Since the self-study seat was moved from the second floor to the third floor of the library, I have met my cleaning aunt every morning.

the other day, she saw that I came very early every morning, so she asked me what time I usually go back at night.

I said, at ten o'clock, when the library closes.

After several days, as soon as she met me, she said to me, "Oh, it's so hard for you to go back so late every night and come so early in the morning."

When I first heard this sentence, I smiled shyly and didn't know what to say. After hearing it, the whole person felt a little embarrassed.

one day at noon, I entered the library with a pile of books in my arms. She met me on the third floor and asked me if I was tired of running back and forth every day.

I am often asked this question, as if it is really hard.

Actually, this is just the normal state of life for me. I am used to this kind of routine, habit and style of life.

getting up early every day, going to the library, reading books and writing lessons are both fulfilling and happy for me.

Although it is occasionally mixed with some depression and frustration, it is more about loving and cherishing this campus life.

I plan every day, every hour and every minute by myself, and I am in control. What I planned in the schedule one night in advance is the driving force for me to get up early and live all day.

I live in every moment with peace of mind, and plan for the future composed of countless moments.

I remember, when I left the dormitory today, I met my classmate.

she asked me if you get up so early to go to the library on weekends.

I answered generously, yes.

she said, that's amazing. I really admire you.

However, I don't know what to admire. These are just my own choices.

Those dense schedules and handwritten notes have amazed countless netizens. It turns out that Xueba is made in this way.

but what I want to say is that this may be just a small part of life for the schedule owner. Just because he (she) likes to arrange his daily life in such an orderly way, he is used to taking notes to improve his learning efficiency.

this is something that is not worth being over-amplified and over-displayed. Even this is only the most basic step in the whole process of study and life, and what is more troublesome is the repeated tempering of the learning and thinking level behind it.

on the contrary, many people regard the superficial form as the essence of their struggle.

what you think is hard work is probably just the starting point for others to struggle.

I think of a sentence that my favorite archaic food blogger Li Ziqi said in an interview:

"Your survival skills may just be the life instinct of others."

This antique food blogger, who has more than 2 million fans all over the network, has set up an IP brand by himself.

once known as "the first online celebrity in 217", she was invited by the Malaysian king to spread the traditional culture of China as a representative of cultural export.

As a food blogger, she seems to know everything, such as brewing wine, making sofas, weaving, making clothes, building bread kilns, planting rice seedlings and farming ...... living alone has become what millions of people expect.

but behind this omnipotence, it is the hardships and difficulties of life all the year round.

My parents divorced, my adoptive mother abused me, and I lived alone with my grandparents. At the age of 14, I wandered into the society, slept in a park chair, and ate steamed bread for two months, which is a standard image of a rural migrant girl. Step by step to today, relying on the indomitable belief in life.

The so-called "talents" shown in the video by most people are actually her basic survival instinct of living in the countryside since childhood. The technology of video production, to a large extent, is also a survival skill learned when wandering the society.

where there is no quiet time, it is just a means of making a living that you have to master in order to live and survive.

It is these hardships that have enabled her to master a variety of skills, which has invisibly made her what she is today.

So, many times, the positive energy life that we feel we can't do but envy is just a normal life for others.

You think it is difficult to get up early in winter, so you envy those who consciously get up early to exercise and study;

You think it's hard to lose weight, so you envy those fat people who can lose weight easily.

You feel that learning is hard, so you envy those students who can get good grades easily.

You feel tired from working overtime, so you envy those energetic and tireless workaholics.

Actually, you don't know, for those people, this is just the most basic starting point to make life better and better.

some people will say that the world can't be made by hard work alone. Therefore, they often feel that those who can change themselves by encouraging others to work hard are instilling unrealistic chicken soup for the soul.

Because of this thinking concept, they complain that life is hard, that the world is unfair, and that resources are unequal.

but in fact, their own efforts are very superficial. Not to mention, these people's so-called efforts have never reached the level of being able to fight with others.

You know, some people are smarter than you, more talented than you, better off than your family, and they are still working hard. You have no right to shout about the futility of hard work all day.

how can we realize the transformation of ourselves?

Please don't complain about life, and don't question the meaning of hard work. People must believe something when they are alive.

I believe that a better life can be won through down-to-earth struggle, that the world will give a kind smile to those who work hard, and that one day you will really live what you expect.

We have to admit that there are some things in this world that really can't be done by hard work. But more importantly, if you don't work hard, don't stand on tiptoe and fight hard, you will get nothing.

Life is never 1% certain, or to a great extent, the whole life process is an unknown puzzle.

and what we have to do is to try our best to do what we can, don't set limits on our lives, and dare to challenge ourselves. Let life live a beautiful posture in a limited time.