QQ Love Diary 1

There is no right or wrong in love. When you meet the person you think is right, you want to love and cherish. This is not anyone’s fault. It’s just that we didn’t think carefully about it when we got together, and didn’t expect that we would encounter so many obstacles when we moved on. Don’t say that separation is because we don’t love enough. Many times, we love too much. Don’t separate because you love each other too much and don’t want the other person to bear so much for you. Because you love each other too much, you don’t want to see the other person shed tears. Because you love each other too much, you want him to pursue the happiness you want. If you separate, don’t complain about the things that cause him to suffer. Not all separations are wrong, and not all external factors are wrong. Maybe it is because we are still immersed in sweetness and ignore those things, and those things may become a big problem in future life.

Perhaps, when we first broke up, we were not used to it, and we felt heartbroken and shed tears, but this is an adaptation period that everyone who has been broken up in love must go through. Time is the natural medicine to heal the pain; if you have ever If you are happy, even if you are separated, don't blame or complain, after all, it was so beautiful once; don't blame the other person for not caring about the relationship, it's just that you don't know the pain in his heart, don't think that there is only You are the one who is hurt, and so is the other person, but he doesn't show it in front of you; you have to learn to think about the other person, don't be so selfish, and attribute all the faults to him. Maybe he hurts more than you.

Love is only temporary. If you want love to last, you must eventually turn love into family ties. Only in this way will love not expire. But to turn love into family ties, you must go through the test of marriage. It’s necessary; everyone wants their marriage to be happy, and everyone wants to have a happy family. Some people can ignore other people’s opinions and guard their own little happiness wholeheartedly; but I want to ask you, your marriage can’t be achieved. With your parents’ blessing, do you still insist on starting? If your marriage is not blessed by relatives and friends around you, will you still insist on it? If I face such a problem and my parents don't agree, I will end the relationship as soon as possible. Some people may say that I take relationships too lightly. My happiness is not determined by my parents; but my parents know best. Mine, of course they want their children to be happy. They know what is best for their children. Your parents will not harm you. My marriage needs the approval and blessing of my parents.

If one day we really separate, I will definitely remember our original happiness. I believe that we will both be happy. QQ Love Diary 2

Autumn is here and the weather is getting cooler. Do you wear the coat I gave you? Do you think of our encounter in the maple forest that year? Maybe, You have long forgotten.

Today’s maple forest is full of fallen leaves, and the fiery red leaves hanging on the treetops are also aging! Many years later, when I revisited my old place, I was filled with emotion. I really want to go back to that year, when we could still hold hands and walk on that gravel path covered with fallen leaves.

No one is cleaning that road. Maybe lovers walking hand in hand on this road full of maple leaves will not be a sight to behold! I saw many lovers walking along this road, but no couple destroyed it. Couples roamed here, but I was alone.

I miss your lips, your smile, your hug, and the smell of your perfume. Your voice, your long hair, your waist, I have been hurt, tears blurred the scenery in front of me, sad feeling, heavy, depressed heart! Gradually fragmented.

Holding back the pain in his heart, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, leaving a faint trace of tears. When he opened his eyes, he saw a pair of lovers hugging each other and then kissing on the bridge. My heart ached, but I endured it and silently walked past them. Hearing their words without intention. "I will love you forever." "Me too." But can they really do it? Maybe this is just a perfect vow before, or it may be a deception.

I said to you before: "In this life, I will only love you." You replied: "If you don't betray me, I will love you all my life." I ask myself, in this life, I will only love you. , I can't do it. But you are breaking up with me because I brought a girl home. Why? You refused to believe me, and I never said that girl was my cousin from beginning to end, because a love that cannot be believed in each other can no longer continue, even if we loved deeply before.

I still remember what you said when we broke up that day. "Who is she?" "Why did you lie to me?" "I see betrayal in your eyes. Deception." "Let's break up!" I did not answer or explain. Why was the breakup so straightforward as you said. Why you never shed a tear. It's for him! It's me who's hurt, not you, right?

