Because I am not good-looking, I always bow my head and dare not look directly at others, for fear of reflecting my shabby appearance from each other's pupils.

Because the dialogue is not funny enough and the manners are not clever enough, I dare not take the initiative to strike up a conversation with others, for fear of exposure and ridicule. When the company held the Tail Tooth Meeting, my colleagues in the department and I sat around a table, listening and watching them talking about Kan Kan with great interest. I didn't envy them, but I thought about trying to join them, but I spoke. What should I say? Without one's own views and original opinions, even the echo of others shows a kind of weakness and timidity. Where will such a self be popular? When I look up, I will see others' severe and repressed impatience. The more I want to say attractive words, the more nervous I am.

From small to large, every step was arranged by my mother. Because of this, I missed a lot of wonderful and independent growth. Yan Yan knows the crux of the problem, but how to change it? It always seems easy to get rid of psychological minors and consult newspapers and magazines, but how to take the first step? Who can help him? It doesn't help. It seems that the whole world is waiting to see his jokes.

Too many shortcomings, no handsome appearance, no interesting topics to drive the atmosphere, no opinion, empty smile. Every one of them is very scared. The more afraid, the worse. Every day, there is no progress, and fear gradually accumulates.

Before the formation of that timid and humble temperament, Yan Yan actually looked quite lofty and arrogant for a while, because he didn't know how to get along with people, so he chose to look up instead of down.

"Ah, that strict word always ignores people", a colleague complained privately. "I heard that my family has money, my mother is very familiar with our boss, and all the related households have come in."

"No wonder ... the prince ye gang, of course, is arrogant. How can they be proud of interacting with small people? "

You're wrong. You're wrong. He's just afraid to expose it.

The best coat to hide inferiority is lofty.

During that time, he dated his so-called girlfriend.

The acquaintance with Lu was due to her mother's introduction. Strangely enough, they are alumni at the same level, but Yan Yan has no idea that there are such handsome girls on campus. Even among boys, they don't get along well, and Yan Yan dare not move the idea of "writing romance with a girl".

"You two are about the same age, and both families know each other very well ... I am very satisfied with Yanyun ..."

My mother's implication is quite obvious. Yan Yan also likes girls, beautiful, clever, quiet but not boring. Compared with herself, who is not good, she is simply excellent. If you can really marry such a wife, you will be envied by others ... Those who say behind their backs that they can't rely on relationships can only be jealous again ... Maybe, because you can marry a beautiful and lovely wife, you will be recognized as a successful man ... It's like seeing the clouds in the sky and becoming more beautiful. ...

Yan Yan thought, I can't find a better girl.

therefore ...

Although every date is calm, I can hardly feel the sweetness and joy of love. Although judging from the girl's faint smile, it is obvious that she has not been deeply loved.

..... But this is also very good, really, Yan Yan gradually buried a figure in her heart.

The dark, half-sincere, half-bad smile I met at the last moment of wandering around the university campus is unnecessary to linger forever. He thought.

That's it. Get married next year. He wanted to think again.

In order to surprise girls, I went to the mall to choose a diamond ring. That weekend was supposed to be just an ordinary number on the calendar.

Caught Lu in the arms of other men. They laughed, and there was no room for the sweetness of others in their eyes. The shouts of the staff reminded me of Yan Yan. The only idea is that when she really smiles, there are dimples.

How come I've never seen it?

Shocked and waiting for the verdict of breaking up, every minute is long and difficult. He stared at the phone on the coffee table and bit his finger nervously. This is not a detail that a man should have. He thought vaguely, and then thought about pleading with the other party not to leave himself. How many versions, sad and sad, have been brewing in his mind repeatedly, but he has never received a word.

Do you think you are a fool? Obviously it looks so clever and quiet, and the feet on both sides are justified! After a long wait, Yan Yan finally couldn't help dialing the other party's mobile phone. "I miss you."

"Can't we meet at the weekend?" A woman's voice is as gentle as ever. Listening sternly, her hand trembled slightly.

"Weekend ..." He gave a meal. "Let's go to the hotel."

"..." The other person obviously froze, and then whispered after marriage, okay?

"We will get married sooner or later." Push her hard.

Lu was silent for a long time and thought bitterly, you are crying, bitch. Then came a very light sentence, "I see."

He is the right person for her to get married.

Even if you can't see the expression of the other person through the phone, you can really feel the deep grievance and unwillingness.

