The so-called love thing is just unrequited love, mutual love, no feeling, the most inconspicuous secret love.

Secret love is great. Some secret admirers have been in love for several years, but they still keep a straight face and don't even know their friends. Once you start a secret love, you should always be prepared for being abused, because from the beginning, this relationship is not equal, and whoever is tempted first will lose. Those who are tempted take the initiative first, and those who are serious suffer first.

You may like him at first because of his refreshing hairstyle, because he happens to be wearing a white shirt with a clean smile, because his voice is too gentle when he sings, because he is so serious when he studies, because his angular side face is so charming from your point of view, because he was captured by his sweaty charm on the basketball court, and because he gently stroked the kitten's head so warm ... There is always a reason, and a detail convinces you-

? So, you began to pay crazy attention to all the news about him. The most convenient thing is to look at all his social accounts, from QQ space to friends circle to Weibo and everyone else. It seems that you know him from now until the date of his first posting. Know his favorite songs, favorite sports, favorite games, favorite movies, favorite places and favorite girls. ...

The more I know, the farther away I feel from him. His past, you were not involved. His gift, you dare not go near it. His future is more distant and untouchable. How much you want to be with him is yourself, and you can bring him more happiness. When you see him unhappy, you look at him from a distance but feel more sad than him. When you see him happy, your heart is full of joy. But regardless of his emotions, you obviously care but you can't show it. You're afraid of being found out, people around you calling you stupid, and that you two don't deserve each other. Compared with this, you are more afraid that he doesn't like you, and it bothers him to find that you are paying attention to him. So you'd rather like him silently.

Sometimes I have the illusion of instant happiness. For example, his eyes look at you casually, he says something unusual to you, and he occasionally praises the state of your hair. This is enough for you to remember for several days. And he is your special concern, you can know his dynamics in seconds. His phone number is at the top of your address book, but he has never had intimate contact. His personal photo is your mobile phone wallpaper, and you also set a mobile phone password for it. You also got into the habit of keeping a diary, featuring him. By the way, you still like staying up late, because he likes it, too. Besides, your single loop music is exactly what he likes. I heard that he likes girls with waist-length hair. You haven't cut your hair for almost two years. You know he likes white, so most of your clothes are white. You know what he likes to eat, and when he gets home, he secretly copies recipes and practices them with his parents over and over again. You know you are not another city. You already know the city where he lives like the back of your hand.

A month, half a year, a year, two and a half years. ...

You two seem to know each other. You talk to him, you ask him, and he answers. He walks with you. You have been to the drink shop in front of the school. You've heard his songs when he's drunk and out of tune. You received his mobile phone memory card. You invited him to your performance. He told you on New Year's Eve of 20 14 that you will be treated gently by the world ... when you think it is possible, when you can't stand the injustice of unrequited love, when you are about to burst this cellophane. ...

He said, I'm not wood either. I have known your feelings for me for a long time. However, we are not from the same city. I’m two years older than you are. I am preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. I ... we ... are not suitable. I said, I really like you. I don't care about the rest. I won't disturb your study. I will support you silently. I really ... really like you ... he said, let me think. And then it's the same as before I didn't take the initiative to contact him, so there was no news. I wanted to give him time to think calmly, and then I waited. Finally, I couldn't help it. It's so uncomfortable. Looking for him, he said we really don't fit in. Hehe, tears are falling. Still in class, I can't cry, and I can't let my classmates see it. However, I'm really not good at holding back tears. Then the textbook was wet and my eyes were swollen, and the single circulated his favorite songs, turning over the chat records with him page by page. Then I delete my personal photo album, my contact, my diary and everything about him. I left without causing you any trouble, so you will have a good life, right?

I thought I wouldn't miss him after deleting everything, but I found that I was deceiving myself. I still remember his social account, but I dare not add it. I just look at it often. I can still find one or two photos of him, and then open them in the middle of the night and just watch them until I get sleepy. I still think he is under too much pressure. It is important to face graduation or plan for the future. The child is having an affair. So, I thought I still had a chance when he finished the exam and everything was in order. But it's just that I thought. When I got up the courage to contact him again, I was surprised that he could guess my name, but my disguise was poor. Have the cheek to say it again. I still like you. I always have. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry ..." Later, I heard that he didn't take the postgraduate entrance examination and went to work in State Grid. I heard I grew up with him. How appropriate, the feelings of a city from small to large, it is important to see their love in the space message show, how much he dotes on her! As for me, I seldom take the initiative to talk about it. I always thought he was a cold man. It turns out that there are no cold people in this world, only hearts that don't want to be warmed.

Well, I wish them happiness. I'm not that great. Xiao Fa, after being together for so many years, I guess we'll just live with reality.

Well, I still think he likes me, too, but I don't like it. It's more vague. However, I don't want to be a good-hearted person who was used as a spare tire and finally gave a good card. I want to be a bad person, because bad people usually don't necessarily get hurt.

The world of secret love may last longer, but there will always be a clear day. Either you play dumb, or he plays dumb. However, I have worked hard before, and I have no regrets in my youth.

I wish myself happiness and I wish you happiness.