Such a beautiful maple forest is incomplete. In the world without you, I will walk alone, silently, to the end of this road, to the end of my life. QQ Love Diary 3

I firmly believe that everyone needs feelings in their heart, although it takes courage to say it, and because love is not a daily necessities like three meals a day, it is a luxury product and even needs maintenance. of.

In the world of emotions, it’s like one holding an S-level compass in one hand, and another holding an N-level compass in one hand. Among thousands of similar faces, if you find that pair and look at them, you will no longer feel uneasy and lonely. eyes. We searched so hard that we even fell down several times and had our hearts pushed to the ground by others. Several times we did not dare to believe that if we continued to search like this, he would arrive at the next corner. Relationships often miss each other when they turn around and leave when they are exhausted.

No one can add or subtract feelings to calculate how long and how far it will take us to find him. It is precisely because of this that emotions are unfathomable and full of mysteries. If you are lucky enough to meet someone, no one will be able to come up with a suitable recipe and make the emotional taste that he just likes.

If a person even gives up his life to give it to another person who has no blood relationship, this kind of selflessness should be applauded.

A sister who used to play well now takes the subway for an hour to go to work every day, spending two hours on the way back and forth. After returning home from work, she rushes into the kitchen without stopping, putting her hands in Washing and selecting vegetables in cold water, and rummaging through the underwear that the boy changed into after taking a shower. Before we got married, we talked about TV dramas and travel. Among the sisters, she was the best at dressing up and had the most flexible ideas. If she wanted to travel with a backpack, she would take off her high heels and dare to go to the train station at night. After getting married, I heard her talk about her boyfriend's liking for braised pork. She figured out that the price of pork at the market had increased again, and then it evolved to include her parents-in-law's cholesterol being a little high, and then it went up to whether she was old enough to give her husband a baby. From then on, the days when the man snored at the head of the bed and the diapers were raised at the end of the bed. We were joking and asked her if she was willing to "fall" so quickly. She smiled and brought out one basin after another of food. When she walked into the kitchen again, the boy carefully pushed her hair to one side of her shoulders. Worried about the soup splashing around, he tightened her apron again, and then With everyone watching, he kissed the back of her neck without any shame. She clearly saw that we were waiting for her answer and said, "He knows that I am afraid of the dark, so he bought me a night light. He knows that I am not used to spicy food, so every time I order food, I will tell the waiter to use less spicy food." He was afraid that I would be too tired from taking the subway, so he would pinch my feet after dinner. When the night was cold, he would bring me my coat and hold my hand, and we would go for a walk together. He could defeat my wandering emptiness and hold me close to the cold. The desolation lifted my tense strength. Although his shoulders were not generous, I leaned against him, as if I saw our fate of old age and death. No matter how mediocre I am, he always felt that I was in his world. The most beautiful. " QQ Love Diary 4

The body in the wind, standing alone on the crossroads during the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Looking left and right,

There is no trace of people or noise,

Tears are wandering in the eyes -

Lonely and lonely!

Talking to the bright moon:

"Let's go! Let's go! Just like the wind takes away the red maple leaves."

The day when the wind blows is Fallen leaves have found their home.

The same world, but with a little less dependence.

The night makes the distance hazy,

The moonlight is scattered around,

It is extremely dazzling.

Rushing up the hill,

Leaning towards the familiar white tower.

Howling at the moon————

Woo——woo——woo!

The wolf nature flows in the blood.

The world cannot afford to hurt, the people cannot afford to hurt,

The emotions that cannot afford to hurt cannot afford to hurt the heart.

Licking the wounds,

Let the whine stay behind,

Go forward alone!

The cold winter is ahead,

Not far away is spring. QQ Love Diary 5

What is the most painful thing in the world? It’s time to give up! It's not painful to give up someone who loves you very much; it's painful to give up someone you love very much; it's even more painful to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you. I love him so much, but what happened next? Haven't given up yet. I have been escaping, but escaping may not necessarily be inevitable; facing it may not be the most difficult thing.

