After many years, it suddenly occurred to me that he once liked himself and waited for him for more than a year, but I finally chose to refuse, probably because I haven't met a man who treats me as sincerely as he has in recent years, so I feel his value more and more. Many people and things are the same, and only when they lose it will they know how to cherish it, so they will never forget it.

I met him four years ago. At that time, we were both juniors, but with different majors. He was a classmate of my roommate, so we became familiar with him because we often played together. Later, he said that he liked me and wanted to fall in love with me, but I didn't like him very much, because his personality was weak and honest, and he turned his head immediately when he peeked at me.

Although I turned him down, he waited for me for more than a year, and I was single until I graduated from college, and I didn't choose to be with him. At that time, I really felt that I was more than a friend to him, but I couldn't find a lover.

After graduating from college, we actually went to work in the same city. Once we met on the street, he became fat, strong and ugly, and his temperament became worse. At that time, I felt that things were much transformed, and I talked with him. He found a girlfriend, but at that time I felt that I had no feelings for him, because he became ugly and was not his favorite type.

I haven't contacted or seen each other since, and I haven't contacted each other. But recently, four years later, in recent days, I have been possessed by evil spirits. My mind is full of him, and sleeping at night is also his shadow. A person who misses him giggles and can't sleep. I don't know why. I have never loved him deeply. The only thing I can explain is that I am too lacking in emotion, so I miss the lost beauty so much.