I finally understand your good and bitter ingredients. 1 Very naughty when I was a child. There are always many things I can't understand. You always criticize me when I do something wrong. I don't know why my father gave up his quality job and chose to take care of me. I don't know why my mother works far away instead of staying with me.
I remember that I was six years old that year. You sent me to Guangdong to study in order to reunite our family, and you also found a job. However, you let me work half a day, stay at school at noon and take me home for a long time at night. When I first started studying, you were always worried that I would be bullied by my classmates at school, so you always called the teacher to ask me how I was doing at school. But after all, I am a foreign child, and my classmates are not very good to me. In order to make me have a certain position in the class, you always help me with my homework, which makes my grades better and better. Teachers like me more and more and always like to tease me, which also makes me a monitor.
However, once during our lunch break, I found a cannon in my pocket. I secretly pulled the rope. "bang!" "The noise is so loud that some students burp with fear. I suddenly got scared. When I was about to frame someone, the teacher grabbed me, criticized me and hit you. When the school bus took me home after school in the afternoon, I was particularly afraid that you would scold me. However, I suddenly found out how the small restaurant in front of the alley became a "nail shop". I walked in and found that this alley was not the one I used to take home! I went upstairs and knocked on the door of 403. I found an old couple living in it. I rushed out, but my face was full of tears and my heart was hollowed out. I rushed to the side of the road and thought you didn't want me. I stood there crying. I was very sad at that time. I just want to go to the middle of the road, leave with regret, and then come to you with my soul, but I dare not. At this time, the owner of the "nail shop" saw that I had been crying and went forward to ask. I told him one by one. He looked at my student ID card and called my dad. My dad ran to pick me up in a panic. " Silly boy, what brings you here? "He asked anxiously. I didn't speak, just shed tears. He wiped away my tears with his hand and comforted me.
The next day, he took a day off and took me to the amusement park. I was very happy at that time, not because I could go to the amusement park, but because my parents still wanted me and they still loved me. A few days later, I realized that the school bus had sent me to the wrong place. Because of this, my father had a big fight with the school.
Now I have long understood why my father criticized me for doing something wrong and then gave up his job to take care of me, because all this is because he loves me very much and hopes that I will appear and get ahead in the future.
I finally understand your good and bitter ingredients. The night is very cold, the rain is very fine, and a lonely soul cries silently under the dim street lamp.
"Look, the kite flies so high." A girl happily told her father that both father and daughter's faces were filled with happy smiles. This scene is familiar, but now, my father is always that cold face, without a trace of brilliance.
"You just know how to play, look at the scores of the last exam and stay at home for me." Dad slammed the door and left. Playing is a child's nature, how can you stop my happiness! The more I think about it, the more wronged I am. A few hot tears slipped quietly, and only tears understood my heart. So, I started reading. Although I am forced, I often feel very interesting when I swim in the sea of books. In the middle of the night, there are always two rooms with lights on, and a cup of hot milk is unconsciously placed on the table. However, these are not enough to impress me. I hate my father.
The breeze swept the dead leaves, and then it flew up one by one, showing off its last beauty. The persimmon trees in that class are still very strong. They were planted with my father when I was a child. Time flies. In a blink of an eye, ten years passed. Every season, persimmons will show a golden smile and smile at people. This year, too, I suddenly wanted to eat them, so I had to ask my father for help. However, I hesitated. Finally, I moved the ladder myself and tried to climb it, but I accidentally fell off the ladder, which was very painful. At the moment, it seems that a figure is looking at me in a hurry. Sure enough, the next day, there were more persimmons on the table. Is that him?
Walking into the children, I heard him muttering to his mother, "My daughter finally knows how to study. I'm so happy. Let's invite jiaozi today. My daughter likes it very much. " Suddenly, I don't know why, my eyes are moist.
Looking at the noise of the children on the road, I seem to be in two worlds with them, and the noise of running seems meaningless. Wouldn't it be better to learn more and work hard for future happiness? With books as my companion, I finally understand your good intentions.
