It's really hard for my little children who rented a house from other places in Shanghai in March.

I rented a small single room in Shanghai and didn't cook at ordinary times. An epidemic really brought me back to my grandfather's famine era.

It's hard to imagine more than 300 kilograms of vegetables and 88 pieces of mushrooms, not to mention any seasoning, oil and salt.

Some people's lives still don't seem closed, because they have money and channels. And more bottom-level workers are actually struggling for a day's rations every day.

From five o'clock to eleven o'clock in the evening, I have been looking at the shopping software of my mobile phone, trying to buy cheap dishes. In the first month, I basically only eat one meal a day. Sometimes you have to eat a lot of food a day. What impressed me the most was that I once bought five Jin of jiaozi, and there was no refrigerator at home. You can only cook it bit by bit in a small pot, and then you can eat this five Jin of jiaozi for two days.

Even though life is hard, there are still some bright spots in life.

There is a Shanghainese living upstairs, and there is no communication at ordinary times. It is also rare to come and go. But the first day of sending materials was really moved to tears. Because he is a roommate, he is not on the statistical list of the neighborhood Committee. There is only one dish in a family, and you can't get it when you are crowded in the crowd. But my sister upstairs has been dragging me and abruptly helped me get a copy.

And every time after that, my uncle upstairs will take my share of the goods. Because he is afraid that we will suffer because we are young, and that I will get up late in the morning and the materials will not be available.

When eating is a problem, they will think of me every time something happens. Once she bought only three bottles of milk while shopping, because I mentioned it the day before and left a bottle at the door. The place where the materials are placed on the stairs is a corner that will glow in my heart no matter how many years later.