I remember I just wrote an article last month, "What have I gained from ten months of writing?" Later, I wrote a few more articles and was slapped for a month.

Is this the legendary Murphy's Law?

At that time, when writing that article, I had no confidence, and I thought with a guilty conscience: Don't write such an article that emphasizes persistence, you can't persist!

Then in the next few weeks, in order not to hit my face, I also wrote several particularly far-fetched articles. In fact, I was not inspired at that time, so I was particularly tired.

You see, in order to overcome Murphy's law, I went against my will. Force yourself to write an article instead of trying to write it from the heart as before.

And I have to admit, even if I force myself to write an article, I can't beat Murphy's law in the end.

Maybe many people still don't know what Murphy's Law is.

"Murphy's Law" means that in life, the progress of many things is completely contrary to our expectations. Many times, the more worried we are, the more likely it will happen; On the contrary, the less we expect it, the better it will develop and often surprise us.

For example, the more we wait for the bus, the less we come. When we stop taking the bus, it will swish past us several times.

There are many such things. Tell me a recent one. I have a colleague's sister who made an appointment for subject two a few days ago. She taught me experience before the exam, so I told her a lot.

After I talked with her about technical matters, I advised her that the most important thing was to relax. Anyway, it's the first time. Just go through the motions and get familiar with the environment. Girls rarely pass the second interview for the first time, so just relax.

So this sister set off with the attitude of visiting the examination room. Ah, unexpectedly, I received her good news that night, saying that she had passed the second grade.

Of the nine people who went to the same driving school with her, she was the only one who passed. Two others have already paid 2500 and a half, and the operation failed. They especially don't believe this fact, and they all feel that what they have paid has not passed, and what they have not paid has passed.

The coach also asked her several times with a green face and asked her if she knew anyone in the examination room. Did you go to the "point" in advance? Colleagues and sisters specifically clarified several times.

I don't know if you often encounter such a thing.

Seriously, I really believe in Murphy's law. Since I know this rule, I have always been used to trying my best to get what I want without expecting too much. Over time, I developed a "Buddhist" character.

Actually, I was looking forward to it before the summer vacation. I think I have a lot of time during the summer vacation and I can write articles every day. I also plan to make my own official WeChat account this summer, and strive for fans to reach 5000 to open traffic and earn a little money.

What a pity. Unfortunately, a few days after the holiday, I actually wrote a few articles in a hurry, and then I couldn't squeeze any more words.

What's more, after writing two articles on the same day, I also sent a selfie in a circle of friends, with the words like this: Today, I have a clear idea and coded 5000 words. This momentum should be maintained.

And the result? That's a special leash, and I promised to keep it. As a result, it was almost a month before I was inspired to rewrite it.

Of course, there is an objective reason for this, that is, the article I wrote on a whim these days was submitted, but I was not hired. Then I was a little hit, my self-confidence was frustrated, and then I lost interest in writing. Finally, my anxiety symbolically came for a few days.

I can't sleep when I find myself anxious.

I remember Zhang Defen said in "Meeting the Unknown Self": "How often do you think you pay attention to your body's feelings during the day? For example, when talking to others, have you noticed what your body language is? Do you frown? Are your shoulders towering because you are nervous? Is your stomach knotted with anxiety? If we are used to paying attention to our physical feelings and always taking care of them, many diseases will not be caused by accumulation. "

I began to pay attention to my health, and suddenly remembered that this kind of insomnia actually started before my summer vacation.

Because I taught four grades of English last semester and brought a graduating class, I was under great pressure. Every day, I feel dizzy. At that time, I didn't go to bed until two or three in the evening, and the quality of sleep was particularly poor.

Insomnia for such a long time, I don't even know it, and I don't want to overcome it. I remember that my state at that time was that I was in a trance every day, and my memory dropped and I couldn't concentrate.

I began to face the problem of insomnia. I can't write an article anyway, so I won't write it. Forcing yourself will only make you more anxious. It is a hobby to write articles to get the official account of WeChat. Whether it goes up or not is just a cloud. I'll cure my insomnia first and recuperate my body.

02.

It is said that summer vacation is a healing period for teachers. This summer vacation, I really used it to heal my wounds.

For nearly a month, I have been particularly casual. Eat when you are hungry and sleep when you are tired. When I am bored, I just look at Tik Tok and read a book. When I feel a little stiff, I go to the gym for a run.

I also went to Guilin for a few days, and I was very happy. Besides, the schedule in those days was too full, and I was particularly tired. Come back to sleep every day, and insomnia will be completely cured.

The quality of sleep is particularly good now. Every minute counts in bed, and I don't dream all night, comparable to a pig. I used to think that sleeping too much was a disadvantage, especially bad. Now I feel that being able to sleep is really a great advantage. Now I cherish every night when I sleep peacefully. Ah, full of happiness.

However, in Guilin, I was crazy about acne as soon as I came back. At first, I thought I was going to be disfigured, and I was scared to go to Chinese medicine to recuperate. Fortunately, my acne has disappeared now. This incident also made me pay more attention to my health problems.

03.

Although I didn't write or complete my plan during this period, I cured my insomnia and got a healthy body. It's especially relaxed and happy now. I also thought a lot, and the inspiration seems to be looming in my mind.

I don't know what happened today, but I suddenly want to write an article. Small-headed melon seeds are very easy to use and their fingers are particularly flexible. I wrote more than 2000 words.

Is Murphy's law working again? I'm not going to beat it this time, let nature take its course!

Follow it, then adjust yourself, and you will find that you will gain something elsewhere!

Hey, why did I think of another sentence called "a blessing in disguise" when I wrote here?

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