Under the dim street lamp, there are three of us walking. I don't know when a few more wrinkles appeared on my father's face. Although very shabby, but mostly happy.
I finally understand your bitter composition 3. The invisible wind is blowing and the window slams. Like my heart, it seems to congeal the blood flowing in me. ...
My consciousness is gradually blurred, but I am still repeating a sentence in my heart: "I hate you!" " "
All I know is that I have a high fever and haven't eaten all day. When you are not at home and no one takes care of me, you suddenly feel that I have been abandoned by you. You only stare at your work, work, even more important than my body? ! From then on, I felt that my father was not my safe haven, and it was on this day that countless hatred accumulated for you broke out completely.
"bang!" The door was opened. You called my name, but I didn't answer. I just moved a little. You walked quickly to the bed, touched my forehead and asked me if I had a fever. I was in a hurry to find medicine, pour water, feed me medicine and eat. There was a flash of revenge in my heart. Even if you are nice to me now, I will never forgive you again.
When I woke up again, there was a beautiful alarm clock beside my bed. I didn't delve into where it came from. I just got dressed and went downstairs. You cooked the meal and looked at me apologetically. I ignored your existence and went straight to dinner. You stayed there in amazement and didn't know what to do. I secretly sneer: now I know that I love you dearly and shouldn't have left me alone at home. After dinner, I went upstairs and downstairs without saying a word. I saw you and shook my head helplessly. Look at your mess, you must be in a hurry to take care of me before you go home and change! My heart suddenly trembled and I didn't stay long before I went upstairs.
After this incident, I began to be lukewarm to you and always loved to go against you. You say east, I rely on west; You said that girls should eat and drink regularly, and I always speak loudly. You said the room should be tidied up, but I made a mess of it. Sometimes when I listen to your nagging, I will yell, "Are you bored? ……"
Until one day, I passed by your work place and saw you moving things hard. Sweating, running around, not idle for a moment. I don't know if there is dust flying in the workshop or something, and my vision is gradually blurred. Since then, my attitude towards you has improved a lot. Every time I hear you say that your body is sour, I feel distressed and want to help you beat your back and rub your shoulders. I don't hate you that much!
Later, I accidentally asked about the alarm clock, and my mother said, "Dad bought it for you. We are all busy and have no time to take care of you. Dad was afraid that no one would wake you up in the morning, so he bought this alarm clock specially ... Speaking of which, I sobbed. Dad didn't abandon me. He has been caring for me and taking care of me. Give me all the good things; My clothes are always brand-new, and his are always worn out! Dad, I know you work hard to make me live a happy life! Dad, I understand, I finally understand your good intentions!
Dad, I will treat you well, listen to you and be a good boy in the future.
Dad, I love you!
At noon, the fiery red sun hangs high in the blue sky.
I ate snacks with relish in my room and watched cartoons. When I was away, I became a veritable "house girl".
"Take her to exercise more, and stay at home and you will get fat!" This is the familiar voice of mother. "Where to go? She is too lazy, she won't. " "Just to prevent her from staying at home more, let you take her to exercise and climb the lion's brain mountain!" "ok!" Dad's answer is yes. Dad came out and said to me, "son, go out and exercise, don't stay at home all the time." How about Dad taking you to climb the mountain? "Dad's words aroused my interest:" Is there anything interesting on the mountain? ""of course! " "Then let's go now! "
I started off, jumping all the way with excitement. When I arrived in Caiwa community, my "delicate" body could not stand it. I asked my father feebly, "Dad, how far is it?" "It's far away, keep walking, don't back down!" Dad's harsh words forced me to obey.
Walking into the mountains, a cool mountain breeze came to my face, and I was extremely excited with beautiful reverie. Through hard work, along the mountain road, we finally reached the highway, and we began to walk up along the highway. The hot sun above us scorched us, without the shade of green leaves, letting the sun shine at will.