Loneliness does not necessarily mean you are unhappy; getting it does not necessarily last long. Losing does not necessarily mean that you no longer have it. You may be sad for a certain reason. You may be sad for a certain reason. Love is nothing more than happiness. If two people cannot be happy, it is worse than one person to be happy; if two people are miserable, it is better to fulfill the happiness of one person.

Love is a feeling, even if it is painful, you will feel happy; love is an experience, even if your heart is broken, you will feel sweet; love is an experience, even if you are broken, you will feel beautiful. . . Some losses are doomed, and some fates will never come to fruition. Loving someone doesn't necessarily mean you will have them, but I just can't erase the bits and pieces you left in my heart...

You don't know that I love you so much, but you Finally you said you don't believe in my love at all. I'm going to forget you.

Forget your truth, forget your purity; forget all your promises, forget the memories of the past; forget yesterday’s joy, forget your voice and smile; forget your affectionate look back, forget your sad Teardrops; forget your melancholy affection, forget your indulgent eyes.

You are not lonely when you love someone, but you are lonely when you miss someone. You can miss someone quietly, enjoy loneliness, let go of the clouds in the sky, and put aside the remaining vows. Loving someone and losing it is like throwing away your beloved item. Although it is regrettable, it will not hurt. Loving someone and losing it will leave a wound and there will always be a faint pain...

I really don’t know how I will face my love in the future. I am really afraid now, so afraid that love will hurt me again. Why do you treat me like this, why do you say if you don't love me, why do you give me those vows that you can't do at all, why do you say that you will never leave me, why do you say that you will love me well?

Do you really love me, or have you never loved me before? How did you love me or are you lying to me? I know I should hate you now, but I can't do it, and I can't do it. I know I should forget you very coolly, but I really can't. Am I right or wrong in loving you? Are you the person I should fall in love with or the person I shouldn't fall in love with. I miss you so much, I often recall our past, but when I come back to reality, I really want to cry.

I am tired, I think I can forget you until one day I am too tired to think! QQ Love Diary 6

Over the years, time passes quietly through the gaps in the fingers. Looking back suddenly, I still remember the past. How many smiles and tears are buried in the forest of green bamboos.

I remember the first time we met, when I just returned to my hometown, I quietly hid in the bamboo forest next to my home, remembering the pain of losing my loved one alone. I just remember watching you approach through my tearful eyes. You squatted down and gently wiped away the tears on my cheeks. I stared at you with confusion on my face.

I stared at you with confusion on my face. You said softly: "In comparison, I didn't come here on purpose. I just ate too much and went out for a walk, so I didn't follow you!" As soon as you finished speaking, you realized that you had said the wrong thing. You smiled awkwardly and scratched your head with your hands. I immediately laughed.

I am squatting on the ground like this, and you are sitting quietly beside me. When I cried quietly again, you patted me and said softly: "Cry, no matter what, once you finish crying, you will feel better." I remember that was the first day we met.

I don’t know how long it took, but when I stopped crying, you still patted my back, so gently. It's like I'm a fragile porcelain doll, and you take care of me carefully. The dim light in the forest has already quietly left. Only a few intermittent weft sounds were heard.

In the years to come, you will be indispensable in my life. The study is filled with so many memories. Frail and sick, you lack the sunshine that a boy should have, but you have more elegance. You like history, especially Chinese history. Because of this, I often accompany you in the study room, and you, who are well-read, always explain various books and knowledge to me carefully.

I remember how serious you were when you were leaning against the window and reading, so focused. The setting sun shines through the window on you. In the afterglow, you suddenly raised your head and looked at me with a smile. Just this one glance, but it was deeply engraved in my heart. I was stunned. "Girl, what are you doing?" You had already approached, raised your hand and tapped my forehead. When I regained consciousness and looked up, I saw your smiling eyes and raised lips.

I always thought you were gentle and elegant, but later I discovered that under your gentleness and elegance, you are also domineering and willful.

Every time Gao Mama took me out to go shopping, you would say with a straight face: "Mom, she hasn't finished reading the book yet?" Then she would pull me towards the study room. Regardless of whether I want it or not.

