I don't know if it's what you want. See you in the silver edition of Boys and Girls. Coral Sea/Su Gelan

Coral Sea

Singing: Jay Chou &; Lara

The sea level is far away. Clouds/sadness should be calm and pure white/My face is always full of sadness/A little helplessness/You said with your lips that you were leaving/My heart was absent/The sadness came down silently/You understand the surging tide/It's not a wave, but a sea of tears

How can the broken sand sculpture come back/How can the cracked love be rebuilt/It just ends too soon/You said that you can't let it go/In the shell. The salty love on my face/I can't taste the future

I can't say goodbye when I turn around and leave/You can't say anything/The love between seabirds and fish is just an accident/Our love difference has always existed/I can't come back/The dust in the wind has accumulated into injury/Waiting has accumulated into injury/I can't say goodbye when I turn around and leave/The blue coral sea is pale when I miss the moment/We were not mature enough to confess at the beginning/You were not mature enough to confess with me/I shouldn't/The enthusiasm is no longer there. The warmth you gave washed away all the tears in the fourth season, and you left quietly without saying a word when you had an agreed time with us. I don't know if this is a wait, and at the end, someone else has to write the ending.

< I > What is hidden in summer shells in 2115?

One noon, I was doing a chemistry problem, and you stood by me and asked, "Your hometown is Mudanjiang, right?" I looked up and saw your pure smile: "Yes." "Then you can listen to this CD." You put a CD on the table and turn back to your seat. Some puzzling, picked up the CD and looked at it. It was Nan Quan Mama's "No.2 Meal" with a very familiar name-Mudanjiang. Put it in the CD player and listen to this fresh and quaint folk song, I feel full of warmth.

I have been in this coastal city for more than a year, and I have been quietly listening to lectures, doing my homework, going to the library after school and going back to the dormitory every day, and living a monotonous life. I can only write my hometown, the place where I have lived for sixteen years and the streets and alleys that belong to my childhood into a thick diary. Before that, I only know that you like listening to music as much as I do, booking one issue after another of Island on Joyo, and working in the Student Union without saying hello. I also know that you have an interesting name-Convinced.

< Second > In the autumn of 2115, seabirds fell in love with fish, which was just an accident.

We performed "The Summer Solstice has not yet arrived" in our own voice on campus radio, the rich and lush camphor, the feeling of never saying goodbye in the summer that never came, and the growth and love in that youth. We are deeply attracted by Lu Zhiang because he is an unrepeatable Lu Zhiang.

We sat on the rooftop of the seventh floor, listening to music with the same CD player, listening to the wonderful dynamic rhythm of ELVA, listening to FAYE's unbridled feminism, listening to the tenderness and stubbornness of Mayday, and listening to Nan Quan Mama's youthful footsteps. Night after night, the stars are arranged in the flowing music ...

We wait for the No.14 bus at the school gate every Sunday afternoon, open the window in the empty carriage, and let my nonsense and your bright smile drift away with the wind.

I think the next stop should be the winter when I wear thick bread and clothing. At that time, my wishes will turn into light and continuous snow, which will be spread under my feet layer by layer to record the traces of this journey.

We went on a shopping spree in the video store, only to find that our wallets were empty when we went out. You looked at me helplessly: "I told you just now that it is enough for us to buy one copy of the same CD. You have to buy two copies." I am angry with your heartlessness: "How to divide it if you buy one?"

"It's simple. Let's listen together."

I look up at you: "What if one day we are not together?" I don't know why I said such a thing, although I tried to tell myself not to think about it. I don't want to think that once a person's life was like a poster at the gate of a movie theater. It was your arrival that opened the screen instantly and warmed the whole stage, although I knew that one day the movie would end and the memories would be over. Those once happy pasts would only become lonely topics.

after a long time, you lightly sighed and smiled.

"Elin, if we are not together one day, you take yours and I will take mine."

I know you are telling me the ending, because when you turned away, the sadness of the two people came down silently. The surging tide, you understand, is not a wave but a sea of tears.

< Third > In the winter of 2115, the sea level began to be cloudy in the distance.

In winter, like a big bird, it spread its wings and covered the whole sky, revealing pieces of neatly combed white feathers.

I dressed as a polar bear and waited for another "polar bear" downstairs in the dormitory. We agreed that the song "Coral Sea" would be sung at the Christmas party. This is a sad melody that has never been seen before. It depicts a deep love and a helpless parting.

When I came to this city, I didn't go to the seaside for a walk, but once in my father's office, I saw a boundless blue in the distance through the French window ...

