I want to tell a story about a green leather car, which seems wonderful, but in fact it is full of helplessness-well, there was a love affair, but it was on a green leather car.

At that time, I was still studying, and my predecessor was in a different place, less than 400 kilometers. We don't have much pressure to go to graduate school. Every time we meet, I go to another city by train. It takes four hours to get back and forth on a green card. Very cheap. Tickets to 30 yuan are basically available. I am a person who is afraid of trouble, but during that time, I went by train once every two weeks.

My predecessor and I met in a boring way. A friend's party, a friend of a friend, he is late, handsome and a little bold, and he is good at playing tricks on the wine table. When I was working part-time, I saw many wine shops. I saw him at a glance, but I said nothing. There is a simple reason. At that time, I was attracted by him and always wanted to save face for the person I liked.

Unfortunately, when we started, I had to leave my undergraduate school and go to another city. We agreed to meet often to prevent long-distance love from ruining this relationship. I keep my promise, study hard in class at ordinary times, and go to see him happily on the boring train at weekends.

Like me, he is a child of a single-parent family. His parents divorced when he was very young, but he was spoiled since childhood, and his mother always took him alone. His grandmother's family regards him as the apple of their eye (I have been to their house once). Every time I go, he will meet me at the station, but when I leave, he doesn't even bother to get off the dormitory (damn, I think I was too rude).

Unfortunately, I am a Scorpio, black-bellied, vicious and irritable. A year later, I found out that he was cheating, even if it was just a clue. My intuition is very accurate. Using my contacts in my alma mater, I quickly found out the object of his cheating-a primary school girl with the same major, a girl whose looks and abilities are far less than mine.

I will give everything for love, but when the other party cheats, my hatred will make me completely cut off this love and even take revenge crazily. I hurried back and blocked my predecessor and primary school sister at the door of the laboratory. They were laughing arm in arm. I feel very happy to see them in a panic.

He explained that the reason for cheating was simple: when the laboratory was too busy to eat, the primary school girls would bring her takeout and fruit.

Shit! I skip class every two weeks and go to see you by train. I prepare all kinds of snacks for you and play games with you. I can't compare with a takeaway!

My ex cried and even hurt herself, begging me to stay. I firmly set foot on the train back to school. I told him: this is the first time you have sent me to the station.

He is my oldest boyfriend. We have met our parents. I always thought that we would get married after graduation and I would put up with his bad temper. But I didn't expect that I would say goodbye and ignore each other's tears.

I sat on the train, looking out the window, looking at the city where I studied for four years, looking at the city with people I once loved deeply. When the phone rang, he told me: You don't have to say anything. I just want to be with you. This calling card will be used up in 1 hour.

In that hour, I put my mobile phone on the dining table and cried silently.

I think about our past, but I can't see the future with him. I don't want to take on the responsibility of giving and caring.

I thought of his mother, the elder who had high hopes for me, his grandmother, the old man who was afraid that I would warm my hands when I went out cold, and his younger brother and sister, even if they were younger than me, they would always give me enthusiasm for eating and playing. I even thought of that primary school girl, and I was almost ready to deal with her, but fortunately I didn't. I deleted her class phone number and QQ group number from my friend, even though she was young.

In the last three minutes, I picked up the phone, and I only told him one sentence: If you don't want me to disturb your elementary school sister, get out of my life (Scorpio always has a way to make people despair and laugh until they cry).

At the moment when the phone hung up, I thought I would cry, but I didn't. Until now, I firmly believe that anyone in the world can't live without it, let alone two people with different views.

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Well, I later wrote this love story into a short story.

Three points for truth, three points for vacation, three points for wine and one point for drunkenness. You can have a look if you are interested. If you are not interested, just skip it.

Love your floating powder.

I really like you, but I can't be shameless all my life.

My name is Wei Yi. I grew up in a small town in the south of the Yangtze River.

When I was a child, Grandpa liked to lead me to sit on the bluestone roadside and watch rhubarb dog lying on the roadside in the sun.