Every day, you will ask me to stay in the study for at least two hours and read. Every time, when I was reading in a daze, you would cough a few times as a reminder. And you will definitely not allow me to step out of the study before I finish reading the book. When I encounter something I don’t understand, you will explain it to me carefully over and over again. But your domination and willfulness made me fall deeply in love with reading and fascinated by history.

And then, in the study, everything was the same as before, except for you. I know that from now on, you will no longer be seen under the sunset in front of the window. You will never be able to interpret the knowledge in books for me again. I know you are no longer by my side. I have lost you.

When happiness comes, we all think that it’s not too late, but we don’t know that happiness is like a naughty bird. It can fly when it has wings, and it will not stand still and wait for you. So, we learned to regret it too late.

And today, I still like reading and am still obsessed with history. I still miss you, but I have learned to hide it. Every holiday, when I get home, I will still hide in the study, read, be in a daze, and miss you. And who will pick up this lovesickness scattered all over the ground for me?

Buddha said: "It takes five hundred times of looking back in the past life for us to pass by each other in this life." I don't know how many times we passed by each other in our previous lives before we met in this life. I don’t know how many times we passed each other in my previous life, which led to the shallow connection between you and me in this life.

If love is just a memory of gaining everything and losing everything, then my dear, let us gently exile our sorrow...

There is no intention, but we sink deeply. trap.

It is attachment, but it can only be lovesickness.

A bamboo forest, a love affair. QQ Love Diary 7

My heart has never left you, because you are hidden deep in my heart.

She is a particularly kind-hearted woman. No matter what she does, she hopes to make the people around her happy. At the same time, she is also a person who takes her work seriously. Love comes first in her world.

They met and fell in love in college. At that time, he was faced with various scientific research every day and basically had no time to accompany her. Many people asked him why he chose to be with her. He said that it was because she loved him enough and was attentive enough. He needed someone to take care of him in his life. After graduation, he chose marketing, getting up early and working late every day. He was busy every day, but he didn't have any physical problems because of the busyness, because she was by his side to take care of everything. In fact, she was also a famous figure in school, but just for him, she gave up too many opportunities and chose an ordinary job. Just because she needs to take care of everything about him.

So many things can change in five years. He was promoted early in the morning and became a senior executive of a large company. People praised him every day. And she is still an ordinary administrator. At that time, he had more and more social activities every day, but she still loved him and still took full responsibility for his daily life.

One day, he said: "I want to get married, but the person I want to marry is not you."

She was shocked: "Why? What's wrong with me? I can change.”

“I need a better future. Our boss’s girlfriend likes me and I want to marry her. I want to stop struggling for decades. I don’t want to be in such a slow motion all the time. Progress." He said his thoughts confidently.

"But you are now much better than your peers. There are many people who do not have the achievements you have now." A relationship has lasted for seven years, how can it be broken up?

"Yes, but I want to stand taller, and I think my life can be better. Okay, I will give you all the savings I have made in the past few years, and I will also give you this apartment, a room and a living room." Come on, this is the reward I should give you for staying with me for so many years." He thought this should be enough. It is not easy for many people to have a house in such a big city.

She didn’t say anything else, she just turned around and left silently. But when he left, she also took the few things she had and left quietly. Her heart was no longer there, and she didn’t want these material things anymore. How to use it? She returned to her hometown with a lot of pain. Started to be an ordinary teacher.

And he got his wish and got married to the daughter of the company boss. After the marriage, he lived a very unhappy life. Although he had a nanny to take care of his life, there was no one as careful and considerate as her. Protect him. No one is willing to listen to his ideals or his concerns, and no one will give him a cup of tea or a sweet hug after he is tired. At that time, he missed her very much and hated himself very much.

His marriage did not last for a year, because the woman did not want to live with a boring person like him anymore, so she chose to divorce. After the divorce, he began to work hard in the shopping mall again, more than before. , he worked harder and became more successful, but his heart was no longer happy. There is no joy in his heart anymore. He missed her very much at that time. But he thought she should be married by this time.

