I'm engineering male. I don't have the literary talent to tease skirts, any language organization ability, and no love for life like rice. I write this post just to record my life, which may be messy.
Ok, let's start writing the text now. I got a call from my boss when I was working in the company two days ago. Our department often travels. I run outside from beginning to end of the year, and it is rare to work in the company for a few days. Lying alone in the sleeper, the 40-hour drive made me feel a little uncomfortable. It is rare to calm down and sum up my life in recent years.
Worked unconsciously for three years. I have an easy job and a comfortable life. I have an above-average salary in Hangzhou, which is more than enough. Friends occasionally show envious eyes and look at my slightly swollen belly. There seems to be a growing trend. Sometimes I am satisfied with my dull and boring life. Just like a calm lake, even if it occasionally falls into a few stones, it will splash.
However, all this is slowly killing my fighting spirit, forgetting the future pressure, and even making me lose the motivation to make progress. This seemingly calm lake water makes me forget how rough the bottom of the lake is and how many rapids swirl, just like a frog boiling in warm water, which makes me die peacefully.
Just out of school that grandiose words, but also with the passing youth gradually forgotten. My ideal of youth has been castrated by this crab society, just as old boys sang: I only have numbness without the blood of that year, and my ideal has withered before it blooms.
I don't want to live such a dull life, without a trace of passion, which makes people numb and decadent.
Friends, do you still remember your initial dreams and the vows you made when you left school? If you forget, I hope you can pick up your dream again and renew your fighting spirit. Let's fight!