She used to have a job as a director in CCTV, but later she quit her job and returned to Tianfu Chengdu, where she officially went to live.
In the book, she wrote an ordinary, lively and vivid poetry in the daily life that each of us is experiencing.
In the preface of A Friend, she wrote: "She is just popular, she just likes vulgar, prosperous warmth, human stoves and fireworks." In addition to joy, she occasionally changes her taste. In her words, raising is a bit sad and fragile, but it is only at the level of small silkworms. "
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She wrote about her big uncle, an old uncle who lives a very elegant life on weekdays. Eyebrows and beards are never messy, shoes are spotless and food is seven points full, so the body never gets fat. The author recalls that when I was a child, my uncle was very strict with her:
This movie was watched by sisters at school, chattering, whispering, eating melon seeds and containing fruit candy. Only "I" was shot by my uncle.
Many years have passed, and the author has not grown into a person like Princess Sisi, nor has she become a queen. But she suddenly understood what her uncle wanted her to learn. He wants her to learn "beauty", and he wants her to realize beauty.
By the end of 1980s, the whole fashion had begun to change. There are fashions on TV and stars in newspapers, but for ordinary people, most of them still regard "beauty" as an external thing. Living "lead" does not include "beauty". Big JIU is worried that "I" will live in such a social atmosphere and that "I" will scribble all his life with such an attitude.
Mr. Wu Guanzhong was also worried about such a social atmosphere: "There are not many illiterate people in China today, but there are many people who are blind in beauty."
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She wrote that at one stage of her life, she was very busy, and she had endless social parties and banquets all day. Sometimes they are all connected, and they are sent directly from this meal to the next meal, and they are not at home at all. Or there is a conflict between the two groups, and special consultations have to be held to ensure her attendance. In another case, the nightlife was excessively consumed, which exhausted her energy. Finally, she was sent home to sleep.
She was five years old then.
This is a social fashion more than 30 years ago. In the early days of love between men and women, a relative's child often participates in it, and instead of pretending to be a role, he participates in it as a "relative's child" aboveboard. Their existence can declare a kind of justice, honesty, credibility, purity and solemnity for love.
She remembers the delicious food she enjoyed as a result:
Most of these lovers have tragic endings.
Later, the lovers broke up, and the sad and silent time is still vivid thirty years later. Everything with a good ending is beautiful, and love with a tragic ending will last forever.
She heard a word, "condition". Uncle Du has heavy eyebrows and big eyes, looks handsome, and has a high status as a criminal aunt. Adults say they are not suitable.
Young lovers experienced such a struggle and were separated by a man named "Conditional".
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She wrote that her neighbor Uncle Dan went to the market to buy food. Uncle Dan is a physics teacher who graduated from the department of mathematics at the university. His knowledge is so profound that children don't know it. He is often mistaken for a professor in the Department of Foreign Languages or Philosophy because he uses abnormal words in his daily life.
Twenty-eight years ago, uncle Dan bought food like this: he went to the vegetable market on Bacon Road to buy food, and the seller said a price. Uncle Dan was shocked: "Of course, of course, but don't you think it's a little expensive?"
In this case, the vegetable seller was shocked on the spot. This sentence pattern may not have appeared in the vegetable market for thousands of years. Just like the lines in the movie, just like the lines of the translator. The food market has its own rules. You can be sarcastic and sarcastic: Are vegetables, leaves and gold empty talk? You can also skillfully raise each other's sympathy: eldest brother, I bought it today, so I have to eat rice tomorrow ... you can also make friends by yourself: did you come alone today? What a bitch. Do you wear a hair band at home? Less, huh? -But you can't torture people's souls.
"Sure, sure ... but don't you think it's a little expensive?" What do you mean by "but"? What do you mean "yourself"? What do you mean by "slightly"? What do you mean "really"? It means I won't say anything, you ask yourself, in the dead of night, you ask in the mirror, look into your eyes and ask in a Shakespeare tone.
He doesn't mind being laughed at. He can even forgive the whole world.
Uncle Dan's life experience is painful and absurd, which is the epitome of an era. He is the youngest son of a university professor. He received western education since childhood. He can't make jokes while eating. He often takes a bath. Steinway can play the piano. His biggest worry is how to meet his classmates without patches on his trousers. However, when the movement came in the 1960s, all this came to an abrupt end. His parents died at the age of 17, and his life changed dramatically.
However, in his later ordinary life, he seldom mentioned the past. The child watched "Three-body" and asked him why he was not like Ye Wenjie. He said with emotion, "I understand her, but I can't-but I understand her."
He is dull, funny and inappropriate, which is probably a traumatic reaction. He will never make peace with the world. But he tried to look like he forgave the world.
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She writes ancient rhymes:
She wrote about her father:
She wrote with a broken heart:
She wrote down the rainy night:
She still wrote:
five
She admitted that she admired painting;
Savrasov's winter snow is magnificent, alert and shocking. Only the early spring he painted can give people relief and comfort, and the one who tied the bell is needed to untie the bell. A girl from a forest farm fell in love with a college student who came to spend the night. She ran to him in the middle of the night and leaned against his door. This is a proposal and an offer, just waiting for his words. He was lying in a small bed, and moonlight and snow shone on his face through the room. He refused. "Lonely? Don't do stupid things when you are lonely. " He said. Then one day, the girl received a postcard from Moscow. The early spring painted by Savrasov seems to be the day when she received the letter.
From director to idle girl, from Beijing to Bashu. A coin falls freely. She always throws herself away easily and falls to the ground several times. Let it go.