Apprenticeship is not a good year. You should be a servant. To put it bluntly, the master beat you and scolded you.
You have to put up with it. Learning from others is not like learning at school, and it's hard to serve. Who will teach you something? And those apprentices who have changed knives for longer than you will not tell you if you offend them. What do you study?
Just be an ordinary master, and there are not many holidays a year. If you are in a foreign country, can you feel the taste of serving others in the New Year? How do you feel when your car smells like oil and others are far away from you?
I'm just talking about some of the hardships, and you'll understand the taste after a long time. If you want to learn as a chef, go to school. If you choose the profession of chef, then go on firmly.