Change your life, as far as I know,
1. Learn by doing. It's no use dreaming and not doing it. It's no use doing it. Give up halfway. If you just work hard, don't sum up experience and don't study, you can't succeed.
2. Make more good relationships. There are many friends and many roads, and life will be much smoother if there are noble people to help.
Others have spoken a lot of truth, which belongs to others. You have to find one that suits you and feels good. Find one or two and stick to it, which will change your life invisibly.