Yan Yan hung up the phone and buried her face in her palm. He finally saw himself in the dark. You are a worm.

Bug and Bug's fiancee didn't have premarital sex, and Bug didn't have the confidence to find someone else.

The arrogant head disguised by the bug lost its deliberate high strength.

Insects are used to hunching behind people.

The worm's little self-confidence is shrinking. The more afraid he is of talking to people, the less he can talk. Over time, even how to get close to the person he likes has become at a loss.

Then one day, the bug met the god in the bug's heart again.

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The premise of love is not to make the other person feel unhappy together.

This guy seems a little different.

Fengsui lazily cut off small pieces of steak with a knife and sent them to his mouth one by one. The rich sauce slid down his mouth and into his chest. He casually wiped, raised his eyes, seemingly unintentionally, but implicitly stared at the man sitting opposite his epiphysis, rolled into a ball.

The man gained some weight, and his pale face was covered with blood.

"Oh, come and eat." Feng Sui put the fork in front of him.

Yan Yan looked at him and shook her head. "I don't want to eat."

Feng sui immediately became black. Fuck you, learn to put on airs. Here you are, take your order.

"Whatever ..." The man murmured, "I really have an upset stomach ..."

Feng Sui threw down his knife and fork and put his hands on his chest. "Am I bad to you?"

"... no. "

"You said you wanted to eat fish last week, but what did I buy you?"

"Tortoise ..."

"Say it again!"

"Wild, wild turtles ..."

"The day before yesterday? What do I ask my colleagues to feed you from my hometown? " Feng Sui really can't hold back his grievances.

A man resigned more than a month ago because he was ordered to go home or stay with me. You must choose between them. Anyway, I tell you, I'm willing to ask you to laugh for eight generations. You will never believe that I am hidden underground by you.

So the man was swept out of the house by his mother with a swollen and bruised body.

"Zarou ... one kilogram." Hey, answer.

Men are incompetent and perform poorly. Naturally, after resigning, I can't get a good recommendation letter and a job, so I can only stay at home. At the beginning, Feng Sui didn't mean to be mean to him, but his cohabitant was unemployed for the first time, and he didn't think of the livelihood problem at all.

Besides, I have been working overtime for some time, and Fengsui has no energy to pay attention to others. Until one day I came home early, Yan Yan, who came to open the door, was holding a pack of biscuits and chewing awkwardly. Feng Sui was surprised to find that there was only a glass of white water on the table.

"Didn't you say that there is no food at home these days and you have to go out to eat?" Feng Sui is very annoyed. He remembers that men once said that after working for a few years, they had a little savings, which was enough to maintain their living expenses for a period of time.

"When I was kicked out by my mother ... I didn't bring anything ..." Even a penny ... Yan Yan swallowed awkwardly.

"Then why don't you ask me for it?" Feng Sui put on his shoes again and pushed him out for dinner.

The man's slight voice disappeared in the corridor. "I'm not a woman ... I don't want to burden you ... I'm afraid you hate it ..."

When Feng Sui hugged him that night, he found that he was so thin that he couldn't help but feel distressed. He kissed his whole body gently and sobbed a little. Feng Sui raised her hand and touched his face with tears.

Then raise him until you find a suitable job.

Fortunately, Fengsui's work is getting better and better, and her economic ability is more than enough. Men are not greedy. They buy some cookbooks and learn how to make them, but they can fill half the table in small ways. Of course, the taste cannot be extravagant, but it is better than instant noodles.

When they were so sarcastic, Yan Yan scratched her head and smiled, and sometimes whispered, "Men are far from cooking ..."

Do not strive for progress.

Feng Sui disdained him and got into the habit of going out on weekends to take this domestic bug to have a rare tooth sacrifice. Every time she goes out to eat, Yan Yan can't restrain the sunshine in her eyes.

Feng Sui found that men can't resist food at all.

It is such a man who can't resist the delicious food, but now he shakes his head and says he doesn't want to eat it.

"Did I give you face?" Feng Sui's eyebrows are twisted, which really spoils you.

"Use ... I didn't mean that ..." Yan Yan covered her stomach in distress. "I'm hurt ..."

"What?" Feng with one leng.

