I was born in a small county, my family conditions are average, and my parents are farmers. When I was very young, my mother went out to work. My father farmed at home and took care of my brother and me.

When I was a child, I was especially envious of others' birthdays. My parents would buy cakes and gifts for me. Every time I see other children have gifts, my heart is envious.

Once, I saw a child eating a cake at the gate of the kindergarten. He was holding the cake and looking at the toys in his hand. At that time, I was very greedy and wanted to have a bite, but I was afraid to say. Because I think that if I did, my mother wouldn't buy me a cake.

Later, when I grew up, I gradually understood that it is not difficult to want something, just say it and you can get it. So I got up my courage and told my mother to ask for a piece of cake. Unexpectedly, she actually agreed.

When I came home from school that day, I was very happy to tell my parents about it. After listening to this, they are also very happy. Early the next morning, they took me to town and bought a big cake. That time, I was really happy!

Since then, I have often asked my parents for something. Sometimes, they will say yes, sometimes they won't. But anyway, I feel very happy. Because I know: as long as you ask, you can get what you want.

As I grew older, I began to understand that not everyone can be satisfied like me. Some people may never say "I want ..." in their whole lives, and some people will not be given it even if they do.

Therefore, when someone makes the same request to me, I will feel very puzzled. Why can't some people have it? Don't they deserve it?

Slowly, I began to stop expecting responses from others. Because when I wanted something, I already got it. Now that I have got it, I don't need to expect anything from now on.

However, I still occasionally think of the past. Although I know that everything is hard-won, I still feel sorry and sad. Maybe it's because I want to keep it.

Until one day, I suddenly realized that not all wishes can be realized, and some wishes will never be realized. Just like my birthday, it is destined to be a memory of my life.

Thought of here, I can't help but sigh. ......

Suddenly, I remembered a sentence I once read: "In this world, there are some things that must be done. Some things can be done without trying. " Yes, people only have one life in this life. We must do what we want to do, otherwise we will leave a lifetime of regret.

So, I decided to put aside everything in the past and start again! I will bravely pursue what I want! It doesn't matter even if you fail, after all, failure is the mother of success!

I believe that one day I can find my own happiness! Come on!