One day, he was suddenly hospitalized due to stomach problems. At that time, a college alumnus quietly told her the news. Without even thinking about it, she took a long leave to take care of him. Under her careful care, he recovered. And she was about to leave, but he didn't stay with her, but when she was about to get on the train, he also dragged the carriage into the platform. He smiled and held her smile. Tell her that he will also go back to his hometown with her and start his career anew, and will never be separated from her again, because he has never left his heart. QQ Love Diary 8

I have always felt that I am an independent person, like a bird that never needs direction. Wherever I land, that is my home. Maybe I am used to facing it alone. So, I have always been strong. But just because I had one more person to accompany me and comfort me, I slowly became dependent on this feeling of being protected.

I was immersed in the feeling of being loved and couldn’t extricate myself. So I devoted myself wholeheartedly to this relationship. Maybe we are really an innocent and destined couple. Maybe you are my destiny. The person who has been with me all my life, I think as long as we cherish each other, we may be the happiest people in the world.

In fact, what happiness is is to have the people you love by your side. No matter where you go, it will be heaven. Not everything we will forget, just like you left me quietly, just as quietly as when you first came.

Tears blurred the realization, as if I had forgotten everything, and my hearing gradually disappeared, as if I did not hear your voice, just watching you leave. I can't feel the feeling of you around me at all, so we left each other's affairs.

However, I want to wait for you here, right where I am, and never want to leave. I just want you to know that I'm still here when you turn around. At this time, dusk colored the clouds in the sky, and there was a ray of warm sunshine, which warmed my whole body like your warmest smile ever. QQ Love Diary 9

I don’t know why I drank a lot last night. Maybe this is also the reason why I have been single for so many years. Who would fall in love with someone who should like drinking? As the radio said: "Love is not an innate ability." Maybe I don't know how to love yet. My father often said that love cannot be said casually, and my mother said that love must be said loudly. I don’t know who influenced me. I often say I love you to others, but only very rarely do I really mean it. Or maybe the feeling I have for her is just an illusion, an illusion of self-satisfaction. I was lying to myself, I lied to myself that I wanted to love and I would love, but what was the reality? I don't even know.

Finally, when someone I wanted to protect appeared, I really thought that I had the ability to love. Just when I was falling into the trap I had set myself, I suddenly realized that this was just... Another hallucination, just to show a man's desire to protect a woman. In fact, she doesn't need me. As my brother said, you have to be good at chasing women. Chasing stupidly is useless. Finally, one day the girl finally told me that I should not like her because she liked my brother. I think, since this is the case, since what I give you is not what you need, then I let go and let you like the person you like.

In the past, when I encountered such a thing, I would not let it go easily, but now I choose to let it go. Who knows? Maybe this is the punishment that time gives us. Is this punishment given to us because of sins committed in previous lives? I don’t know where I saw a sentence that said: People are born to atone for the sins committed in previous lives.

So, I met another girl. She was not as beautiful as the previous one, but as I and others often say, why do you pay so much attention to appearance? One day we will grow old, and one day our face will become wrinkled. I also agree with what my instructor said: Be interested, and interest can give you a lot. We met the latter girl because of running. We both like running and it’s a great topic. However, just because of being drunk last night, she didn't pay attention to me like before. Maybe I thought too much, maybe this is true, I really don't know, I really don't know. She is very tough and does not need someone to take care of her like the one I met before. She never wants to let her reasons affect my life. I tell myself more than once in my heart that such a girl is more worthy of love. After so many experiences, she is so tough. It was just formed. There is a saying that says that most of women's strength comes from men's faults. In fact, I have forgotten what the original sentence is, and I can only remember a general meaning, that's it, just that.