Because it is too hot, I can't hold on any longer. I can't see clearly in front of me, and my head hurts slightly. I quickly sat down on a stone to rest. If I climb again, I am afraid I will be exhausted. I begged my father: "Dad, please leave me alone!" " I really can't hold on, let's go home! "Unexpectedly, it was my father's resolute opposition and answered me:" No! Come here to exercise, get up and keep climbing! "Dad is like a serious officer at the moment. I want to make one last plea: "Please, Dad, I really have no strength!" " "I was so anxious that I shed a few tears of disappointment. "No is no! You can't do things by halves! Success is just around the corner, but you turn a blind eye! We must persist in doing things to the end, and persistence is victory! "
Yes, you can't give up halfway, only persistence is victory! Thought of here, I stood up and walked to the top of the mountain! This time, I forgot all the difficulties such as fatigue and heat. It was my father's words that encouraged me and gave me perseverance and determination to succeed.
Finally, I climbed to the top of the mountain with firm determination and overlooked the beautiful scenery below. I felt the joy of success. I couldn't help shouting down: "I finally climbed up!" " "At this time, I also understand why my father insisted on climbing up. All this is my father's deep love for me! He told me to take good exercise so that I wouldn't get sick. Everything my father did was for my own good!
The breeze blew slowly, and I gave my father a grateful look. At this moment, I finally understood my father's good intentions!
I finally understand your good intentions. I finally understand your good intentions.
Now I am confident, cheerful and generous, but five years ago I was completely isolated from these words. Just because I presided over a flag-raising ceremony, I changed ...
When I was in primary school, my personality and study were excellent. The only thing I'm afraid of communicating with people is that my voice is smaller than that of mosquitoes. Speaking in front of everyone is simply a word "worry". The teacher sees it in his eyes and is anxious in his heart. Finally, one day after school, the class teacher came to me and said, "You will host the flag-raising ceremony next week, so go back and make good preparations." "Me? I ... I can't ... "I was surprised and scared, and I couldn't say clearly. "Don't try how do you know? That's settled. " The teacher said firmly.
"I know the process and content, but so many people are listening. It would be embarrassing if something happened. What should I do? " I was thinking in fear and trembling on my way home. After returning home, in order to live up to the teacher's expectations, I still practiced repeatedly in front of the mirror.
The next morning, the teacher asked me to rehearse in front of the whole class temporarily. "ah!" I was so scared that my palms were sweating, my brain was blank, I looked around, but I couldn't say a word, and the result was as expected-I blew it. I glanced at the teacher again. I didn't mean to criticize me, but I had a lot of ideas. After sitting down, I was very unhappy. "How can the teacher let me host? I'm definitely not up to the task. Hey, I let the teacher down, but how can I change this self-confidence problem? "
One noon passed in my conflict, and when I returned to the classroom in the afternoon, I found a CD and a letter on the desk. The letter wrote: xxx is inevitably nervous when talking to so many people for the first time. The teacher knows that this is also a big challenge for you. But if you overcome it, you will gain as much as you are nervous in preparation. The teacher believes you. Don't be afraid, don't shrink back, and try to show your best side to your classmates. Come on! Attachment: CD is the performance of students when they raised the flag before. You can learn from it. Of course, you can do better than them.
After reading it, a warm current flows in my heart, and I feel full of strength and confidence. "Yes, why can't I? This hosting is both an opportunity and a challenge for me. The key is whether I should take this step bravely. " With this in mind, I practiced hard, and slowly I amplified my voice, held my head high and felt extremely confident. After such practice, I performed very well at the flag-raising ceremony and won applause and praise from teachers and students.
With this successful experience, in my later study and life, I won many opportunities to show myself, gradually became confident and generous, and let others know me more comprehensively. Teacher, I finally understand your good intentions: you are a rose garden, and it is your responsibility to make me full of vitality; You are a clear spring, and it is your favorite that makes me turn over a new leaf; You are also a swaying flower in the desert, teaching me to establish an independent and confident landscape and move on in the distance.
