The background music of the film is very nice, swaying slowly and gently in the air like the persistence of pine nuts, and then swinging into my heart.
Matsuko has a sister who loves her. Although she loves her sister, her father always shows more care for her because her sister is ill in bed for a long time. She finally ran away from home and never came home. Loneliness neglected by her father in childhood has made her look for ways to fill her loneliness all her life. Unfortunately, since she was dismissed as a teacher at school and ran away from home, several men she followed all ended up dead, and Matsuko died a lonely man.
Pine nut's life was learned bit by bit through her nephew A Sheng. A Sheng's girlfriend said, "The value of life is not what you want from others, but what you can bring to others." Pine nuts are always eager to be loved by others, so they live in such a mess. Although she is amazing and has been with several men, every love, every devoted pursuit, is sincere. After being abandoned again and again, she lived alone for a long time, which only made her lonely. At this time, she met Aaron, a former student whom she hadn't seen for more than ten years. On the night of meeting, Matsuko decided to stay with him without hesitation. She is afraid of losing and being lonely again. She said that even in hell, she will be with this man, which is her happiness. Finally, they almost died together, but the man regretted it. In the end, pine nuts were completely decadent, and the reason why the men who failed her looked so scum was not as good as pine nuts, probably because they would not be completely attached to people like pine nuts.
If pine nuts are taken out separately and viewed in today's society, most people will only think that pine nuts are a clingy, unselfish and unworthy woman, but they can't hate pine nuts in the film. Songzi chose the road by herself, and she walked out of her life by herself, but she can't be blamed because no one told her to help her escape the curse of loneliness. In her own way, she fought against fate and the beast in her heart, persistently pursuing love and a complete life. Although she failed, she was born human, so there is no need to be sorry.
Pine nuts have had several twists and turns in their bumpy life, and each time they meet the next bad life after a bad thing or a bad relationship. So after every bad thing, pine nuts will think, "From that moment on, my life is over." But her life is not over, just getting worse. So in life, happiness is always fleeting, while pain and sadness will gradually accumulate and become more and more tired. But everyone tries to live for those happy moments, and so does Matsuko.
At the end of his life, pine nuts looked very different from the past. His messy hair covered his whole face, his fat body and stiff legs and feet, and he could no longer see the exquisiteness and beauty of the past. Live aimlessly all day and put yourself in a pile of garbage. Seeing this, I really want to ask her why she is so alive, why she is so desperate, and why she doesn't die. But I didn't expect that even if she died, she was killed by others. She is so persistent in loving others and living. Even before she died, she could regain hope. When Aaron was redeemed, he deeply remembered the saying "God is love" in the Bible. Even with this pine nut, he believes that she is a god. A Sheng also said that she was "always hurt and lonely", "a person who looks completely corrupt like this" and "I would like to believe that she is a god". At first glance, some people would like to believe that she is a god for such a completely corrupt pine nut. We allow ourselves to feel inferior, but we can't help but believe that someone will see your goodness and aspire to it with your goodness as the goal.
But looking back, although the movie is called "Don't like pine nuts", hasn't she loved it all her life? Of course not. Those men loved her before they left her. Among them, Aaron's love lasted from childhood to the death of Matsuko. Matsuko's only friend loves her and sincerely hopes that she will be happy. Matsuko's father has been thinking about Matsuko since he left. Even my nephew, who has only met once, is willing to believe that Matsuko is a god and her sister who loves her the most. After the death of pine nuts, life can still be repeated. Some people want to hear that she is loved. If she is not so paranoid to pursue love, but loves herself first, maybe her life is the life of her beloved pine nut.
By the end of the film, when Matsuko died in the green grass, her life had been ended by us. Maybe she can imagine how she would live if she didn't die, and we just need to say "welcome home" gently when she leaves this world.