"Grapes, wine, luminous cups, want to drink pipa, immediately rushed ..."

Grandpa shook his head and read the vicissitudes of life. I pretend to be studying, and my mind is full of grapes, scarlet wine and dripping cups-I am often fascinated by pictures, and the imaginary frontier is filled with yellow sand, and I am very happy.

Lucheng, like the wind outside the Great Wall, swept in with the recklessness of gravel.

On the solstice of that winter, I went to every corner of the school's degenerate street just to find a bowl of longan stewed eggs. My grandfather used to give it to me in an old blue and white bowl.

Looking for it, I found nothing, and I entered the store of Northeast Jiaozi. The cold wind outside stung my face, but it was steaming inside. Someone was chatting and joking loudly, and the boss arranged for me to spell the table in the corner.

Two large plates of jiaozi served on the table, foggy. I buried myself in eating cold noodles and pushed a plate across from me.

Lu Cheng said: Eat jiaozi on the solstice in winter, it won't freeze your ears.

A week later, Liu Cheng offered to invite me to dinner. I took the money specially. I heard that boys in the north like to be generous to others, but grandpa said that girls can't take advantage of you just because you take advantage, and they have to pay it back sooner or later.

The winter in Changsha is very cold and the wind is very wet. My skin is very sensitive, only my eyes are exposed. Lucheng recognized me from a distance. The wooden table in the small restaurant is very greasy. Liu Cheng took a paper towel and carefully cleaned it for me. We ordered beef brisket with white radish, but it warmed my stomach. I said I didn't like meat, so I chewed white radish and watched him eat it.

Lu Cheng burps with beef between his legs: I seem to like you.

We met in a dish of jiaozi and expressed our love for beef brisket. But only I know that all the gestures of Lucheng are full of the charm of frontier fortress, which satisfies all my childhood dreams.

On New Year's Eve, I spoke to Lu Cheng on the phone. The background sound is deafening. He just lit firecrackers. He said he would take me to eat steamed mutton, mutton powder soup and Yan noodles if he had the opportunity. ...

I sat on grandpa's favorite sofa, closed my eyes and listened. Actually, I just want to drink some wine and use a luminous glass.

When I was at school, I often sat by the court and watched Lu Cheng play football. He is not the most handsome, but the most headstrong. He took the ball, passed people and shot, much like the hero who went to war in my heart.

Every time I eat together, I eat in the canteen before I know him, and the monthly meal card fee is almost fixed. He prefers to look for food in the depraved streets. He said he could taste the distance, and after being with him, I got into the habit of keeping accounts.

During the May Day holiday, Lucheng's roommate went home, and I went to the dormitory to find him.

The cigarette butts and socks on the table are put together, the balcony is filled with beverage bottles and two barrels of unknown liquid, and the dirt in the toilet is covered with a thick yellow layer. Liu Cheng has been playing games, and his eyes have never left the screen. I offered to help clean up. I was busy for more than four hours and threw out the garbage seven times.

I said, Lucheng, I'm hungry.

He said: Go and buy some steamed bread with cold skin. I'll make a copy here. By the way, don't forget to bring a delicious yuba.

It is said that boys will not cherish a girl, but I don't believe it, because I don't think the word "catch up" is appropriate. What is catching up? Confess, hold hands, kiss, make love, get married and have children. ...

Grandpa said that nothing will end unless a person lies in a coffin all his life.

Grandpa also said, don't sell yourself short, or you will bury yourself alive in the coffin.

On Lu Cheng's birthday, I skipped class and bought a cake, waiting downstairs in his dormitory.

50 minutes, three calls, no one answered.

Just as I was about to give up, he went downstairs unhurriedly and explained that it was a little late to push a boss.

Lucheng took me to the playground. I grew up with my grandfather. There are only a few colorful rocking machines in front of pharmacies and supermarkets. I'm afraid of roller coasters and jumping machines.