I finally understand your good and bitter ingredients. When I was 6 years old, you were the person I hated the most. When I grow up, you are my favorite person. When I was a child, you were the person I was most afraid of. When I grow up, you are the closest person to me. When I was a child, you were my most suspicious person. When I grow up, you are the person I trust most. It's not that you have changed, but that you have grown up. I finally understand your good intentions.
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Summer is always so hot, as if a lively child is crazy but doesn't know how to stop. I suffered a lot in this season when I was a child. I always like to put my hand into the air hole of the fan, and then you will slap my face with those big hands, and I will retract my hand in pain. You said, "How can a child play such a dangerous action and have to break his hand in the future!" " "I covered my hot face with tears and pointed at you and said," I hate you, you are a bad person! " "You froze, but I ran out the door. That year, you were fierce and heartless in my heart.
When I was a child, you liked to take me to your house every summer vacation. At that time, I heard my mother say that your pupils would fade when you came, and I was in a panic. Because in my memory, you have never smiled at me, you have never been kind to me, and you have never cared about me. Your expression is always so dull, as if you have never laughed. I don't know if it's for me or for everyone. You always let me stay in your house for a summer vacation, get up early every day, eat early, and then do yard exercises. You always sit in the yard with me, I do the problems and you read. I remember when I was a child, I was always playful and my grades were poor. Whenever you see my practice, you always keep a straight face and say nothing. This is also a signal that I can't help cursing. When I was a child, I was always afraid of doing problems and meeting you. From the bottom of my heart, your dullness always scares me, always scares me.
When I was a child, whenever my things were lost in your house, you were the first person I suspected. In my heart, only you are the kind of person with a pockmarked face and no heart. Although I found out later, I didn't feel guilty because I wronged you. At that time, you were my most suspicious person and my least trusted person.
Later, when I grew up and walked into the middle school, I found that your strict requirements for me when I was a child were more conducive to my daily communication and study, and gave me a lot of help in my life. Since childhood, you have taught me more honesty and integrity with my strictness. The exercises you taught me since I was a child laid a foundation for me. Although I am not particularly outstanding, at least I have my strengths and advantages. I finally understand your good intentions. In fact, it's not your fierceness, but your academic qualifications and requirements. Let me gradually hone and strengthen in my growth.
When I was a child, I always envied others to have grandpa's care and love. When I grow up, I am always proud that I have an educated grandfather. I always understand many things when I grow up, and I finally understand your good intentions.
I finally understand your bitter composition 7. The person who loves us the most and is closest to us in this world is you-mom. When I was a child, you were very strict with me, but when I grew up, I finally understood your good intentions.
That year, the cold wind outside the window sounded creepy, and I was enjoying the warmth in the warm bed at this time.
"Get up! Hurry up! " A shrill voice came into my ears.
"Mom, get up so early? Frozen to death! "
"You go out to buy food, we have all eaten, besides, it's still early! Get up! " A word command is the most terrible, so we have to get up, dress and brush our teeth. ...
Finally embarked on a trip to buy rice; Besides, my mother asked me to take such heavy garbage to the dump.
I bought the rice back, but my mother wouldn't let me eat it. You said, "you should clean the room now, or you can't eat this bowl of rice!" " "I thought: what! There is no such mother in the world! I stormed into the room and started to do it. Half an hour later, I came out, but the meal was already cold. You said, "Why are you working so slowly? Wait until the food is cold before pouring! Do something quickly in the future! "
This time I finally couldn't help crying, sitting in my room and refusing to come out; Soon, I fell asleep again.
But when I woke up, there were a few more eggs and a cup of hot milk on the table. At that time, I was still young and didn't know what it meant, but I still wolfed it down.
Later, I left you to go to school in the city, and I will consciously clean my room, from sloppy to neat and brand-new; In daily life, help my mother do housework quickly. You let me take care of myself, be responsible, work efficiently, don't complain and don't depend on my parents for anything.
When I grow up, I finally understand your good intentions.