Sometimes I think, in fact, you don’t have to care so much about a girl, maybe the one you love is someone else’s future wife, so I’m glad that I’ve always been alone and haven’t cared too much about anyone. It was just a whim or a desire to indulge, that's all. I don’t know what else to say when I write this. I just don’t want to end this article too early. In fact, every article is like this. An article is like a child. The end of the article seems to mean the end of a precious life. Because the end of the article is a full stop. It has already come to an end, so what else can be said? Forget it, since you don’t know what to say, why bother to persist? Since you fall in love with a girl who doesn’t love you, why don’t you give up?

Let go of your obsession, leave the darkness, and welcome the dawn. QQ Love Diary 10

I am afraid of being abandoned, especially by the person I love the most. You can betray me and hurt me, but please don’t hide me or lie to me. I hate that you always look smiling in front of me, but in fact, you are so ugly on the inside that you will never forget this face. I'm not something you throw away casually. I'm a person, not an object. You don't have to love me, but please don't trample on my self-esteem. I'm not a toy for you to play with, and you will no longer be my favorite in the future. That person is gone, let’s just say goodbye, we won’t see each other again, and we don’t need to see each other. Anyway, we won’t meet again.

I will leave, leave this city with you, and live a normal life of my own. Although the time with you is also happy, after all, everything will become the smoke of the past. There are more unnecessary intersections. Time can be used to remember, but you can be used to forget.

I have never told you how I feel about you. How will I feel if you treat me like this? I will only remain silent. For you, I don’t want to remember anything now. Your concealment and hypocrisy made our three years come to an end.

What, what made you become like this?

You said you no longer love me, and I can’t satisfy what you want, okay, I’ll change, and I’ll try my best to make myself the person you want, but I find that no matter how I change, you You will no longer love me, and because of you, I have become different from before. I can’t go back to what I was before, and you also said that you would leave me.

I smiled but said nothing. You want to leave, you want to pursue a higher realm, okay, I choose to let go and give you freedom. It’s just that everything I have done for you is so meaningless. You haven’t seen anything I have done to you. Why, I have given everything, why do you still want to leave? I don’t understand. Do you really want to leave? No longer loves me?

What is love? Can’t love withstand passion as well as dullness? Why? We can’t get through the next stage. Didn’t we agree to spend the rest of our lives together? Why? Abandon me again?

Actually, now that I think about it, I just give up. Maybe we are really not on the same path, otherwise how could she leave me.

Now I really don’t dare to believe in love anymore. I am afraid of being abandoned and thrown away like garbage. To her, I am so unbearable. The person I once loved the most turned out to be the one who hurt me the most.

When you come into contact with love, you should bear this pain. Who doesn’t want to have sweet love, but it is too difficult. Love that has gone through many hardships will eventually collapse because of one person’s withdrawal. If you want to get something, you have to pay a price. I paid, I paid with all my heart and soul, but why did I lose her in the end.

You can’t blame anyone, just the two of us who are destined to be together. After experiencing so many mistakes, can't you still understand it? Do you still want to make the same mistakes again?

In love, there is no need to blame anyone for their fault. If everything has become the smoke of the past, there is no need to pursue it anymore. In the end, all that will be left is your feelings for someone. of reluctance. I would rather not think too much about the past. People have already left. If I am so reluctant to leave, I am just telling others that you are really tragic. It will only make people laughable to miss your past so much after being ruthlessly abandoned. Moreover, I have indeed wasted too much time. Now I am no longer the same person as before. No matter how reluctant I am, I will never go back. No more going back to the past.

It’s me, not me. Who am I now? Without her, I will become nothing. No, I am still myself without him. Be yourself and wait for the next rebirth and the next beautiful spring.

I hope that when I meet you next time, I will bloom brighter flowers because of your persistence, so that our love road will be longer and stronger.

This time, I hope it is the last time, I give so much to treat someone sincerely. I am really too tired and cannot bear the unnecessary torture. My body can be tortured by you, but please care about me. mind.

If you love, please love deeply. If you want to leave, I'll let you go.

I'm waiting, waiting for you. You are walking, towards me.

I know that you are approaching me quietly, and I may have noticed your presence. Maybe in the next second, we will meet, know each other, fall in love, and stay together.

Please remember this promise and never let go.