Liu Cheng dumped me and said I was bored and shy when I came out to play. On the bus back to school, I stood and sat in Lucheng. After getting off the bus, I went downstairs in tandem to his dormitory.

He said: Do you only know the cold war?

I pouted and said nothing.

Lu Cheng said: Since you are unhappy with me, let's break up.

He walked away and I stood where I was. My frontier hero is not like this.

The next day, Lu Cheng's QQ avatar flashed: Wife, let's make up.

I said, okay.

We didn't go home during the summer vacation. I play games with Lou.

Half a month has passed, and I am still silly, confused about priests, soldiers, cloth armor and mail armor. I surf the internet every day and call my brother's copy on the public frequency. I wandered around the main city alone, chatting with everyone I met and listening to their stories.

There are still 5 minutes to order cards. I stood in front of the nearest tauren and typed a line in white: I'm leaving. Goodbye.

Lu Chengxiao: Idiot, those are NPCs!

But I like them. All the stories they told are true. They are also willing to listen to my story about the luminous glass of grapes and wine.

On the way to dinner, Lu Cheng was in high spirits and told how brave he was yesterday. He led a group of people to push the boss to turn off the lights, and he turned on the equipment.

I listened silently, and a male classmate came face to face, and the other party greeted me. I stopped to talk to him.

When I saw Liu Cheng again, he kept a straight face. I don't know what I did wrong. He asked me if I was a boyfriend, flirted with other boys and looked at him like a log.

I said: Lu Cheng, I don't understand what you said.

Lu cheng said angrily: then you can go with others and break up!

On the solstice of winter, Lucheng called: I'm downstairs, come down.

He didn't know where to get a bowl of longan stewed eggs. He said happy winter till Sunday.

I'm eating longan stewed eggs, and Lu Cheng is eating jiaozi. He said come home with me next year, and I'll take you to eat steamed mutton, mutton powder soup and Yan noodles.

I said, okay.

In Ningxia, where the temperature is MINUS 20 degrees, the hot water pipes of the train are frozen, and I feel a sharp pain as soon as I step on the ground.

Lucheng is a single-parent family, and her mother is a warm aunt in the northwest. She turned on the heating and put on thick new bedding. She said it was not easy for a little girl and her boyfriend to go home for the New Year.

When I saw the Lu Cheng family, their smiles were bright and their cheeks were red, much like the enthusiasm I imagined. Steamed mutton is fishy and mutton powder soup is salty, but I think I'll get used to it.

After graduation, Lu Cheng chose to go home to work and take me with him.

I study finance. It's not easy to find a job I like in inland cities, but I like Lucheng and Ningxia.

After returning home, we lived with my aunt. I always go to work by bus before changing motorcycles every day. Lu Cheng works in a state-owned enterprise. His off-duty hours are fixed and he is not busy with his work. He spends more time playing games and even eating in front of the computer.

When I came home one night, I heard menstruation scold him for not doing anything and helping with the housework.

Lv Cheng said: You just need to find Wei Yi to do something.

My hand with the key stopped in mid-air.

One evening, it suddenly rained heavily. I stood alone outside the company and waited for Lucheng to pick me up. My mobile phone was dead.

It didn't stop raining until 9 o'clock. I stood in front of my house wet. My period suddenly came and my face turned white with pain. Aunt was distressed and shouted for a hot bath. Lu Cheng turned around from the screen and left a sentence: How did you come back? We waited for you for dinner for a long time.

It turned out that he had forgotten me.

A month later, Lu Cheng resigned.

He doesn't like to face bottles and cans in the research room. He wanted to open a restaurant in partnership with a friend, and his aunt took out the100000 yuan he had saved all his life.

Lu Cheng said that we would get married when we made money next year. I asked him how much he knew about catering, but he was impatient, saying that women can't care so much, just do the class well.

Until one day, when I came home from work, I saw Lu Cheng sitting on the sofa with his head in his arms, his eyes scarlet, and his aunt was silent and crying silently.