< Christmas party >

Christmas party, the auditorium of 2,111 people is very lively. Gorgeous stage, gorgeous lights, balloons with smiling faces floating all over the place, wearing thick "Santa Claus" riding an electric car flying all over the place. The program carefully rehearsed by the students was wonderful, and the audience applauded constantly.

I'm thinking that we haven't rehearsed. What if we make a fool of ourselves? There was a blue light on the stage, and then it flooded into a flowing blue music prelude. You came from backstage and smiled brightly in front of the audience, while I was still standing at the edge of the speaker. Then I see you coming to me in this blue sky, bowing affectionately like a prince, extending your hand to invite me to the stage, and singing with your heart.

"Turn around and leave, I can't say goodbye ..." You took my hand and held it gently. And I, thinking of your full smile like a sunflower and your clean eyes like mint fructose, firmly believe that we can leave the time today, at this moment, because holding your hand, I see a small white dot in the dusk that indicates a lifetime of happiness. When the music stopped, I came to my senses, heard bursts of applause, and saw my tears in your eyes. Outside the window, how did it start to snow?

after the party, you can see me off. Two people stepped on the newly crisp snow, their voices creaked and creaked. My thoughts are still in the melody just now, and the left hand you held is warm.

"Elin, I'm going to South Korea to attend the winter camp in a week."

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I'm going for a month

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I'll call you.

"hmm"

"I'm going by boat at the dock, remember to come and see me off."

"En"

"Why do you always" En "?" You look at me strangely.

damn it, how can I tell you that the temperature in my heart is so hot at the moment that it makes me dizzy. When I got to the dormitory downstairs, I replaced "goodbye" with "grace" and turned and ran, leaving you with a question mark on your face.

< Farewell at the dock >

Be sure to dress yourself up and see you off at the pier today. This is my first time to come to the seaside of this city, and the fresh blue spreads to the horizon.

From a distance, you stand there dressed as a "zongzi" and wave to me. I trotted all the way to you. "So beautiful, want to travel and get married with me?" You can't stop laughing. In normal times, I would definitely make you wear "make-up", but in front of my uncle and aunt, I can only smile with a red face. You pull me aside: "Elin, wait for my call at home at eight o'clock every night." I nodded hard.

Then, my aunt told me, the whistle sounded, and you got on the boat and waved goodbye to us. I just realized that I won't see you for the next month, so I shouted, "I'll pick you up in a month, take care!" "

that white boat is drifting away, and your face is getting blurred. There are many boats moored on the dock, still busy and noisy. I bid farewell to my uncle and aunt. I left in a hurry, not wanting to see the boat turn into a blue background.

I have to see him-Dad.

< About Dad >

Take a taxi to his company. Sister Xiaoxue is waiting for me at the door. She is my father's assistant. I didn't want to hear others say "Hello Miss Su" with a straight face, so I pulled her away. When I got into the elevator and pressed the twelfth floor, I finally breathed a sigh of relief. In the slight dizziness, my feeling is even stronger-my father is a mystery that my mother doesn't want to solve and I can't solve.

When the 12nd floor arrives, Xiaoxue says, "Elaine, Mr. Su has arranged something, so I won't accompany you."

"Thank you, Xiaoxue, go and get busy."

The door of Dad's room was left unlocked. I gently pushed it open and saw Dad sleeping on the sofa, with a blue stubble on his chin, a little messy hair and a slight frown. Look at the desk, a pile of papers, a cup of coffee, and the computer is not related. I went over to turn off the computer, gently put the files in order, and went to the drinking department to make a cup of hot coffee again. When I came back, my father was awake and was picking up the cup of cold coffee in front of the computer. I put the hot coffee in his hand: "Dad, you are tired. It will be more comfortable to drink hot coffee. I like to drink cold coffee." I took a sip of cold coffee. Dad smiled: "Elaine, dad, it's always a mess here." I sat on the sofa and sighed, "Dad, you always refuse to rest. No wonder mom is angry." I drank two more cups of coffee, which was a good one.

"Elin, come and have a look. This is a hotel that Dad just bought. It is a prime location." Dad turned on the computer again. I lay on his shoulder and looked at those pictures, and his smile was reflected on the screen. "Dad, when you talk about business, you have a spirit, but ..."

But how do I feel that the whole world is spinning and falling down ...

< Fourth > How can sadness be calm and pure white

When I wake up, the world is all white.

I was lying in the ward and saw my mother's red eyes and my father's messy hair. Fortunately, I woke up.

I wanted to open my mouth and ask something, and my throat was so dry and painful that I looked at my mother quietly. She held my hand and shed tears. Dad said hoarsely, "Elin, don't think about anything, have a good rest, and dad will deal with all the problems ..."

