing?" A familiar voice sounded behind Ruan Qing. Ruan Qing incredibly wide eyes, fierce to turn around, turn around to see is that familiar face.
These three years, the years took away the tenderness of Zhang Yujie, giving him a mature and stable feelings, looking at the man in front of him, Ruan Qing forced tears trembling voice asked
"How are you here?"
"I'm an alumnus ah, come back to be interviewed for publicity, after all, now is a successful person, it's nothing strange right." Zhang Yujie straightened his sleeves, looked at the girl in front of him and said. Changed, the feeling became confident.
"Let's go, the principal is still waiting for us in the office." Zhang Yujie took the lead to break the embarrassment and walked in front.
The video of Zhang Yujie's surfing in Ruan Qing's cell phone is still replaying non-stop, and when she came back to her senses, Zhang Yujie had already walked in front, and Ruan Qing hurriedly turned off the video to follow him.
After a few pleasantries in the office, they got down to business, with Ruan Qing filming and interviewing other alumni, and the others cooperating with her. After the conversation, everyone left. Ruan Qing decided to walk around the campus to familiarize herself with the filming location and see where the scenes were taken. Just as she went out, she realized that Zhang Yujie was still at the door, and Zhang Yujie raised his eyes to see her and said
"Let's go, I'll accompany you."
As if there is a tacit understanding, Zhang Yujie always knows what Ruan Qing is thinking. Ruan Qing didn't say much, so she let Zhang Yujie follow her.
They were shoulder to shoulder, walking from the school building to the boulevard, and then from the playground to the cafeteria, looking around the campus a little bit at a time. Ruan Qing would take pictures when she saw the right ones and record the location. Looking at the place where the scene was picked, looking for the light. Zhang Yujie looked at her serious look, his heart tightened, he felt that her beloved little girl had really grown up.
"Say, why are you looking at the video of me surfing and sighing today?"
Nguyen Ai, who was looking for light, froze for no reason and almost choked on his saliva, saying
"I didn't sigh, I I just brushed it to take a look." Said and said from the root of the ear has been red to the neck.
Zhang Yujie laughed and sighed walked to Ruan Qing and gently scraped her nose and said
"You ah you, look at you, as long as you lie, you will be red from the root of the ear all the way to the neck. Besides, that friend circle of mine is from a month ago, how can you brush it, you can't brush the video from a month ago, right?"
Ruan Qing was like being poked and prodded in the center, her face stomped like a ripe apple, red, embarrassed, her hands did not know where to swing. Zhang Yujie looked at the girl in front of him, she has not changed at all, still the same, can not stand to be teased.
"Qing Qing, I miss you, three years, there is not a day that I do not miss you." Zhang Yujie stood up straight, looked at the girl in front of him, stared earnestly into her eyes, and said y.
"You do not have to rush to answer me, I just want to tell you, I still like you. Three years ago that one, don't, until now I still want to be at your side to take care of you, I will always think, you will be alone will not eat well, have not taken care of themselves, I am afraid that you will be snatched by someone else, so I am also always pay attention to your circle of friends, pay attention to your movements. I missed you, so I came back, I came to find you." Zhang Yujie slowly reached out and hugged the girl in front of him, this hug he had wanted for three years. These three years he was abroad, whether it was to study or to start his own business, as long as he was in a difficult time, he would always think of Ruan Qing's smiling face, it seemed that thinking of her made things feel less sad, and he would have more motivation to think about hurrying to settle himself down and return to his country to find his beloved girl. Now that he had done it and he was back, he hoped that his beloved girl, likewise, was still thinking of him in her heart. Until she saw her today, she was sure, perhaps they really did not put down each other.
Ruan Qing suddenly froze when she smelled the familiar flavor, this flavor, she missed for three years. When she was once again held in her arms, she realized that it was so reassuring, so solid. She felt that these three years of wandering heart, finally have a place to rest, she learned that he is also like herself also did not let go of him, Ruan Qing can not help but small sobs.
The people in the arms of a cry, Zhang Yujie suddenly panicked, said
"You don't cry ah, if you don't agree with even if, it doesn't matter, I just want to tell you, I really want you, I still like you, if you reject me also has no relationship ...... "
The words have not fallen, suddenly a soft warm things pasted on his lips. Zhang Yujie reflected, Ruan Qing kissed him...meaning that his beloved girl was just like him, they also still miss each other and miss each other.
Zhang Yujie, happy to respond to his girl's kiss deepened constantly, seems to want to the three years of thoughts and love through this kiss little by little to pass to the other side, their lips rubbing tongue intertwined ...... until Ruan Qing to breathe over, only to let go of her. The sunlight penetrated down through the tree tops, like the weather on the day they entered school to express their feelings for each other. Zhang Yujie smiled and hugged his girl. They both knew that they had missed three years of each other, and Ruan Qing knew that her low self-esteem had made her miss out on Zhang Yujie. And Zhang Yujie also knew that because he hadn't been able to give Ruan Qing a sense of security, he had made Ruan love miss out on him. Now well, three years they found the reason for each other, these three years are not completely in vain
"I love you."
In the movie Love, Rosie, it says, "As long as it's you in the end." Luckily, I didn't miss you, and luckily, you're still in the same place.
Perhaps these three years have taught Ruan Qing and Zhang Yujie about low self-esteem and insecurity, and maturity or steadiness, have taught them
"You don't have to be much better, I like it; I don't have to be much better, you don't mind it."