I sympathize with your situation. I think Amitabha is more sympathetic and knows your situation better.

From this incident, we can see the psychology that ordinary people often have. It is not right to start a company to convert to Buddhism in order to earn more money. Of course, it does not mean that you should not make money if you convert to Buddhism. To convert to Buddhism, we must have a correct understanding and believe in karma. You do it according to the right blessing, and you don't ask for it. That's all. We Buddhists don't want to be rich and expensive. If we hit it, it will come naturally. If not, it will be very troublesome to ask for it. If we only wanted peace at the beginning, instead of making a fortune, how could we lose millions? If you seek peace, you will live a good life. How nice it is to seek a pure land in peace and security. However, fortunately, you have such a fate, and you can know that it is very worthwhile to change 2 million for a Buddha to become a Buddha.

I can hardly give you a definite answer to your question. Of course, I look forward to the same wish as you, and it depends on the blessing of Amitabha. However, you may not know what is best for you. You are still devoted to Amitabha and bear all the consequences.

I have come into contact with several people. They used to be in prison. They are very devout and dedicated in chanting Buddha. They also recite Buddha a lot every day and know the truth of the Dharma. Later, when I got out of my cell, I started to do business to make money. After a long time, I didn't read Buddhism very much, and I felt that something was wrong, and I was dragged in by the five desires. They even said that it is better to go to jail if they think of this, and it is very quiet to read Buddha in it. Therefore, personal karma is hard to say.

Now you feel that you can't hold your head up, but it's good to lower your head and recite the Buddha. The debt of 2 million yuan is like two heavy bricks on your shoulders, which makes you lower your head, feel inferior to others, feel that life is forced, and feel that life is bitter, so that you can have motivation to read Buddhism; If you take these two bricks away, your head will be raised, and everything will be fine. Maybe you won't be chanting Buddha much. Of course, this is a kind of reasoning. Amitabha knows exactly what the outcome will be, so you can rely on Amitabha wholeheartedly.

I don't shy away from the problem of debt. I say to my friends, "My state is like this. What do you think?". I can forgive as much as I can, but I can't forgive you for working with you. You can sue me for a lawsuit or go to jail. "This is already the case. You are sincere and not lazy. Life can also be seen from a longer distance, "I can help you read Buddha", of course, these words may not be believed by the other party. In a word, I sincerely wish that it would be best if I could solve the debt in this life, but I can't. When I get to the pure land, I will come back to get rid of their bliss.