before the epidemic: going out to wave. After the epidemic: I don't want to wash my hair today.
(1) External change of image
Once, I was also a beautiful girl who could barely pay attention to her image. I still take a vacation before going out every day. Look in the mirror and see if my hairstyle is elegant enough. But I belong to the kind where the lower half of my face looks better, and others exude charming breath after wearing masks. And I am the kind that no one will love when I wear a mask.
once, when I went to the library for self-study without wearing a mask, an unknown elementary school brother would come up and ask for contact information. Since I wore a mask, I think this matter has been difficult in my life. Because of this, I often feel that it's just like that whether I wash my face or not.
So, I became more and more unscrupulous and presumptuous. To tell you the truth, I haven't combed my hair and taken care of myself for over a month. I wear a mask and a hat when I go out every day, and I feel that the world is just like this.
(2) lifestyle changes
Although I hate sports extremely, I am still a good boy who likes to go out for a walk. In the past, when I was free, I would take out the huge sum I had saved for a long time and go out to surf around and see the great rivers and mountains of the motherland (pat and punch photos).
besides seeing the beautiful scenery, I also like visiting shops. As long as there is something that sounds interesting, I used to try it. But now I'm different. I'm a homebody.
if there is nothing serious, my three meals a day are basically solved by take-away. If there is anything important, I will cook (destroy the kitchen) myself. However, this is also quite good, saving me a lot of money, and I always feel that I can become a rich woman if I endure it any longer.
(3) Change of attitude towards life
Before, I always thought that young life should be in full bloom, and that people should work hard in the best years. But after the epidemic, I think people's lives are really fragile.
a lot of times, many things can't help but be chosen by yourself. And I have become more Buddhist. I used to think about many things in the future, and I think what I should do in the future will be better.
but now I don't think about things too far away at all. I think about what to eat tomorrow at most. Because it is useless to think about many things, it is very likely that something will happen suddenly tomorrow, and all your plans in life will be disrupted.
So I think it's better to cherish the good times of the moment than to live in a "longing" for the future. If you want to do something, try to do it, because who knows what will happen tomorrow? If there is someone you like, tell them quickly, don't guess, don't wait.