In January, I finally decided to leave Shanghai, knowing from the bottom of my heart that I don't care. Look at the scenery outside, maybe my home is better;
In January, I used to like to marry a girl who confessed. I took many photos of her and stayed with her all the way. At the groom's house, I asked her: What do you want to say? She said, I want to go home. Now that we have broken up, we only want to be good to each other;
In January, my closest cousin got married. I watched him grow up. When I watched my child embark on the journey of marriage, I suddenly felt that my heart had always been like a child, a third-year child.
In February, the Spring Festival, I haven't watched the Spring Festival Gala for a long time. I watched it once with my mother. From the beginning to the end, the program is still very good, but there is no such joyful and noisy atmosphere. Ps: The epidemic situation has closed the city, so there is no need to pay a New Year call.
In March, family conflicts, I almost killed my father with a knife. I don't hate him, but I feel powerless. Twenty years of endless quarrels, pain is like an abyss, pulling everyone in;
In April, the epidemic eased, everything became optimistic, and I became silent. I only ate two meals a day, each with only a small bowl of rice and a small dish.
In May, stepping on the end of spring, strolling around the city, holding a camera and taking pictures of some flower trees;
In June, my friend wanted to open a shop. The one who got married at the beginning of the year, I decided to give it a try and start a new life. We started to operate the market, choose raw materials, set prices and look for shops .....;
In July, the store opened, a restaurant and snack bar, but the business was not very good. The boss next door said the location was not good.
In August, college roommates got married. I'm glad, but I didn't drink too much. My best friend in college found a female ticket, but I always can't remember the name. I feel a little pain for no reason. The person who used to do funny things with me and climb mountains together for the New Year has also found a home. This time he is serious. I think I am really bisexual;
In September, I thought I was free to open a shop, but I found that everything was not satisfactory. I had several conflicts with my friends, and suddenly I felt that one sentence was right: "The forest that Xu Zhimo fell in love with is not the forest standing in front of him." If people get too close for too long, it will be imperceptibly presented, and yoga will not cover up their own flaws;
10, the store seems to be slowly on the right track, but opening a store is really tiring. Maybe we are not suitable for this line of work, so we decided to give up. Somehow I was a little angry, as if I finally knew how bad I was.
1 1 month, surgery, I decided to do an underarm surgery to reduce my biochemical attack intensity. The operation went smoothly, but the postoperative recovery was not smooth. Lying in bed for a month, I found myself more and more calm, and many past events emerged one by one. In fact, the wind does not move, the sail does not move, and the benevolent person is moved;
12 months, the wound is still healing, but I finally took the first step. I began to attend the interview invited by the first company on Christmas Day. I don't know if it was successful. Anyway, I talked with the HR director for three hours, waiting for the interview of the department director. Walking on the streets of Wuhan, it seems that the epidemic has never happened. People come and go, so nothing happened, right?