"Wild turtles ... and big meat ..." Yan Yan was about to cry. "Too fierce, really too fierce ... I'm hurt. I get bored at the thought of meat ... Really, you let me relax for a few days ... I will eat to death ... "

Deception ... I feel stupid when I hear it. Feng Sui got angry and threatened, "If you think clearly, it really makes me angry. I'm afraid I can't take you to eat well this weekend. "

No need to eat any more! Now the world is not afraid, afraid of being taken out and stuffed into greasy food in the restaurant.

Yan Yan is as excited as seeing the Buddha's light. "I'm not afraid of you ~ ~ ~"

The corners of the mouth become warped, in fact, there is still a little naughty, and Feng Sui looks a little absent-minded. "Say it again."

"No ... I'm afraid of you." Stuttering

This man is really a little different.

His expression gradually flew up, and his eyebrows and eyes could tell what he had experienced in life. There is a small sun on his increasingly round face.

Feng Sui didn't know she was laughing, but stretched out his hand and touched the man's hair. The man jumped up in surprise because of this gentle move, and then he was flattered and happy.

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Worm knows that his fiancee doesn't love himself, and no one loves himself anymore.

The confidence left by worms is shrinking. Over time, even how to get close to the person you like is at a loss.

The bug saw the god in the bug's heart again.

He likes him very much, very much.

Well, I just like it very much.

Bug doesn't know how to get close to someone who likes him so much.

Worms keep crawling every day, crawling beside men. In fact, bugs also have self-esteem. In fact, the bug will get hurt, and it will get hurt many times, but he feels that those sorrows are half true and half false, and they all laugh into a tear and a ray of sunshine in his heart.

The man finally said, I want you.

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Together.-just knock outside.

Why are you with this man?

What do you like about him? …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

I have always stressed to myself that I hate that man. Even if I go to bed and do what most men can't do, even if I kiss him on the mouth, there are still so many shameful places, but I hate him.

Fengsui opened her eyes in the early morning of that weekend, but she was stung by the sun and radiated a drop of water.

Then what are we together for?

Because pity him. ...

I turned around and saw the man's hazel hair, which smelled almost tasteless. Can transparency be used to describe sense of smell?

Although a man is a humble bug, he accidentally loves cleanliness and even has a little cleanliness addiction. He can never smell a man's sweat in his hair. "Cut-"Feng frowned, even this detail is annoying. ...

But ... so that a slightly neat man can bear the humiliation of lying on his crotch and giving himself oral sex. With a crying expression on his face, he gently pushed him away and said in a trembling tone, "I can do anything for you. Don't leave me."

What exactly do you like about him? .........

A man who turns 30 next month is afraid of cats. He is ashamed. Feng Sui remembers everything. When he came home with a little white cat, his relatives had been in the central detention center for a few days because of a long journey. Yan Yan's eyes were wide open, and he shrank on the sofa and refused to go to the ground.

Feng Suizhen smiled. "This is a rabbit."

"I'm not stupid. I recognize it. Cat-"the man's tone is stiff and tense, and his toes are neurotic and pale, but it makes people feel unexpected ... well, it's a little cute." "It's a cat! ! "

"It's a rabbit." Feng Sui turned her face. "Otherwise, get out."

The man raised his face by mistake, and his mouth pursed with a sad face of crying. Feng Sui was about to surrender when he heard a voice, trembling and shouting, "You go, I'll surrender myself."

Shit-

When I opened the door, the poor little white cat that Feng Sui threw out might have starved to death, and I didn't think about how to tell its owner. The more you feel timid, why do you want to be with this person? ...

Thought of here, my ordinary face gradually woke up in the morning light, and my eyes with single eyelids struggled to open and looked at myself and blinked.

Feng Sui turned around and turned his back on him.

After learning the voice of Suosuo, I felt that my palm was caught by Yan Yan and I was too lazy to talk. Feng Sui did not use any force to make his elbow swing from side to side like a doll.

It seems that men want to put their hands on their faces, and they can't help but show their favorite joy every time they touch their faces. Thinking like this, well, thinking, Feng Sui felt that Yan Yan accidentally slipped, and his palm fell uncontrollably, only to hear a clear and crisp sound of "Pa Da"-

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"Ah, yo, wow-"The man's instinctive reaction was that a child screamed out pain in a low voice. Feng Sui refused to turn around, but couldn't help biting the quilt and laughing.

Why you're with him.

Maybe because.

Good ... Unexpectedly, he has a lot of loveliness.

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