It's normal. Many people feel this way now.
In fact, there is nothing wrong with being confused, as long as you know that you have something to do.
the meaning of learning is to find your own goals in the process of learning.
If you don't have a goal now, you should make yourself stronger, so that when you have your own goal one day, you will have enough ability to achieve it.
don't take your life lightly, it's irresponsible to yourself.
No matter how bitter and sad you are, life always has its beauty.
So, try to like yourself now, like the environment you are in now, and explore the beautiful factors in the unpleasantness, and you will feel that life is actually very good.
as for getting along with people, it's better not to have hope.
As the saying goes, everyone has his own position. Maybe someone else just did something good for himself on his own position, but he got in your way.
It's just that there's nothing to complain about. Maybe you're interfering with others when you're doing something.
Everything in this world is mutual.
if you treat others with sincerity, maybe not everyone will respond to you with sincerity, but you will certainly find someone who treats you sincerely.
you don't have many friends, but it's important to know each other.
In fact, sometimes when you put yourself in other people's shoes, you will feel relieved.
sometimes I feel very annoying and do something bad to others.
but sometimes, if you don't fight for it, you can only let others step on your head, and you will never turn over.
So, just be yourself, find yourself a goal, and if you don't have a goal, aim to become stronger, so at least you will feel at ease.
don't care about other people's eyes, just live for yourself, just live to be strong.
One day, stand on a high place and overlook those people, so that they can no longer influence themselves.