His friend cheated money, gambled with money, lost all his money, and was arrested for fighting. Liu Cheng kept hitting himself on the head, muttering that Chuanzi grew up with him. How could he lie to him?

I squatted down and took his hand: Lucheng, the money is gone, we can make it again.

Liu Cheng kicked me away: You don't know shit! That's a hundred thousand!

He slammed the door and my aunt hugged me and cried. I didn't cry.

On New Year's Eve that year, Jay Chou and Song Zu Ying sang Compendium of Materia Medica on TV. My aunt knows that I like jiaozi stuffed with cowpea meat, so she specially packed a big plate.

Lu Cheng drank in a muffled voice. I took out the red envelope I had saved for several months from my pocket: Aunt, this is a little token of my appreciation to Lu Cheng and me.

Aunt turned her back and wiped her tears with her hand. Good boy, keep this money for you two to get married ...

Bang! Liu Cheng stood up as soon as he dropped his chopsticks: It's good to show off and earn some stinking money.

I got a red mark on the back of my hand, which hurts.

I remember Lu Cheng said that firecrackers should be set off on New Year's Eve to bid farewell to the old year and welcome the new year, so as to get rid of the bad luck of the year, but we forgot to set them off that day.

I poured half a cup of aunt's wine with an enamel cup, stood on the balcony with my eyes closed, and my grandfather's cadence sounded in my ear:

Grapes, wine, luminous cups, if you want to drink pipa, please hurry up immediately. ...

Just after the new year, no one was in the mood to work, and I got off work early. Lv Cheng didn't come home on Valentine's Day, saying he went out for a drink with friends. He slept at home for another day yesterday. I want to buy some mutton that he likes.

I went downstairs to the community, and I saw Lu Cheng go downstairs from a distance, and soon walked to a girl wearing a pink down jacket. The girl is wearing a rabbit earmuffs and a mask, and only her eyes are exposed. The girl hugged him happily, and Lu Cheng kissed the girl's eyes.

I looked up and saw my aunt's sad eyes on the balcony. She cried.

Three days later, I resigned.

I went home early at noon and prepared a good table for my aunt.

At 6 o'clock in the evening, Liu Cheng came home with a big surprise. No one spoke at dinner, so we ate separately. Finally, I lifted the enamel cup with wine:

Lu Cheng, actually, I was adopted by my grandfather. I was left in front of the hospital when I was half a year old. No thank-you note or note. He took me home and raised me like a granddaughter.

Lu Cheng, you know, I like a poem since I was a child. I think I may come from the northwest frontier. I see the happiness and freedom I imagined in you.

Lu Cheng, I like meat, crayfish and bullfrogs, but I like you better. Every time I watch you eat them, I smile in my heart. I told them I gave them your favorite.

Lu Cheng, I can take care of you silently, and I can pay our bills. That's because I like you, but when you hold other people's hands and kiss their faces, I can't be so shameless.

I saw the panic in Liu Cheng's eyes. My aunt bit her lip and her eyes were red.

I said: Lu Cheng, I don't like you anymore. Let's break up.

All great parting is due to reluctance. On the contrary, it is those who quietly say that they want to go and say that the desert is lonely, which is not worth the Jiangnan family who raised me.

Lu Cheng took me to the station. He said, do you still love me?

I almost blurted out that word. I still feel sad looking at him. My heart will still beat when I see him, but how can I still love him?

Finally, I shook my head and swallowed the words on my lips: I don't love, I don't love long ago.

Your name is Lu Cheng. You are free and have walked a long way.

My name is Wei Yi, and I am standing in the same place, always with zero displacement.

There are still two sentences in that poem, which I forgot-don't laugh when you are drunk on the battlefield. How many people fought in ancient times? Two people's love, two years, I keep working hard, for our future, suddenly look back, but you are no longer around.

Maybe one day, when we meet again, I won't be sad, but I can greet you with a smile.

Lu Cheng, I wish you happiness.