After reading your story, it really moved me a little. I can see that you are a very filial person. In order to repay your parents, you do not hesitate to shoulder all the pain on yourself, but this is not the way. Now that you want your parents to live a good life, I think you should be strong. Since you want your parents to have a peaceful old age, you can't be so depressed anymore, otherwise you can't do anything well. In fact, if you really can't bear it. It's not impossible for friends to share the burden for you and pray for comfort from others, which can also reduce your burden. Besides, you said you wanted to change careers, and you also said you understood that you didn't have any other skills after changing careers, so why did you change careers again? Don't give up just because you don't like this profession? If that's the case, I can only say that you haven't fully matured and don't know how to adapt to this society. Maybe I'm exaggerating, but please understand that I can only remind you now. I think you should continue to do this job, gradually develop the habit of saving, and learn some skills you like in your spare time. You are still young, so don't worry so much. When you have some funds, you can transfer again, otherwise you can transfer now.

As for talking about girlfriends, you don't have to talk about it on purpose. People who are predestined will naturally come together. When she really loves you, she won't care about your other problems.

Well, that's it. In fact, you can solve it as long as you think about it carefully. Since a person has come to this world, he must have his meaning. No matter who he is, he is the same and has troubles. Be optimistic. O (\)