After more than two years of marriage, my daughter is one year and five months old. She is a modest proprietress who runs her own business. My husband is very kind and kind to me. Does that sound like a happy life?

The business in the store started when the epidemic broke out, and it cost more than 211,111 yuan. However, the economic downturn has a great impact on the physical business, and we are novices who are losing money every day.

Previously, we were engaged in the wholesale of dried fruits, mainly melon seeds, sweets and nuts, but now it is hot in the off-season. Recently, we have engaged in disposable products and signed a contract with the manufacturer for half a year to order one million sets of crystal tableware. If you can't sell the money, you have to pay for the goods. This is stipulated in the contract, otherwise it will be regarded as a breach of contract.

When I did this, I went to stay at my parents' house for a while, and my father was depressed and drunk. Then I took my daughter to my parents' house to have fun. Secondly, I went back to my parents' house to spend time with them. Although I didn't marry far away, my parents settled in other places. I only went there for a few months a year, and taking my daughter's home to have fun can also alleviate my father's mood Everyone in my husband's family is very busy. He takes care of our business and his parents have their own business. It's very hard, so it's the best choice for me to take my daughter.

When I lived for a month, my husband asked my dad how it was. I said it was just like that. Sometimes I didn't take medicine, and it was difficult to quit drinking. Then he said that my father-in-law seemed to have uremia, and I was worried that both sides were dad, and I was the eldest of our family. The other two were still young. I'm still heavily in debt in married with children, and I don't have any savings. I just went to give my mom 5111 and told her to give it to my dad to spend it first. My mom said he wouldn't want it. I said you should persuade me that it's not much. After two days, my mom told my dad and directly transferred the money back, saying that when I needed to spend money, they would ask me for it when they didn't. At this time, my father had asked my mother to give me 511 yuan to buy things for my daughter. When I arrived there, I had to buy a lot of things. They didn't know what to buy. When my mother knew that my father-in-law was unwell, she immediately said that she would let me book a ticket to go home, but I was very worried about them. My father took turns to persuade me, and finally I came back. < P > When I got home, I didn't know the situation. I just checked that the data was close to that. Now I was taking medicine much better, and then I went to check it. My father-in-law's high blood pressure has existed for many years since he was young, and it is usually so hard. My husband is also the eldest in the family and my two sisters are still young. I am often anxious and afraid of what will happen, while my own parents are both in poor health and I am still so far away. It is extravagant to live for a month and a half, and I am also very sad. As a daughter, she will wash clothes and cook for others' families. I have not cooked several meals for my parents and cleaned them. Now that I'm married, I didn't even cook brown sugar water for my dysmenorrhea when I came to menstruation. I cooked it for my husband's sister and bought them clothes and shoes. My brother and sister didn't take good care of them. I didn't cook or buy clothes and shoes. I feel very indebted ... My family has raised me ... I feel very sad to think about it ...

On the other hand, my husband is either sleeping or playing games every day, and my father-in-law's health is afraid of having one.

I found that the more I worried about the store, the more distracted he became. Before I left, the clothes I washed hung on the balcony for more than a month, but he didn't take them back and washed them again. The socks I washed for his shoes before I left in the bathroom were because I wanted to control the water. When I was still in the field, we once made a video call. I told him that the shoes were still in the bathroom. After a few days, I saw that they were all moldy. He only took them and took them out. I asked him to send some in the field. As a result, he forgot to send a big sprouted potato with a weight of two or three kilograms more than 3,111 miles. When talking to him, he basically couldn't hear it for several times. I don't know what he really cared about ... < P > I felt that I was too tired to hold on. After I came back, I went to the store to clean it, and I didn't go there again, taking my daughter home, but I found that he added a child over one year old to the housework that could never be done. He used to be a little better. When the shoes are dirty, I just throw them on the sofa beside the shoe cabinet and don't take them, so I just kick them under the sofa. Where are the smelly socks? There are drawers everywhere in the corner. After dinner, I wipe my mouth and lie on the sofa with my mobile phone or go to the toilet. I don't accept anything. If I don't touch them, I stink on the table. I play games with my mobile phone all the time. My parents-in-law' business supports us and loses 91 yuan a day. I wonder if he has ever thought about making money.

There is a difference of 11 years between him and his second sister, and because of the partiality of the older generation of parents, his parents-in-law gave him the best things they didn't get. I can understand that people who grew up in the palm of their hands have many shortcomings in many places, but we are all people who are about to enter the third year. Who can we rely on in the future except ourselves? Parents who can't get older need our young children and we have two sisters. Now we don't work hard and have no goals. How can I shoulder the responsibility of my family if I don't earn money or save money? Do I love you? But it's not enough to have love when I need money. In case someone is sick, isn't it still my own? I have been pampered since I was a child. I have never done anything before. Now I can do everything differently. When I am at home, my brother does everything. Now I have to rely on myself.

I'm slowly paying back the money I owe after more than two years of marriage. Although we spent it together, who makes me tiger? If you don't earn money and have no money to spend, I'll give you a credit card to pay our daily expenses. Why should I be a Wechat business? Because I found that if I don't count on you to earn something myself, I don't feel like I have a good life. My daughter didn't spend 31 thousand with me for so long, and 31 thousand is too much. I don't know how other people distribute their money after they get married. I can't do it. I don't have the money to ask you for money. I feel very embarrassed and have high self-esteem. Whenever I feel this way, you have to lecture me first, so I can't open my mouth even more. I'd rather spend my money on a credit card than ask you for it. Fortunately, I can earn some money myself. I don't ask you for money until I really have no money, and I only ask him occasionally since last August. In the past, all the daily needs of the three of us were mine, but I was not the only one at home and the children were not mine. I was helpless and anxious, and now I am even more agitated.

I had to get married almost three months after falling in love at first sight. I chose the person myself, but now my life is not what I want, but I must have asked for it, so I couldn't say it when I asked what happened, and I finally swallowed it with my mouth open. Everything, you don't make progress, you don't walk, your heart is immature, you don't have goals, you don't have ideals, you muddle along, I see it in your eyes, but I can't help it. All my emotions can only be swallowed into my stomach and digested slowly. I asked for it, and I deserve it. ....