I closed my eyes, and thin tears rolled down from the corner of my eyes ...

After half a month, I was discharged from the hospital, and my body has recovered, so I still live comfortably at home. When I got home, I just put down my things and went into my room to see the caller ID-a strange number called at eight o'clock every night, and I knew it was you.

I'm sorry, I'm sure, I can imagine your anxiety when no one answers every time you call. In this way, I sat on the sofa for a whole day, and I was too lazy to turn on the light when it was dark. It was not until the telephone rang again that I realized that it must be you, but I was tired and didn't want to pick up the phone ...

< V > That sadness came down silently and the tide surged. You understand

Today is the day when you come back. I promised to pick you up. So I dressed in a warm color to make my face look less pale, pulled my hair and used a thin lip gloss, and came to the dock ...

The white boat was getting closer and closer, and you came to a berth. You were the first to run off the boat, and your face was full of spirits. After hugging your uncle and aunt, you asked, "What about Elin? Is she coming? " Then I looked around, trying to recognize me from the crowd.

"I am convinced that I am coming." I shouted hard and waved hard, but why don't you turn around? The crowded crowd flooded my sight, and I was so anxious that my tears almost came out. I'm not far behind you. Look back at me! "I am convinced that I will pick you up as promised." After saying this, I squatted on the ground feebly. People come and go with strange eyes, like looking at an abandoned child and then continuing their journey. No one will stop for anyone.

I watched you go away, dry your tears and leave.

When I got home, I sat in front of the computer for a long time. I thought: I am convinced that it is time to say goodbye. Open the E-Mail box and write an e-mail to you-

I am convinced that

the trip to Korea must be very enjoyable, hehe.

I'm sorry I couldn't meet you at the dock. I'm very busy recently. I'm going through the formalities of going abroad, and I'm going to Australia for a preparatory course next month.

Bless me, I can study and live in the place I yearn for, and I can go to the real coral beach to sing the songs we sang.

I can't be with you in the future. I believe you won't blame me. Who let me be a seabird and you a fish? Seabirds want to fly freely, but you "salted fish" can only swim in the water, hehe.

Forgive me for not saying goodbye to you in person, but I can only say "goodbye" here.

Elin, who is about to rush to happiness

At the moment when I sent the email, I drew a smile on my mouth. Indeed, I haven't had such a smile for a long time.

Look out the window. It's getting dark. Put on a black trench coat and let my mother drive me to the seaside. She parked the car far away and waited for me in the car.

it's gray and dark, and I'm the only one on the beach. Stepping on the soft sand, I remembered that this was my first real time to see the sea. Blue-gray sea water, wave after wave, beats the coast, and those sorrows and haze roll over from the horizon.

it's windy. I'll wrap my windbreaker tightly. "Facing the sea breeze, salty love, I can't taste the future ..." It turns out that vincent fang has written our ending and our heartache and helplessness of "turning around and leaving, saying goodbye". I can also let it go and stop being sad.

On such a night, in this sea, they seem to embrace and dance a waltz. Wearing a black tuxedo at night, I occasionally lift the blue skirt of the sea, so that the people watching the dance are immersed in it ...

I want to sing Coral Sea again, but the song is still drowned out by the waves. It was just an accident that seabirds fell in love with fish. Who is the seabird who wants to fly and who is the waiting fish? Maybe I'm the seabird who won't listen, because I really have to go. Just like you said, "if you are not together one day, you take yours." I took mine. " I will take away all my memories and thoughts and leave you with your happiness. < Six > Love is buried deep in the coral sea

I left the city, went to the place I wanted to go most, and lived an independent and plain life.

I rented a house of a Russian grandmother. Their family has been abroad for more than ten years, and their children have become married. When her husband died a few years ago, she rented out the other half of the house, earning a good income, and more importantly, she could have someone to accompany her in a foreign country.

She had laryngeal cancer, and her vocal cords were removed, so she couldn't speak. It was difficult for us to communicate. I will go to class during the day and come back at night to cook, watch TV and eat fruit salad with her. After getting familiar with it, she began to teach me sign language. I learned quickly and there was more and more communication between us.

She likes to sit in the small garden and tell me her stories, her beautiful love as flowers and the grief of losing her lover Tony. The afterglow of the sunset brightened her white hair, and her hands kept gesticulating. I watched carefully and watched her tell stories in sign language, moved by the warmth of her and her lover, as if we were a pair of real grandparents and grandchildren.

One day, she smiled and gestured to me in sign language: "Lin, tell me about your life.