? After a silence for a while, an idea came to my mind. I want to find a tree hole and talk to it about my mind. I want to pour out the bad emotions accumulated in my heart. At the moment, I am so fragile, I feel deeply hurt and embarrassed by my wrong choice. It's written. It's already in tears. Specially chose the music to cure physical and mental fatigue as the background music.
I like to talk to myself quietly, and when I am with myself, I feel very comfortable even if I am lonely. Although I am particularly tired and helpless, I also long for a warm person to give me a hug or encouragement, but I am not persistent and let everything happen.
? After contacting the boss and colleagues of the new company, I felt the obstacles and difficulties in my progress, because I saw a lot of self in each other's body. I felt that communication between us was very difficult. I often felt that my new job was chaotic, and I didn't feel the discipline and rigor of the organization and the consistency of words and deeds. Everyone did their own things. Many sections of the company were not mature, there were many loopholes, and many objective factors were not transferred by personal will. After half a month's work, I feel that my work is different from my own expectations, because I have invested time, money and energy, and I am optimistic about the industry itself. I have the idea of leaving and stop at my thoughts. I want to find a new breakthrough, but I think the biggest obstacle is the friends who lead me into the company.
? At present, the biggest obstacle to this job is that my body can't stand it, and my energy can't keep up ... I just lay in bed for a while after writing here
? Later, I was distracted by the news from my colleagues. I came out from the hotel and ate in a nearby restaurant. While waiting for the meal, the background music "The light of dawn passed through the night ..." was very appropriate. I pulled back to my conversation and remembered the self-dialogue I had just written in the middle.
? At the moment, the meal is served. It looks delicious. There is a self-healing Daoxiao Noodles in Henan Province. I started to eat it ...
? That's all for today. Thank you for staying with me when I needed it most.